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NATALIE Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Sunday, July 01, 2007 i seriously need you right now... • Don't know why, i'm feeling so lonely, i just had a steamy hot bath. And i'm not feeling alot better. Why do i have to let him know how i feel? Why can't he read my mind?? Everything i do reminds me of you. When i'm in the bus, when i'm walking on my way home, simply everything i see reminds me of you. And that is just so saddening. that it makes me wanna cry. Tmr is monday, and i still have the f***ing att. i'm gonner break down at any moment. *sighs i'm just so restless and lethargic. how i wish i can get out of this crazy world. And live in my prefect world. feeling hungry, yet i can't do anything about it. *sighs 9th july is the day. freedom day. where i can finally go back to school. i miss my friends. i miss them so much. i have so much to tell you guys! seriously. i know he's nice to me, maybe i just don't know how to accept it. maybe this whole thing lies in me. *sighs really don't understand myself at all. i have a loving boyfriend. really great girlfriends. what else do i want?? when i have everything?! 11:38 pm