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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Saturday, November 24, 2007
i'm sorry love •
Today WAS a perfect day, till i RUINED everything. I shouldn't have, we were purely having fun. Not until, this thing happened. It hurts badly, & all you can say is "sorry". I know, i freaked out. I just fear of pain, & you tried all ways to make me calm, but failed. I really do not know how to explain this. But, i know it will heal soon, & after you kissed it, somehow, it eased the pain. Why must you go? Can't you stay? What must i do to make you stay? Facebook's my only chance for me to get in touch with my primary school friends. & boy, i even saw ppl whom i never even thought they existed till i saw their photos. hahahah. I know, that's crucially mean. whatever. almost done with my fon revision, & i'm next to aap. this seriously sucks big time. ohwell, i just watched THE NANNY DIARIES, & it's so nice. i loorve chick flicks, dude. we took random photos instead of studying. we did cranky stuff instead of the house chores. just simply doing these stuff together with you, shows me how life with you in the future would be. & i predict it's even more exciting than this. Life seems odd without you guys, but somehow, i feel rather calm. As it seems, that there isn't any difference. For we're the ones being turned down. |