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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Tuesday, November 13, 2007
sayang, boleh minta maaf? •
 Perhaps it will all go away.Perhaps, it would be better after a fight like this. Perhaps, it would end just like that. I do not want to know the outcome. I do not want to know the answers. I would rather close my eyes and pretend nothing had happened. I'm afraid, i'm very afraid. I can't do this, after 4 years, i just can't force myself to do this. It happened too fast, knowing that each of us are hot-tempered, yet we cannot do anything to stop this. I'm tired baby, i'm really tired. I do not want to repeat history again honey. I just wish we could go back time, when we were innocent and madly in love. If only i could feel that kind of love again. I know, you will say that this will happen again. But, i know people change. 'Love doesn't walk away, people do'. One day, you might find a better girl. Someone who won't quarrel with you almost everyday. Someone who will smoke with you everyday. Someone who is totally OPPOSITE me. I know it's entirely my fault, i apologize for that. It just seems so out of control. I hope i can change, and get rid of that bad habit. Will you give me another change baby? Boleh maaf kan ku? Saya minta maaf. I know i've hurt you deeply, many times. Perhaps, i don't deserve you at all. Perhaps... |