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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Tuesday, April 29, 2008
ecstatic •
ZOMGi am free on thursday, friday, saturday, sunday&monday as i do not need to go to school cos my mentor had left for Australia i know, damn happy already Just looking forward to the holidays Tell me bout it. Monday, April 28, 2008
happy birthday •
Saturdaybabyy accompanied me to VIVOCITY (purpose was to find my b'day pressie) but couldn't find any. Anyhow, i managed to get a purse from Topshop. :D It's lovely we walked around&played arcade for awhile & decided to meet my friends at clarke quay we then headed to pubs to drink & overall, i had a great time Thank You, guys ! They even countdown to my b'day. how sweet can they be. i love them all Sunday went out for dinner with family for my birthday dinner it's my all-time favourite :D Tung Lok Signature Restaurant and and how can i forget this i finally got my Topshop membership card !! Ohmygod & they even gave me a 20% voucher as my birthday was on that day as a birthday gift i'm damn happy alrdy :D Friday, April 25, 2008
breathless •
If our love was a fairy tale Thursday, April 24, 2008
esctatic-ness •
WednesdayI went out with my baby love :D yes, immediately after school Call me crazy, whatever He wanted to find a birthday present for me Apparently, he said "window shopping" But, i was too tempted Oh well, i got this new pair of sunnies from f21 & i finally got his initials on a pendant I'm so happy He said i was sweet AWWW ! I could just melt away at that moment. We then headed to catch a movie, Definitely maybe I'd give three out of five thumbs up Cos, i don't quite like the ending I kinda like the cliche ending Ugh, i sound like a hopeless romantic Thursday ZOMG Tomorrow is Friday & i got a presentation And you know what i would get when I've to face fourteen people in my class Nervous breakdown I'm already starting to worry You don't understand The teacher-in-charge is very critical Once you talk too soft, she'll ask you to repeat the whole thing again What the hell?! I'm damn scared now. Getting butterflies in my tummy. No dinner tonight, if not i would puke everything out. I'm so looking forward to my birthday ! which falls on the 27th April I shouldn't say it here, you people should know hor ! To love me = must know my birthday ! Oh whatever. Birthday wishes are fine with me. :D & I'm looking forward to pitstop ! With love, Natalie Labels: friends, happiness, love, me Tuesday, April 22, 2008
disgust* •
Warning.This is going to be uneasy&disgusting. Mental preparation is required. I used to think pregnancy was a miraculous thing. Being able to give birth to a new born baby, is the kind of happiness that God gave to us. It's a blessing. However, if not for today, my thoughts wouldn't have changed. (correction: changed totally.) Now, I'd say pregnancy is a disaster. During this entire week of school, including last week's, I've been seeing lots of videos on child labour. Be it natural or cesarean. I've seen it all. The worst thing is i could even imagine the pain that the mothers are going through. ohmygod. I know that sounds crazy. But let me tell you this. During the entire video, most of the girls were covering their eyes and screaming. That's child labour. The kind of thing that every girl would have to go through, unless you're not straight. :D The worse part isn't just about the labour. It's after labour, when the baby had already come out, then comes out the placenta. It provides the baby with sufficient blood. It looks like a cauliflower, however it's covered with blood. How disgusting is that. A red, bloody cauliflower. I think i shall go for meat these days. And the Chinese even keeps the placenta, and bring it home to cook it in soup for the mother to drink. Is that true?? YUCK! I shall find the bloody picture and post it here. How's that. After much learning and all, I've decided not to get pregnant anymore. It sucks totally. But a friend of mine told me this. We, nurses can have a smooth delivery as we know the process and we come prepared for it. Anaesthetic all ready. :D And poor baby, he has to listen to all my disgusting complaints about abortion, child labour, miscarriages, blah blah. Thank you babyy. <3 I love you! Sunday, April 20, 2008
Enchanted Euphoria •
"Pretty girls should have pretty smiles"I had a pretty long day. I caught 'The most expensive cribs' on MTV. & ohmygod, were those people fucking rich? They had nothing to do with their monnaye, so they just use it on redundant stuff like, 'Shark tank'? How stupid. Why not donate to the people in Afghanistan? Or Africa? Tsk tsk tsk. It not only irritates me, it can only make me wonder. What would i do if i had one million in my hands? I would pretty much use it on my loved ones& my friends. I will prolly bring them on a Star Cruise. As I've never been on one before. & I'm not ashamed to say that I've been to Paris, I've been to Europe, I've been to Hong kong, but yet not on a cruise. What should those filthy rich do with their money? Filthy rich people like Angelina Jolie, Brad Pitt, etc. They feel that they need to do something charitable so that, people would like them, blah blah. And they go to Africa and buy/adopt the children there. That's nice. But, do they really have a heart for them? Or was it just plain pretence? God knows. I had a great time with you baby. And all i can say is "Thank you" for making me the happiest girl again. & you stood at the door with your hands on my waist and you kissed me, but you meant it and i knew you meant it Saturday, April 19, 2008
Do you realize? •
To realizethe value of a sister: Ask someone who doesn't have one. To realize the value of ten years: Ask a newly divorced couple. To realize the value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize the value of one year: Ask a student who has failed a final exam. To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize the value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby. To realize the value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize the value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet. To realize the value of one minute: Ask a person who had missed the train, bus or plane. To realize the value of one second: Ask a person who has survived an accident. To realize the value of one milli-second: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend: LOSE ONE. I miss my sweetiepie hunny bunny. Friday, April 18, 2008
iwannabewithyou •
I'm very sleepy.And i was late for school today, 8.15 Morning's dreadful. Enough said. I miss my goddamm girlfriends. The weekends are finally here. Say hello to relaxation :D He's working late hours as usual. What can i say, but to wait and see. Labels: girlfriends, love Thursday, April 17, 2008
RANDOM •
I'm so dreading school tomorrow !It's like, the longest day ever. Plus i won't have any break time. Never mind. Go on a diet. :D Thanks to the stupid rain this morning, i was late for my lecture. And my hair& make up was all in a mess. I freaking hate SBS buses, especially 61. Always full. And the bus driver doesn't even bother to stop. What attitude. I don't care. I'm taking cab on Weds&Thurs. My luck just seems to be down on me these days. For some crap reason i suppose. I always miss my bus. I always don't get the things that i want. HMMPH ! I believe my luck would come back real soooon. Oh yes, my sister lost her mobile. And i just feel so bad for her, as i went through that sense of loss. And now, she has no mobile. I can't contact her. I was thinking of getting a cheapo one for her. But, apparently, my brother had some old phones that he kept. So the thing is, she doesn't have a sim card. Oh mann, should i ever lose mine. That's the end of my life. Wednesday, April 16, 2008
What makes of you, make me. •
School was very boring and dry today.And it took me a long long time to digest. Oh , what the heck. I had the worst day ever yesterday And I'm not saying much here. It's way too much. Anyhow, everyone's had their shitty days. And perhaps, mine just came earlier. Today was quite fast. And i managed to catch love on the same bus. It was such pleasure seeing his face. I was ecstatic. Oh well, just purchased my PDA todayy. And it's like so cool. I was thinking of how am i able to download themes for my pda. No biggie. It seems like I've just wasted 500 buckaroos. Period. Monday, April 14, 2008
school lies •
School's screwed.It started with a bad omen. I didn't bring my ez-link card. It wasn't in my 'panty', when i checked. Suggested meeting earlier to get our notes, but some were late & goodness was the queue. So we then headed off to our lecture without notes. -.- Thank god, the lecturer didn't start out any lessons. If not, i wouldn't understand any shit about law, ethics & health care. Ohwell, i only have two classes today which is good. I kinda miss March. I hope she's doing well. I hope to see her around in school. I hope this time, year 2 would be much fun-ner. As in the modules that I'm taking right now, maternal nursing paediatrics law, ethics & health care psychology & sociology 2 Sounds difficult huh? Maternal nursing, but of course, got to do with pregnancy. I think that is not bad as it reflects on my future too! ;) Paediatrics means children/babies. Come on, i would die to work in the paediatrics section in KK hospital. :D I love kids ! Especially chubby babies. Law, ethics & health care. By looking at the words, do i still have to explain? Ohwell, i know, it sounds boring. But somehow, law does have a link to nursing. Like, we nurses, need the law, to be able to prescribe medicines, without the law, we can't do it. Faham?? Lastly, psychology & sociology. This is basically how humans behave. Like, we learn to define a suicidal patient and a normal human being. As in the different things that they do , etc. Interesting?? I beg to differ. It sucks big time. :D Alright, be a optimistic always. For a pessimistic, I'm pretty optimistic. I hope these modules would be much better than my previous ones. :) Although we are finally going in depth of our particular course modules, but i feel that it's a big leap from year 1, very different. Although I'm getting the hang of it, all the intense, stressful, & vigorous weeks are sure to come the get-down-to-real-business thingy and we could no longer lepak and have fun :( Like today, i didn't manage to call Claudia. I was like, totally busy. & i didn't manage to meet her for lunch. Sorry sweets, perhaps some other day? and prolly with xin min? Sunday, April 13, 2008
Mental endurance needed •
Seeing all my friends fall in and out of loveHaving someone to love and be loved, even the least expected friend of mine is in love. Compared to their monotonous life without love, i'm fortunate to have a partner, to be around and hang out with, who is able to bring up the purest laughter getting rid of boredom and lonesome whenever you're with him. Security, infatuations and adore School is just a day away, and i'm trying to relax as much as i could before the big thing comes. Somehow, a part of me is looking forward to it, part of me is not. This is frankly, so typical. I mean, this had been happening for the past 19 years of my life. And it doesn't only happens to me. It actually happens to my friends too. I guess it's just a mental thing, it's like the more we think about stuff, the more likely to get insomnia. That's part of a reason why i hate first days of school. Saturday, April 12, 2008
let's party •
 *april 11thbarbeque party checklist - fooood - charcoal - fire starter - drinks - babes - dudes - boooze - marshmallows - bbq pit - extreme loud music PS: IT WAS FUN-FILLED :D Thursday, April 10, 2008
newport harbor (: •
 newport harbori would personally recommend this show :D it is one of my personal favourite it's somewhat similar to laguna beach it kinda replaced my gossip girl but somehow gossip girl is still the best & this show has only like a few episodes and the whole thing has a happy ending how cliche but we still love it somehow 'boy meets girl' 'they fall in love' 'happy ending' * oh yes , see that hot girl standing at the back with this hot guy ? i just love her hair & perhaps i will grow my hair to that length seriously , i think it looks so goood on her as she's blonde oh gawd , i just envy blondes . i mean they look so good , & it matches their skin colour too. it only makes me want to have blonde hair. ohmygod , if i have blonde hair . i would look like some aunty who wants to be young . whatthehell no thanks . among all the girls there , i think she's still the hottest . :D her name's taylor & the guy she's hugging is her boyfriend , chase . & in the end , chase dumped her for another girl , kylie . who is not even prettier than taylor . * the main character is actually the couple in front . chrissy & clay they are like , the sweetest couple in the show . they had crushes on each another . & they started hanging out together . falling in love was inevitable . when they finally were boyfriend/girlfriend , things got caught up . chrissy being 1 year older than clay . she had graduated with the rest & had to leave for college . (apparently , in California , they didn't have polytechnics .) & although their college is still in the same country , but different states . hence , the lovebirds have to be separated . they thought they could maintain a long-distance relationship . but they couldnt handle it either . * ohwell , that isnt the full story yet . i merely did a brief introduction :D just go to mtv , search for newport harbor . it's worth watching ! enjoy ;) Wednesday, April 09, 2008
so-positively •
*yesterday was great just being with you baby if it means being with you everyday i wouldn't mind at all love i'm so looking forward to april 11th we're gonner have a barbeque party ! just feels so good to be back where i belong with all of my loved ones beside me somehow deep down inside i know i aint prepared for this yet i just knew about it * it's wednesday alrdy ohmygod & that leaves to 4more days to school oh god , please let me enjoy my holidays ? altho it's like ending like so soon already whatever the commence of school means that i can finally meet my poly friends whom i've never seen for like decades i guess ?? wow , being optimistic just feels great ! no worries no more ! :D Monday, April 07, 2008
yours sincerely •
*yesterday was much loved planned to go to The Zoo , but didnt . so we wanted to go to Little India , but in the end , we didnt , due to the heavy downfall . after much discussion with sam , his mom , his sisters , Zoe & Jasmine we decided to go down to Vivocity on a Sunday , which basically means , going through a huge stampede on weekend . we walked around Vivocity & i managed to get my 'heart-shaped' earrings :D thanks hunns <3 oh yeah , we went to this shop called 'Awfully Chocolate' & apparently they only sold chocolate ice-cream in that entire shop how pathetic can . so we decided to try their ice-cream , thinking that it must be delicious enough for them to earn so much just to pay the rentals & good enough one scoop of ice-cream cost $3.80 HOLY MAMA ! it was freaking expensive can . & we tried & almost fainted . no , not only was the ice-cream NOT delicious , we wasted 4 freaking buckarooos ! ohmygod . To all chocolate lovers out there , do not be fooled by the image of that shop . it may look nice & cool & even 'high-class' , but seriously , it aint worth the monnehh ! after watching newport harbour , i have this urge of getting my driving license now , & hopefully ask my brother to get me a Murano , (i want it in silver) it's like a seven-seater , so whenever my girls & i wanna go out , i can just fetch them in my Murano . how cool is that ?? FAT HOPE ! firstly , my brother would never get me a car that's more expensive than his ! lastly , i really think it's kinda too young for us to drive right now . whatever . it's just an illusion . * anyway , my girls are like busy with their school , work , life ?? & i really miss them so much . i mean , we used to see each other everyday in the past , & now , we're like seeing each other , perhaps once in two or three weeks ?? Saturday, April 05, 2008
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come on over baby & we'll rock this party wild Friday, April 04, 2008
depressed- •
*whatthehell i thought he's going to italy todayy & guess what ?!?!? he aint tomorrow is the day GOOD-NESS ME !!! i must really thank my sister for telling me the last minute bad news . altho we are disappointed , but the positive mind of his changed our attitude totally :D i'm sorry hunns "patience is a virtue" i'll never forget that :D i love you * Thursday, April 03, 2008
love-filled •
* the outing with my girlfriends is LOVE in fact every single outing with them is FUN-FILLED headed off to far east at the start * after doing our manicure the weather started to ruin our plans which was to go to bencoolen to check out the cheap watches there :D ohwell so we decided to hang around orchard instead we then headed to takashimaya & off we went to swensens for dinner after that we headed to paragon everytime we go out together my toes would hurt so badly cos of the BLISTERS ! * i didnt get to see my babyy todayy perhaps tomorrow hunns ? yes , i will go with you to park hotel tomorrow Wednesday, April 02, 2008
if looks could kill •
 *oh my god Gossip Girl might soon be airing on Channel 5 & oh i so can't wait for the debut aargh ! i just cant contain the excitement ! :D i feel like screaming my lungs out right now ! somehow i think the book's a bore but somehow the show is much more interesting OOOOH ! headed to ikea with love todayy <3 & hell yeah did i buy tonnes of stuff for my rooom :D okay here's a list of what i bought : a pink accessorized mirror a red mouse pad a red picnic mat (for beaches) a pink transparent curtain 3 small boxes coloured pink & white don't get me wrong i aint liking the colour pink againn apparently ikea isnt in favour of red most of the stuff there were mainly black , white , or pink & white's kinda too plain you'know that shall be all my dear awaiting for gossip girl to be out... ;she's the face on the radio, the body on the morning show, and the colour of the magazine Tuesday, April 01, 2008
love love love •
*had a great day todayy with loves <3 he's the reason why i'm still living in this cold , hard world :D let's go paint the town red tomorrow ! |