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  • NATALIE

    Reality ain't exactly my forte
    Neither is anything else for that matter.
    Friday, February 22, 2008
    disgust*
    apologies to my girlfriend for not being to meet her today.
    knowing that she's bored at home.
    *

    call me judgemental , stereotypical.
    tainted by society's misjudgement.
    whatever it is.

    there isnt like conditions for you to follow.
    its just in me.

    like i think its wrong for a man to think about tits.
    to look at naked girls and fantasize.
    to stare at prettier sexier girls when their
    girlfriends are by their side.

    oh by the way.
    i hate to know about guys watching porn.
    like . really hate. but i learn to accept
    that anyway.

    (like my female friends say if i dont.
    i should be hating all the guys around the world by now)
    but my friends feel that its normal,
    because well. guys are guys. and guys will be guys.

    i think its absurd.
    really.

    so, you think your girlfriend just
    aint the prettiest one around.
    what do you guys deem pretty anyway?

    nice round tits, perky ass
    beautiful tresses?
    tight tone body?

    ah. whatever man.
    its annoying.

    and guys still said its natural.
    bcos of the testosterone which are already in them?

    yeah so predictable.
    never having the ability to control anything.

    im sorry
    but its just not to our custom
    to appreciate men the same cheap
    way you appreciate us.

    like when i talk about pamela anderson,
    you picture her boobs talking to you
    and when i talk about angelina jolie
    you think about the fun u can have with
    her thick luscious lips.

    so..
    this is reality at its best .
    or superficiality at its shallowest ?

    i know i know, its typical for guys to do this.
    but why cant they make it a hush-hush kinda thing?
    is being "porn-driven" something to be proud of ?

    need i remind you, im a lady
    so it doesnt,not as much as how
    guys look at girls anyway.
    .
    .
    im weird really. im weird.
    just bcos i do not conform
    with what the society deem, as normal.
    im considered an odd one out.

    of course of course.
    *

    9:48 pm