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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Monday, March 31, 2008
love song •
 *ohmygod my brother's leaving for italy perhaps this week & he's planning for a family-day kinda outing & gawd , we're still heading out to pulau ubin like seriously? he still cant find the website though ughh i'd rather go to america for one day i know i know the flight itself takes one day perhaps langkawi so much better than a stupid island between sing-apore & malay-sia right * aiyuh i just dont feel like going to some ulu-ulu place & relax id rahh-dur he bring us out for some retail therapy that sounds fine to me ! :D & because of all these 'family plannings' i cant meet muh girlfriends & my babyy love apologies to my loves <3 Sunday, March 30, 2008
per-fect •
*just spent a perfect day with babyy & his family & i just cant contain this excitement it's leaping out from my heart he's finally quitted macdonalds & he's looking for a job prolly at fullerton againn better working hours i hope love oooohh ! i'm so ecstatic about it right now , he's like unemployed so we're like having the time of our life & i looorvve it & the FOC i doubt i will be goin anymore somehow i just dont feel the calling no more i know all the inspirations just popped into the air just like that ohwell i want to go ikea babyy i love to see the wonderful things there & start buying lame stuff for my room :D * * * Saturday, March 29, 2008
life of a girl •
 judge me Friday, March 28, 2008
sentosa-love •
 * here are some photos grabbed from amelia's blog :D what can i say a day spent with my loves is just PERFECT the weather was scorching hot although it drizzled for awhile we had tonnes of fun :D i love my girls <3 Wednesday, March 26, 2008
beach love •
OHMYGOD*i am so glad that the pulau ubin trip has been officially cancelled ! because my brother couldnt find the website -.- Somehow , i think it's a fraud & we got cheated BLAH BLAH BLAH~ BUT , it's like raining cats & dogs everydayy HOW TO GO SENTOSA ?!?!? never mind we are the 'AUNTY' gang * WE SHALL BRING : 1) LOTS OF TISSUE PAPER 2) SUN-BLOCK [JUST-IN-CASE-GOT-SUN] 3) MAT 4) UMBRELLA [I KNOW AMELIA WILL BRING :D] 5) JACKET [VANESSA MIGHT BRING COS COLD] LOL this is what we , HIGH-CLASS AUNTIES would do . * SEE Y'ALL BABES TOMORROW ! ;) you know you love me Tuesday, March 25, 2008
It's all about us. •
 * looking forward to 27th march :Dit's a month to my birthdayy & i can't help but wait i miss my girls & sentosa is calling me * facebook's boring me out friendster's fine myspace's typical what else do we have i'm awaiting for the release of the ghastly pictures from vah-neh-sah's cah-meh-rah the ghastly pictures of claudia & i seriously, that special video camera made our eyes looked like a cat's cool huh wait till you see them heh-heh-heh * babyy love i'll see you in a day's time no worries you have my heart :D my loves •
 *finally got the photos from missy claudear <3 thanks babe :D when i looked at those photos it just reminds me of the good ol times in bangkok when is our next trip girls?? ahh-me-rrrii-cahhh ok? :D (i seriously do not mind hor) * most prolly going to pulau ubin on weds but the thing is, i do not want to go luh :/ how boring can it be & the worse thing is i would be going to sentosa on thursday with my girls drats * babyy, i really like to sit the cable car with you but ... never mind. i love you the pool was fun, love :D thank youu! ;if only i could... Sunday, March 23, 2008
unlove you •
 23rd March 2008It had been 4days since we parted somehow every one's back to their daily life again how simple that's true but deep inside i know that our hearts are linked as one - i know you've been busy with your license & hence we have to postpone our plans frankly speaking I'm disappointed but i couldn't disagree with you i had to be there supporting you whenever you needed me no matter what i couldn't turn my back against you although my head says no, my heart says yes let your heart lead the way why does it seems that the stronger our love gets the more obstacles we'll get? love is tiring but it's worth the ride ;) i can't unlove you sorry •
why do we tend to take things for granted? Saturday, March 22, 2008
eternity love •
 " would you hold my hand until the end of time?""yes, i will babyy" Thursday, March 20, 2008
lo-ve •
What is love? There's a reason why people describe love as being "head over heels" You feel like you're completely turned upside down There's the physical stuff - your cheeks getting hot , the flutters in your stomach And there's the mental madness - you feel like you're losing your mind because all you can think about is the way he smells , how good it feels when he puts his arm around you, or the cute little dimple he gets when he smiles When you're with him , there's no other place you'd rather be; when you're not , you can barely wait until you see him again Love is a total high - better than eating chocolate , acing a test, or scoring the winning goal As amazing as that feeling is, it can be seriously confusing Sure, you know if a guy gives you major butterflies But how do you know if you're truly, madly, and deeply in love? when he kisses you, the whole world just spins around so that all you can see is his face she's back •
*finally back from thailand~ smiles aplenty (photos would be late, as they're with claudear&nassa&amelia) it was a damn tiring trip but my loot was satisfying :D * spent 5days there & we spent it really goooood first day, which is the 15th, we celebrated zhong ang's birthday :D & the 2nd day, we headed to chatuchak & ohmygod, the stuff there were unbelievable cheap! but, its a pity we only spent a day there as it is ony opened on the weekends & on the 3rd day, we went to MBK & also celebrated claudear's birthday <3 then, the 4th day, we headed to MBK again, & i managed to dye my hair dark brown :D hopefully, it looks natural & lastly, on the 5th day, we had to check out at 1pm, managed to go to platinum to do some last-minute shopping & we then rushed to the airport. making full use of every opportunity we had :D our next trip girls? how's adelaide? i'd rather that, than taiwan, seriously. becos i really dont know what's there in taiwan ok, i need some peer pressure right now, perhaps? (vanessa , do your thing :D) * i had a really greeeeaaat time with you'all everything was perfect, indeed altho there were some things that i am not mentioning right here which just isnt quite right whatever * the most important thing is i'm back baby , i'm yours now! <3 Thursday, March 13, 2008
it's all about you •
RE: love isnt all about spending money its about spending the quality time together altho we can no longer be exactly like how we were in the past things are still fine as the way it is honey wait for you for 10 years? oh come on, how long have we been together babyy? in 10 years time, we would be alrdy married. :D 2016 remember? or perhaps earlier?? i dont need to live the 'atas' life at all as long as you're here with me we can go through thick&thin together right honey? * and yes, i would place my trust&love in you i wont have doubts about you ever again i promise & i look forward to seeing you at 6am honey goodnight sweets <3 ;if i asked would you say yes Wednesday, March 12, 2008
fat-igue •
*ohmygod this kind of feeling of fatigue is really hard to explain seriously the only motivation that keeps me moving on is the thought about spending time with him right before his birthday& shopping sprees with my girlfriends& 5N3 in thailand apologies to my baby boyy <3 i love you more than you love me! PS: you know what i want :D Tuesday, March 11, 2008
hurt •
i thought we were perfectthat we could go through it all unlike what they said i thought we were that 'perfect couple' that many people envy of our strong&everlasting love but i'm sad to say, that it's not that easy having a relationship for so long with someone whom you know like the back of your hand but when time flies it's actually all gone people change why of all people, him? everytime i think about it my heart would just bleed like how you pushed me onto the ground it hurts just as bad Sunday, March 09, 2008
who will i •
you were the one who i could tell my deepest fearsand you were the one who always wiped away my tears when it hurt me and you were my prince who was sent from above like a fool whom i never saw falling in love so now i've lost everything cos now you say you're gone forever more so who will i... who will i run to and who will i turn to now that you left me behind who will dry my tears when i cry now that you're not here in my life you were the one i took for granted all those years how i could be so blind not to see what's before my eyes i'll get you back here with me if it takes all the rest of my life cos i would do anything who will i turn to; now that you left me behind Friday, March 07, 2008
when it falls apart •
*im having the day from hell it was all going so well (before you came) and you told me you needed space with a kiss on the side of my face (not again) and not to mention (the tear's a shame) but i should have kicked your (ass instead) i need intervention attention to temptation to scream finally , the weekends are here . :D *SCREAMS* all i need is my beauty sleep. <3 *just a week more to end all the excitement. ohmygod , just thinking about it makes my heart beat faster. ever since my attachment started, i have not been seeing much of my girlfriends lately. & i miss them so. claudear's mdis performance is tomorrow. :D & xin min and i will be there. so will jiayi&the rest. all these work are draining my cells out. & i feel lethargic. i feel restless. i feel all drained out. all i need right now...is him...or perhaps a vacation with him beside me. perhaps, we shall go to bali. :D how's that babyy?? <3 i'd like to go there with you love. it's amazing how you can speak right through my heart Thursday, March 06, 2008
all for you, my love •
6th March 20089more days to Thailand *i know that ive been there a couple of times alrdy. ok, like i dont know, 7times? i dont want to brag right now. somehow, i should be getting sick of Thailand. but, going there with my everbest friends from middle school. i dont mind it at all. :D awwww, im such a goooooood friend. so must love me more! buy me a longchamp handbag. :D ok, i just saw this ah ma whom had this beautiful red bag. & my assistant nurse who was with me told me that it's from longchamp and she bought a smaller one at about, most probably 138 bucks. so the bigger bag would cost like, 200-300 bucks?? holy mama, i told xin min, i would spend more than 100 on that bag but under 200 bucks. thats all. it aint worth it. imagine if i bought it at 200 bucks, i wont even use it when i go out. ok, perhaps i'd bring it to a 'clean' place so i wont dirty it. thats super-ultra-lame. whatever. perhaps i would go for the fake one? nahhh. its either im getting the real or none. :D no more negotiations! * ok, on the 5th March 2008 it was our ever-super-sweet anniversary. <3 he fetched me right up from work. & there he stood waiting for me. while i ran towards him. & hugged him ever so tightly. :D we then went to my house, while i get changed&dolled up. we were planning to go to Sentosa to sit the cable car. but sadly, the weather ruined our plans. so we then headed to cineleisure for a movie. :D & after much negotiations done, we've decided to watch the leap years. the show was not bad, i'll give 3 out of 5 hankies. :D as the director's a singaporean, and i'm proud to say it. ohh, did i mention, that my sweetie got me a ring. awwww, so sweet. as i accidentally lost my first ring he gave me during middle school. :/ aiyuh, i know im careless luh. ok, i shall end it all here. love ya loads. XOXO QUEEN NAT Monday, March 03, 2008
you know you love me •
Girl's Language When i dont call you[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cursing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me.] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When i say that i like you [ I really do more than you could understand ] When i grab at your hands [ Hold mine and play with my fingers ] When i bump into you [ bump into me back and make me laugh ] When i tell you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ] When i look at you in your eyes [ dont look away until i do ] When i miss you [ im hurting inside ] When you break my heart [the pain never really goes away ] When i say its over [ i still want you to be mine ] * 11 days to thailand :D i just cant wait no more i hope our anniversary goes well my love <3 Sunday, March 02, 2008
retail therapy •
*had retail therapy againn :D*WOOTS* i've bought a couple of stuff... - ALDO bag - River Island pants & that makes me a happy happy girl <3 god knows, i'm starting to like matured-rated stuff (if you see the ALDO bag that i bought, you'll know why) it's kinda like the tai tai style you'know okayy, i seriously do not know what's wrong with me * hmmmm, i know its a bit early to say it now. but im seriously awaiting for 14th March to arrive asap its 12 days, and im counting down to it :D firstly, i'd end my ever-dreadful-three-weekend-attachment at NUH & secondly, i'd get to fly to Bangkok with my friends i aint looking forward to the shopping there cos its mostly fraud or imitations im just looking forward to the time spent there with my lovelys <3 (who knows, i'll end up with my luggage bag all filled up againn) i hope my babyy wont blame me for not being able to spend his day with him the night before big day but i'll fly back immediately just to blow his candles on his cake please dont be mad my dear <3 ps: i love you love you till the end •
* i had such a wonder-ful time with you everything's perfect <3 i love the neo-prints i love the blouse i love the CD i love the movie i love the food i love the book i love the places i love the arguments i love you thanks for everything :D the sweet 1st; |
