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    NATALIE

    Reality ain't exactly my forte
    Neither is anything else for that matter.
    Thursday, September 06, 2007
    I hate you so much •
    Why is life like that?
    Why must this happen?
    Why can't life be much better?
    Are you jealous or what?
    Does breaking us up make you happy?
    Quarrels are normal.
    Why must you make it sound so ridiculous?
    Just because of the little things he do,
    that makes you unhappy,
    Still, why must you hate him?
    Do you know i love him?
    Do you even know?
    Who was there for me when my mom passed away?
    Who was there for me when i lost my way?
    It was him.
    Only him, i could depend on.
    Still, you keep finding faults about him.
    This is so unfair to me.
    Have i ever stopped you from loving someone?
    No, for i know what love is.
    It's happiness when you're with him.
    It's unexplainable.
    I know you care, but this is OUTRAGEOUS!
    Stopping me from loving someone is stupid.
    You remind me of the ancient times,
    when parents have to force their daughters to marry some rich kid.
    But, this is the 21st century, mister.
    If not for her, i wouldn't have found out about this.
    I'm damn pissed right now.
    Thought this only happens on tv.
    Fuck.
    This is oh so dramatic.
    I hate this.
    If this really happens,
    stopping him from seeing me.
    You'll never see me again.
    Period.
    I do not care what you feel or what you say.
    He is part of my life.
    Nobody/no one can ever break us apart.
    Not even you.
    Everyone makes mistakes.
    He didn't do it on purpose.
    You think he doesn't want to return it to you.
    He does.
    But, could he?
    He only gets a few hundred bucks every month.
    And, to make me happy,
    he'll bring me out for an exclusive dinner,
    plus shopping with my friends.
    How do you think i can even buy my clothes?
    He understands me.
    Do you?
    You said you want me to be happy.
    But, your actions isn't following what you preached.
    I'm freaking tired.
    And you are not only helping, but adding more burden to me.
    I thought i could tell you everything,
    thought i could confide in you.
    But, i can't anymore.
    To think you even said you had been tolerating for so long.
    WTF?
    No respect for you?
    You think we purposely quarrelled when you're home?
    You think we like quarrelling?
    You think i like crying and screaming on the phone?
    If that's what you think,
    I've got nothing else to say.
    Thanks to you,
    I'll be having sleepless nights once again.

    6:33 pm