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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Thursday, November 01, 2007
boy, i love you so •
 The week passed in a glimpse of an eyeSo fast yet everything was so anti-climax Don't know why I feel powerlessness I feel lethargic I feel emotionless Perhaps, it came all together too quickly. & perhaps, i couldn't solve it alone. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. So many things are on my mind now. & they're piling up, is there anyone who is willing to share the burden with me? Nobody You've been extra-nice to me these days, does it mean one thing or the other? All i need is a little bit of L.O.V.E & a little bit of your T.I.M.E Is that too hard to ask from you? I'm so confused. He's so nice. Perhaps, it is just a misunderstanding. I hope so. For i do not want things to get complicated. I'm happy with what i have now. I love being emo It just fits me totally. I feel that way, & i want to be that way. I don't want to get fucked up again Never will i feel that way anymore. For, it would be just an emotionless me. I care so much, yet i don't get appreciation from you. Is this fair enough? You are fucking selfish. I don't even know how you become my *******. I abhor you so much, that i rather not have you as a *******. I'd rather pretend i didn't even had a *******. I hope that's ok with you. Who knows, you'll be better off like this. Thank you so much for the love & care you showered us. I appreciated it. I only show respect to those who deserved it. & i don't think you fall in that category, I'm sorry. |