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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Monday, September 10, 2007
baby, i will wait for you. •
 Monday it is.Come on, just 4more days. No biggie right?? You gotta pull through this with no difficulty. 2weeks have passed in a blink of an eye. So another 4more days shouldn't be that tough huh? Supposedly, planned to go out shopping todayy. But, as everyone in the house were feeling drastically tired. My bro decided to postpone it to tmr. Oh how great, I'd be meeting samm tmr after work. So, I'd guess tmr aint a perfect idea at all. :/ And on Wednesday, I'll prolly end work at 9pm. So, we'll most prolly postpone this to Thursday. I'm really so tired can? I wanna go shopping can? My hands are starting to itch again can? When will this ever end?? :/ I miss late nights spent with you. I miss late night talking. I just miss everything about you. Everything that i do reminds me of you. Do you understand? Somehow, i hate this kind of feeling. A feeling of insecurity and loneliness. It makes me feel like our relationship is on a thin thread, that is going to break any minute. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you by my side. Is that even possible? I don't want this to go on any further. For, this isn't what i want. I just don't want to be that girl you met in the streets. I want to be that special girl in your heart. |