<3 Her Naked Truth

emotional post -
down and out , whatever they say .
he promised . to be there . for the plans and all .
and now he says no . i really do not understand u at all .
sometimes , when i feel down , i needed u there . but you're not .
so i just think that maybe tomorrow would be a better day .
i thought u wanted to quit mac ? what 5weeks probation ?
and now , you're back at it ? were u lying to me all this time ?
and when i hanged up the phone , did u even bother to call me back ?
i don't want to quarrel in front of my brother . but u force me to it .
u make me so hurt , disappointed . just everything that i can think of right now .
why ? does it pleases u to see me in this state ?
u said i don't love u anymore ,
if i don't , would i be crying when i'm typing this ?
why can't u look at things on my side and not think about yourself all the time .
i know u love money , but i love happiness . all i want is u to be with me .
at least once a week , is that just so hard ?
how about once a month ? once in 2months ? or once a year ??
perhaps , we've changed . things just don't seem easy these days .
everything's hard for each another . there's no easy way out .
perhaps we're both stressed out .
or perhaps , a change of heart .

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