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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Thursday, January 31, 2008
sayang , aku minta maaf •
I'm sorry .but i had a fun time with you , though i was in much pain . you beared it all . no matter what i did , you took it all in your stride . i was in agony , you weren't . i threw my tantrums , you blamed it all on you . where did you get the patience and perserverance ? why can't i be like you ? why is it always me ? i can't help it . it just controls my feelings and all . i didn't meant to put it out on you , knowing you had a long day . i should have kept it all inside . the ending was the most miserable part . i hated it . it's hard to say goodbye. and all the guilt would just rush through my blood . making me apologize a million times . the swimming pool talk was good , except for some spoiling moments . so was the dinner at the unscrupulous place . i feel really bad right now , if only i could turn back time , and cherished you more . instead of bickering with you , i could have loved you more . if i had the chance to , i'll hold you tighter with my arms around you , not letting you go . i miss those times at blossomvale . the playground . the pool . everywhere had memories of you . good ones especially . right here , all i can think of is the negative ones . thinking about the time when you were here with me . when we walked scooby down . everything just flashes back in my memory . if only , history could repeat itself . i would be glad . sayang , aku minta maaf . |