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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i miss you , mom •
I don't know why i just feel so blah .my bro's in cheena so i should celebrate . aiyuh , what's with me . since he's gone , sam's here . take turns huh ? if he ever finds out , i'm dead shit . he's the one always drinking and smoking , set a bad example luh , and i'll follow . isn't that what you wanted ? skipped nsl todayy, just to accompany babyy . i'm a bitch that loves you . self-praise -> international disgrace . woah , i miss that phrase . sighh , i used to say that when my mom was around . all she had was confidence in herself . which many women lacked . i miss her , i really do . she can see it easily in my eyes , when i'm troubled . when i don't dare to look into her eyes , she knows i'm hiding something from her . now that she's gone , i doubt there's anyone else who could do that . thanks babyy , for trusting me . that's all i needed . she said, No happily never after, that just ain’t for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I’ll never let another teardrop fall. |