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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Saturday, May 31, 2008
clue-less •
 I don't even know whybut I know i shouldn't be doing this But every time i see you , I would undeniably take a second glance And it just makes my heart want to pop out I don't know why , perhaps my heart rate increases when i see you Just looking at you from afar makes me happy I know this sounds weird Although i don't get to even talk to you , I seriously do not mind at all It's like , sensual seduction I don't know what I'm thinking Back to the books , girl Labels: crush, freedom, heartbreak matters, love, me Friday, May 30, 2008
see you again •
 I got my sights set on you and I'm ready to aim I have a heart that will never be tamed I knew you were something special When you spoke my name Now I can't wait to see you again I've got a way of knowing when something is right I feel like I must have known you in another life Cause I felt this deep connection when you looked in my eyes Now I can't wait to see you again [Chorus:] The last time I freaked out I just kept looking down I st-st-stuttered when you asked me what I'm thinking about Felt like I couldn't breath You asked what's wrong with me My best friend Lesley said "Oh she's just being Miley" The next time we hang out I will redeem myself My heart can't rest till then I can't wait to see you again [Chorus] I got this crazy feeling, deep inside When you called and asked to see me tomorrow night I'm not a mind reader but I'm reading the signs That you can't wait to see me again I GOT MY SIGHTS SET ON YOU AND I'M READY TO AIM Labels: crush, love, me, music Tuesday, May 27, 2008
please don't interfere in my life anymore •
I really hate this life right now I mean , why must you do this to us ? I really don't understand I know you hate him , but after all , he's still my boyfriend How can you do this to me , or even us ? I really wish that i have the guts to go up to you and demand my life I do not want you interfering in my life anymore I can be with whoever i want , and you shall not even care Is that fine with you ? If only ... But for now , i can only hide in your shadow I'm sorry I know , you'd like me to be strong and fight for my rights But , i just want to show some respect to my brother I'm really sorry babyy I know i'm useless I just wish my mom was here & everything would be fine Labels: boyfriend, heartbreak matters, me Monday, May 26, 2008
katy perry •
I kissed a girl to try it,i hope my boyfriend don't mind it Now that my individual assignment's finished I've come to realize that my common tests are in a couple of weeks time & each day , I've been planning to go out I deserve a smack in the ass right now Oh come on , i bet you didn't even know this So i can assume you're a much slower ass than me Gossip girl's my only inspiration right now Seeing them with all the rich stuff and Jimmy Choo shoes I just envy them so much & wish that i can be a normal person in heels I know , even my sister says so , that i look like a retard in heels Thanks huh , for lowering my self-esteem Although I'd adore them so much , i can only buy them and keep it in my closet & let them mould . June's attachment is at NUH againnn I'm seriously sick of that low-class place , really It's damn budget , i must say When people ask , I'd normally give them a good mind & say 'ohh , i have it all planned , perhaps I'll get a degree or go overseas to further my studies' But frankly , i do not know what to do in my life If you think i should be a nurse , maybe I'll consider But seriously , that kinda job's aint for me , but let me think , do i have a choice ? It's freakily planned out all for me . He did it . Not me . Perhaps He has everyone's life recorded down on a book . Like sims ? Uh-huh , perhaps , and He decides that i should go be a nurse & perhaps let Sam be a policeman and let Xin min be a doctor , and Claudia can be an international hot model Yeah , dream on girl . Life aint that easy . Labels: bestfriends, future, me, Random, shit Sunday, May 25, 2008
i fucking hate you •
*edited*All i wanted was to be the Number 1 in your heart . Is that so difficult to accomplish ?? Now , i know how much i meant to you . I managed to finish up my individual assignment in time So i can party while everyone doing it in the very last minute Oh well , so i headed off to town with my sis to do some shoppin&gossipin . It's been a long time since we went out together . :D So , we met Sam & Eugene not after long . We separated as he wanted to have a hair cut . But after much considerations done , he decided to do it tomorrow . So we had dinner at Buddy's corner . Good food ! I love the steak there . GOODNESS ! Only $13.90 Cheap food + goooood delicious foood ! YUM YUM ! Oh yeah , bought a pair of vintage earrings from my fave shop & it cost me 10 bucks . whatever . i like it . :D Labels: boyfriend, hatred, love, me, shopping, sister Saturday, May 24, 2008
my sweetiepie hunny bunny •
Supposed to go clubbin with Claudia , Zack & Sam , but Zack's sick , so it was cancelled .Some other time maybe . Oh well , so instead , Sam & i went to get a couple of alcohol to drink , & we challenged ourselves on Guitar Hero . Whoever loses , must drink down all . Okay , he's not bad at it , and neither am i . So , he lost , and he drank all . Plus , the drink wasn't nice at all . Oh yeah , did i mention that my bro's gone for good ? Hahahahah , if only , so he's stayin over these days to be my companion . Not only me okay , mei also brought her bf to our house last night . Okay , back to my 1500 word assignment . Bummer . Monday, May 19, 2008
BEST-friends do not last forever •
Labels: bestfriends, hatred, heartbreak matters Sunday, May 18, 2008
she's my cherry pie •
Claudia darling came over todayy :DWe had dinner & we did some online shopping from forever 21 After much gossipping and all , she left for Zack's Thanks for helping me sell those clothes&accessories dear I seriously never touch them anymore , really Oh and the tips of the restaurant , perhaps I'll bring Sam there And I'm looking forward to partying againn Oh gawd , the feeling of forgetting everything is perfect Although it's just for awhile , i seriously do not mind at all :D Tomorrow's Vesak Day , which means there's no school ! And great , he's bloody working tomorrow . Baby , please don't work on Friday . I beg you with all my gum drops Saturday, May 17, 2008
LOVE VS HATE •
" How much you love yourself is linked to how much love you're receiving from the man you're with. " Cycling with you guys were GREAT And seriously , i hadn't had enough fun I still want to cycle and have more fun with you guys Parkway parade is boring , really Except the Topshop & Dorothy Perkins sales :D & come to think of it I still have not used my 20% voucher from Topshop But , no fret , he's gonner bringing me there before 27th May & I'm looking forward to that very day :D Labels: boyfriend, friends, happiness, love, me, shopping Thursday, May 15, 2008
Utopia •
Let's get married, babyy And leave this evil world Filled with hatred and discrimination To a world with love and happiness To a place like Utopia Labels: boyfriend, hatred, love, me Wednesday, May 14, 2008
ironman •
 IRON MAN*watched this on Monday with babyy cakes ohmygod the show was great totally~ i'd give 4/5 stars ohwell, school has been normal lately more presentations&assignments coming up & it's driving me nuts whatever happened have already happened but seriously, do i need to explain at all?? when all this while, i was just living my life my way? all i can say is, i would like to be myself & perhaps, i'm enjoying this?? have you asked yourself this?? Monday, May 12, 2008
touched by an angel •
Seriously, at least I know you'd always be there. What am I supposed to do without you? I'm so secured with your pillar of support that you have given me. You make me feel so loved. It's like whenever I'm with you, all of my effing troubles are gone. You always make me breathless, and I feel so protected with you. Whenever i see you, all i wanted was to run and leap into your arms. Thanks for always being there for me, baby. You always knew what was bothering me. And you knew the cause of it, you just knew it. It's like you have a camera in my brain, and you just know everything in my thoughts. You just know me like the back of my hand. I love you, babyy. For you are impossible to find.Saturday, May 10, 2008
imissyou •
how i wish the first thing i see when i wake up is your face.i miss you. Labels: boyfriend, happiness, love, me Friday, May 09, 2008
happiness •
Eunice's a happy girl ! she ended school at 11am todayy headed to town with jasmine&shirley takashimaya, wisma& far east we went & goodness was my feet hurting all the way the mother's day celebration with his family was superb it was much loved&i love that kind of atmosphere around me perhaps that's the only thing my family lacked. and gawd, i love that charles&keith handbag so much it's still in my mind&i'm still thinking about getting it should i get it?? shirley said no jasmine said yes oh dear, it costs 49.90 but somehow, i think it's worth it it's like the average price of a handbag in singapore i want use it to school so much but it kinda look stiff&bulky&the workmanship aint good but..
i like it !! Wednesday, May 07, 2008
better in time •
It’s been the longest winter without you I didn’t know where to turn to See somehow I can’t forget you After all that we’ve been through Who’s there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn’t know If you didn’t notice you mean everything Quickly I’m learning to love again I'm gonna be OK It’s gonna hurt when it heals too It’ll all get better in time And even though I really I deserve to It’ll all get better in time I couldn’t turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I’m dreaming don’t wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that’s the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn’t notice boy you meant everything Quickly I’m learning to love again I'm gonna be OK It’s time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you Yes I will Better in time-Leona Lewis ;i'm in love with you again Tuesday, May 06, 2008
school sucks •
ohmygodschool sucks & it's driving me nuts * had a freaking 4 hour break so we decided to go to queensway/ikea and and i got my red stud already ! but i think it's a little bit bigger :/ so i showed to xin min in school & she said it's bigger in size stupid saleswoman, she told me only got one size then, i was telling her there were other sizes, but she didn't believe now all i hope is that i'll be able to use it, if not, i'll be damn sad already :/ Monday, May 05, 2008
over her dead body •
 *caught this show with him at cineleisure <3 one thing i liked about this show: Eva Longoria Parker & i'm her no. 1 fan :D whatever, i think she acted pretty well in desperate housewives i think she's elegant & petite & pretty ugh, i'd die to be her for just one day <3 i had a great time with you babyy altho we had limited time together but i still enjoyed myself with you hunns whatever it is don't ever doubt my love for you okay? i'm always here for you school's starting tomorrow again no more holidays, what a bummer :/ anyone know where can i download DS games? email me at: queen_natalie_@hotmail.com thanks ;) Sunday, May 04, 2008
pressies •
   i miss my girlfriendsespecially nur amalina fatin ! the laughter we had the love we shared the people we knew that time of our life those memories that were left behind it has never been erased from my memory today day i got my navel pierced with claudear&xinmin <3 the day that i never saw coming actually came god, am i happy ! my wish had finally came true . now, i just can't wait to show it to my babyy ! :D i hope he'll like it and amelia&van surprised me by giving me my fave Britney Spears Fantasy perfume :D i can't be much happier than this ! THANK YOU ! i love all the pressies ! i miss you sweetie Saturday, May 03, 2008
like i believed that shit •
oh godfuck periods this is just why i hate being a girl &the fact that we have to give birth to humans ugh ok, oh so, you just want to say thanks? that's really so nice of you i've already passed him the message, anything else? actually, this is just his kind of style, being nice to bukit viewans no special ingredient there. so you don't have to think too much. he didn't even remembered what exactly happened that i had to remind him who you were and where you came from. blah blah blah so he's got the message will you stop harassing my friends? thank you very much. Labels: discrimination, hatred, me, shit Friday, May 02, 2008
crazy party •
My birthday party  CRAZY NURSE, ANYBODY??  IT'S TOUGH BEING A HANDICAPPED  THE QUEEN'S CAKE  LOVE HER TOTALLY <3  YOU GUYS ROCK !  GIRL POWER !  THIS IS THE DEFINITION OF HIGH ON DRUGS .  BIG BOYS DON'T CRY Labels: birthday, friends, love, me, party Thursday, May 01, 2008
just fine •
IndulgenceNintendo DS YUP, my brother got it for my birthday Sam said that i am very lucky girl as i could get whatever i wanted However true that may sound, i still think that i'm not I could get all the material things in the world but there's one thing that i don't have & i'll never have... Anyhow, i'm going to pierce my navel with claudia&xin min ohmygod i'm just so esctatic about it ! Without them, i'd don't think i'll even give it a second thought I have an urge to watch movies right now. I think the hottie&the nottie might be nice Or perhaps over her dead body by eva longoria parker Yuh, i know it's like i'm the only one free. Apart from the rest who's schooling&working. Ohwell, i shall call my classmates out one day :D |