recently
  • WHAT THE HELL ???
  • never be lonely
  • LOVE
  • blahblahblah
  • my angel of happiness
  • fuck u
  • cheena fuck
  • all in love is fair
  • school lies
  • apologetic


  • the continuous chain
    layout by: JANN (:

    My gossip girls
    Claudear my bff
    March my fave partner
    Jann
    Shirley
    Jasmine my confidante


    archives
  • June 2007

  • July 2007

  • August 2007

  • September 2007

  • October 2007

  • November 2007

  • December 2007

  • January 2008

  • February 2008

  • March 2008

  • April 2008

  • May 2008

  • June 2008



  • NATALIE

    Reality ain't exactly my forte
    Neither is anything else for that matter.
    Tuesday, January 15, 2008
    i miss you , mom
    I don't know why i just feel so blah .
    my bro's in cheena so i should celebrate .
    aiyuh , what's with me .
    since he's gone , sam's here . take turns huh ?
    if he ever finds out , i'm dead shit .
    he's the one always drinking and smoking ,
    set a bad example luh , and i'll follow .
    isn't that what you wanted ?
    skipped nsl todayy, just to accompany babyy .
    i'm a bitch that loves you .
    self-praise -> international disgrace . woah , i miss that phrase .
    sighh , i used to say that when my mom was around .
    all she had was confidence in herself . which many women lacked .
    i miss her , i really do .
    she can see it easily in my eyes , when i'm troubled .
    when i don't dare to look into her eyes , she knows i'm hiding something from her .
    now that she's gone , i doubt there's anyone else who could do that .
    thanks babyy , for trusting me . that's all i needed .


    she said, No happily never after, that just ain’t for me,
    because finally I know I deserve better after all,
    I’ll never let another teardrop fall.

    9:19 pm