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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Sunday, June 24, 2007
All i need is you.. •
 YIKES!Tmr is MONDAY!! Ohh my gawd!? So fast?! I want my holiday.. sighs* Wanna go star cruise! Wanna do so many things mann. Just so little damn time! Ugh! f***ing ***hole. How i wish i can just pause the time now, and enjoy the life i'm in. Wait, the life i'm in right now isn't perfect. sighs* I'd rather the life in bukit view. no worries, just plain fun, fun, and more fun. Ooohh! especially the cheering com. i loove them mann! the atmosphere is filled with anxiety. colourful jerseys, pom poms, banners, everything!! sighs* i really miss those times. No betrayal nor hatred, simply love and care all around me. It's no sleep tonight again. My attachment at St Luke's is tmr. Those tossing and turning around in bed won't help either. All i want is someone to talk to, who can comfort me, who can confide in me. That's all. Is that just so hard?? Can you be that someone?? sighs* You're busy working, i understand. you're neglecting our relationship, i understand. not much communication between us, i understand. Everything, i'll just try to understand, for like you said. I haven't gone through that kind of experience that you're going through. Why can't i just have you all for myself?? WHY? it's so f***ing ridiculous! Dammit! Why must i go through all these pain?? i simply want to give up right now. if only i can.. |