recently i need you right now, baby I hate you so much thank you baby, for making me the happiest girl ag... just tired, plain tired. i love him so much. Interesting myth yeah?? Don't give a hoot about this anymore. I'm drained out, seriously. It's Sundayy,time has passed so fast.And i have to... All i want is you.. the continuous chain layout by: JANN (: My gossip girls ♥Claudear my bff ♥March my fave partner ♥Jann ♥Shirley ♥Jasmine my confidante archives June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008

NATALIE Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Saturday, September 08, 2007 When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. • It's a Saturdayy. And i'm exhausted. What a day. As usual, didn't see him today. Dunno what's going on between us. One minute, we had all the plans decided. And the other minute, everything is ruined. I knw he's tired. He just don't have the energy for me. I've done everything i could, to make him skip work today. But, none of them worked. :/ It seems his motivation to go to work is so strong. It's the very first time, that he's so enthusiastic. I don't even see him so motivated to go for school remedial. Maybe, i could no longer control him like i did. He smokes, i can't stop him. He works, i can't stop him either. :/ What should i do?? I'm wanting him to be wanting me. But, it just won't work out fine. I'm only free on the weekends. I have to work on weekdays, doesn't he understand? That i want to spend an entire day with him alone?? I really do not know. I'm so confused. Somehow, i knw this is going nowhere. Who knows? We won't last forever. 8:35 pm