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  • NATALIE

    Reality ain't exactly my forte
    Neither is anything else for that matter.
    Friday, January 04, 2008
    all in love is fair
    Sometimes, i wonder, what is love anyway? Uhhh, HELLOO?!? ARE U NUTS??!? i'm in a 5-year relationship with someone now, & i'm asking this STUPID question. Ohwell, just out of curiosity, there are many answers to that small question. Love is stupid, blahblahblahblah. Ok, let's talk serious. Love is commitment. Love is reliability. Love is trustworthiness. Love is knowledge. Love is sex. Love is everything. Perhaps, some would think differently, i know, everyone have their own mindsets. But, basically, this is about all. Being with the one whom is fun to be with, gives you a sense of security, makes you laugh all the time, buys things for you, et cetera. And finding true love is hard to find. Love isn't just finding someone to live with, it's finding someone you can't live without. I think that's so goddamm true can. Maybe what Dr Thomas said this noon inspired me. But, i just can't figure out why are there so many differences between us. Although there maybe some similarities, but we're always quarrelling over our differences, trying to change the other party to become more like me. And he's doing the same right thing as me. Hence, we'll start quarrelling. Fuck, why must it be so goddam hard to be with the one you love most. And yet, why is it so easy to be with the one you hate most? What the hell is this happening.
    Ok, enough of this shit. He got into an accident yesterday. Thank God, he wasn't injured majorly. Only sprained his ankle. I really can't stand him being like this. Perhaps, i just have to wait till he can get his motorbike license. Hurry turn 18 baby, so we can go clubbing together.
    come what may.
    i'll still be by your side;
    holding your hands;
    saying "baby i love you"
    xoxoxoxoxo
    natalie

    11:01 pm