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  • NATALIE

    Reality ain't exactly my forte
    Neither is anything else for that matter.
    Monday, October 29, 2007
    emotion-less
    School sucks like fuck.
    8am all the way till 6pm.
    I feel like dying.
    Soon, the exams would be here.
    & here comes the attachments. -.-
    how boring life can be?
    Aren't there supposed to be spices in my life?
    I don't seem to have any.
    I miss my girlfriends badly.
    Sad to say,
    i think they have alr forgotten me.
    Perhaps, without me in their life would be better.
    Perhaps.
    Anyhow,
    Supposed to meet Sam for dinner,
    then he called & said he had to work.
    So, i went home instead.
    he felt guilty,
    & kept apologizing to me.
    I was already used to it.
    This is a norm to me alr. :/
    & he said he would see me after his work,
    ard midnight, so i will see him then.
    Perhaps, i would be alr in my sleep.
    Perhaps not.
    I feel emotionless.
    There's nothing in my life that would make me thrill.
    Perhaps, my life is indeed a boring one.
    Come to think of it,
    i'm only living for 20 people.
    These 20 people are the reason why i'm still living in this world.
    Is that alot or pathetic?
    I should know myself. -.-

    6:45 pm