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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Friday, February 29, 2008
i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve •
*finally, the weekends are here! 'a shot at love with tila tequila' was nice. * tila's hot, but i don't think she's pretty. she's half vietnamese half american i guess. i mean, so what if you're mixed. that can be a fake identification, missy. i can just make up one right now by saying that i'm a mixed too. my mother's a chinese and my father's a malay. uh-huh. how's that going baby? & what's worse, she's a bisexual. ohmygod. i simply cannot imagine. her making out with a guy, & later a girl. *PUKES* whatever, missy, au natural is the best. just be yourself, & when youre comfortable with that guy. he just, may be the one in your dreams. :D tila tequila - http://www.tilashotspot.com/ * i think she's psychotic enought to hold a show about choosing between lesbians and guys. how queer can she be? she alrdy identified herself as a bisexual. & the worst among all, the guys accept her for who she was. how disgusting is that?? i simply cannot i m a g i n e * for i'm totally disgusted. ;eat your heart out i'm taken Thursday, February 28, 2008
perserverance •
* what else can i say?life in a hospital is complicating everything's in a mess. (esp. morning shift) friendly ones. stubborn ones. sweet&nice ones. weird ones. i've seen it all. * * *altho we're working most of the time & we're not spending much time together since i still love you darling i'm so looking forward to this saturday babyy :D you are my baby love; Sunday, February 24, 2008
i love you •
ohmygod* my dreadful three weeks of exhaustion is just tomorrow. *faints* & my girlfriends are all having their holidays. can i just look at the optimistic side of life? oh okay, oooohh. all the money that i will receive out of goodwill? 10 buckaroos per day = 150 buckaroos tell me its worth it. *so that i can live each day with a smile. * baby's been such a sweetie he's fetching me from work tomorrow. :D & perhaps we'll have dinner together. thanks sweetie <3 i love you; Saturday, February 23, 2008
built to last •
* planned to watch "PS: i love you",but didnt manage to catch it in time. so we managed to watch this stupid&dumb movie, "juno" as i've said before, it's a stupid&dumb movie. seriously, i'd rather watch "the spartans". PS: i had a really great time too baby. aku minta maaf sayang (it's built to last) Friday, February 22, 2008
disgust* •
apologies to my girlfriend for not being to meet her today.knowing that she's bored at home. * call me judgemental , stereotypical. tainted by society's misjudgement. whatever it is. there isnt like conditions for you to follow. its just in me. like i think its wrong for a man to think about tits. to look at naked girls and fantasize. to stare at prettier sexier girls when their girlfriends are by their side. oh by the way. i hate to know about guys watching porn. like . really hate. but i learn to accept that anyway. (like my female friends say if i dont. i should be hating all the guys around the world by now) but my friends feel that its normal, because well. guys are guys. and guys will be guys. i think its absurd. really. so, you think your girlfriend just aint the prettiest one around. what do you guys deem pretty anyway? nice round tits, perky ass beautiful tresses? tight tone body? ah. whatever man. its annoying. and guys still said its natural. bcos of the testosterone which are already in them? yeah so predictable. never having the ability to control anything. im sorry but its just not to our custom to appreciate men the same cheap way you appreciate us. like when i talk about pamela anderson, you picture her boobs talking to you and when i talk about angelina jolie you think about the fun u can have with her thick luscious lips. so.. this is reality at its best . or superficiality at its shallowest ? i know i know, its typical for guys to do this. but why cant they make it a hush-hush kinda thing? is being "porn-driven" something to be proud of ? need i remind you, im a lady so it doesnt,not as much as how guys look at girls anyway. . . im weird really. im weird. just bcos i do not conform with what the society deem, as normal. im considered an odd one out. of course of course. * Thursday, February 21, 2008
girlfriends are loved •
* met my girlfriends todayy ! <3if only amalina was here , every joy would be shared with her . sighh , just thinking about the past makes one cry . all the stupid lame jokes and things we do just to entertain ourselves . * remember, we used to play "hangman" in class together ?? me , amalina , amelia & naresh . hahahahahah . those fun times are once in a lifetime thing . It will never happen again , no matter what . * had my exam this morning at 9am , met xin min , claudia , nassa & amelia around 1130am in the morning . & we headed to wisma , far east , heeren , cineleisure , takashimaya . ohmygoodness . we've walked alot i tell u. hahahahah . & claudear got her navel pierced, like finally . and seriously, i'm so tempted. she did it for only 48 buckaroos ! holy mama ! it's fuggin' cheap ! my friends kept tempting me , stupid vanessa . what's more, xin min & claudia had done it already. aiyuh , in the end , i didn't do . maybe i'll go to queensway & get it done . or perhaps i'll just stay at home & fantasize about getting one. hahahah. * finally bought my Puma watch ! :D i just love it so much ! <3 thanks to my girlfriends , they are no 1 bargainers in Singapore . :D the watch was $188 . then the "pervert" uncle gave me a 10% discount . and my friends start bargaining to $159.80 . hahahahh . PRO-FESSIONAL BARGAINERS HOR ??!?! ahahahah . i must thank you girls . :D * we then had dinner at Breeks! :D it was deee-li-cious . after jalan-jalan abit , we then took an MRT home . just an outing with them , makes my heart long for more . <3 i miss samm =) Tuesday, February 19, 2008
sweet sacrifice •
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claudear my girl , it's okayy , we can always meet up on Sundayy or other days. :D Monday, February 18, 2008
ps: i love you •
*some say it was gooood, some say it suck-ed. some cried throughout the movie, some slept throughout the entire movie. :/ different ppl with their own thoughts & preferences. to each of her own i shoulda try it out & see :D * so i've decided to watch ps: i love you with my babyy soooonn after my exams =) perhaps this saturday hunns ? * i'm so excited ! * altho the ever-dreadful attachments are round the corner i've learnt to become optimistic :D meeting my girlfriends on thursday is the sex ! & it just makes me look forward to the gossips & shopping loot that's the life i'm talking about <3 * perhaps everyone's busy & it would be the two of us againn .. ;there he goes, so perfectly the kind of flawless i wish i could be Sunday, February 17, 2008
Abhorrence is a state of bliss •
*i used to take the weekends for granted, but things are so different now, weekends are the only time i am able to take my mind off school-related stuffs. nope, i am not stress. not just yet (: you see, sometimes i do wonder, if this is what i crafted my path out to be. to study for 3 years straight without knowing what the outcome will be, so. what happens if i don't get myself a space in Uni. 2 years from now ? take another diploma, and waste 6 years of my life? this is not what i see myself, i have to do well, i need to do well. i want to do well :) gotta keep it going eunice and everybody else, keep pressing onnnn. this ride's gonna be worthwhile man ! just another one and a half year from nowwwwww ... * on a side note, im seriously looking forward to the awfully short week coming up next, altho it may be three days it's luxury to me. :D weeeeeeeeepidooo have a blessed week lovelys ! :D Saturday, February 16, 2008
sister love •
* met up with aunt doreen <3it's been such a long time since & she's always lookin as young as ever wonder how she does it . hmmmm . botox ? i was yawning frequently at the lunch , apologies for that . >_< i slept at 5am , that partly explains why & now , my eye bags are out . goodness . * special thanks to my lil sister for helping me with this . :D sorry for being a nuisance okayy . jie jie loves you . <3 <3 * he's working till 3am againn . *yawns* & i guess i'm waiting up for him . what's the use of sleeping when i'll be awakened up by him when he enters my room . i'm a light sleeper . (that's good hor , so my future husband can't cheat on me at night .) but daytime ... whatever . * Thou, nature, art thy goddess; to thy law My services are bound. Now, gods, stand up for the bastards ! press on lovelys ! :) Friday, February 15, 2008
withyou •
* the lies we tell,to keep us safe from the pain.hey lil baby ooohh youre a stunner hot.lil figure yes, youre a winner and im so glad to be yours youre a class of your own With You - Chris Brown awesome songg !! :) the always so beautiful 5th ! happy valentine's boxing day . •
 * THIS IS OUR VALENTINE . <3 he bought this ice-cream cake from Swensens . & we cut it 12am yesterday . :D happy valentine's my love . altho we had our V'day in advence already . i just love to spend every valentine's day with you , babyy . it's our 5th valentine's honey , & i'll be looking forward to our 99th . :D cherish the time that you once had , forget the sad times , remember the happy times . :D & for those single ones , spending it with your families and friends would be great . :D i wanted to go to my mom's grave today , as i remembered once , she said : "who says valentine's day is only for lovers ? It's spending it with our loved ones ." :D Mom , happy valentine's day . i'm sorry that i didn't go and see you . but you'll always be in my heart always . Thursday, February 14, 2008
happy valentine's day to all ! •
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYY TO ALL !! :D :D* watched AH LONG PTE LTD & regretted . had an early valentine's with him . <3> went to PASIR RIS PET SHOP ; & GAWD ! f. cute . :D give me a retriever and i'll marry you . <3> Monday, February 11, 2008
Victoria Secret 2007 •
* watched Victoria Secret 2007 . :D :Dthe models were hot ! but some were just fat and flabby . & can you believe that they are actually 14-16 yrs old , but they look like 23-25 yrs ?? ohmygod . (they have an old face) . can you see the difference ?? Playboy VS FHM i bet all the dirrty uncles would die to get a copy of the Playboy magazines in USA . hahahahah . (TEE-KO-PEK) ! & the worse things are , most of the models are MOTHERS already ! where in the hell , would they still be so slim ?? they must be taking those pills . ughhhhh . * okay , enough of the dirrty talk . i just got this perfume oil from THE BODY SHOP . it smells great ! it's white musk . altho it is like , 15ml for 25 buckaroos . i think it's worth it . :D :D :D he bought it for me , as i like the smell . :D thanks hunnyy it's valentine's day in 3dayys . & i havent got him a present yet . aiyuh , let's go get it together babyy ! :D :D *WILD IMAGINATION* i've decided to slim down and be a Victoria Secret model . * ALL you dirrty uncles , see me at The Victoria Secret 2008 ! ;) Sunday, February 10, 2008
i lost it . •
*met my girlfriends todayy ! :D :D :D um , it was neither amelia nor vanessa . hahahahah . aiyuh , at least amelia was busy visiting wadd . vanessa hor . tsk tsk tsk !!! it was with my beloved girlfriends (cc & xm) :D watched cj7 (some hong kong movie) i'd give 3 out of 5 apples , it's merely entertaining . a silly comedy , i'd say . but i'd like that small , tiny weeny creature ! :D :D :D it totally reminds me of Mr.Scoobs ! :D he's getting old these days , & he's looking as old as ever . shall we go for a botox Scoobs ?? :D :D i promise , you'll look like your younger days . hahhahaha . babyy , i'm sorry , i lost it . i'll buy us a new pair okayy ?? i'm sincerely apologetic . Friday, February 08, 2008
aku minta maaf sayang •
met up with sam *SMILES* (for lunch) !!!altho it was brief , but he made me feel like a QUEEN !! :D :D and when we went back , there were so many peeps at his house , and i had to go ard giving them oranges & wishing them a happy new year . (so i can get a ang pao too !!!) yayyy !! :D altho it wasn't much , but ... better than nothing hor !!! :D its the thought that counts , the wishes they gave you that matters . oooh , couldn't believe that came out of my brain . hah . did not meet up with my girlfriends todayy . as missy claudear is busy with her ang pao collection i guess . oh yes , saw timothy paul at bpp . apparently , he's face is similar to the guy from blues clues ! hah !! :D & he called sam , & it took him a minute in the middle of the road to recognize him . hah !! as i said before , 1990's people are a little senile hor !! :D :D babyy , we'll go buy shoes kayy . don't be sad no more ! aku minta maaf for just now okayy ! jie jie sayang you okayy !! :D i used to think that singaporeans were unfriendly , hypocrites , inconsiderate , blahblahblah . till' i met this uncle in a cab . :D altho he had a short-tongue , & i had difficulty in hearing him . he made his words clear enough for me . he said he was a new driver , hence the questions . he even offered me a sweet ... :D (i didn't eat it . DO NOT EAT SWEETS FROM STRANGERS -that was what i learnt when i was young . :D) at then end , it was a total of $6.80 . i gave him a ten , and asked him to keep the change and wished him a happy new year . :D :D boy , was he so happy , he kept grinning , & even waved back at me . it just feeels so good to be nice ! hah . OOPSSS !!! i needd to study for my nsl test on monday . what a spoiler . Wednesday, February 06, 2008
just for laughs •
IT'S PROVEN THAT YOU WILL EVENTUALLY LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHOM YOU LOOK AT EVERYDAY .(EG. YOUR SPOUSE .) * * * hmmm , so will i look more like sam or scooby ? hahahahahahah ! happyy chinese new yearr everyonee ! :D this is for you my love (: •
i miss you being here with me ,i miss you taking long walks with me , i miss playing see-saw with you , i miss going to CHEERS with you , i miss playing catching with you , i miss hearing your snores , i miss seeing you playing with scoobs , i miss you shaking your smelly legs , i miss you smoking in the living room , i miss watching ghost whisperer with you , i miss seeing you get all scared and jittery , i miss cooking maggie mee with you , i miss going out to seven eleven for supper with you , i miss singing stupid songs with you , i miss watching pirated vcds with you , i miss going swimming with you , i miss watching you sleep , i miss going hyper with you , i miss talking on the phone for hours with you without saying one word , i miss taking buses with you , i miss going school with you , i miss the feeling of you feeding me , i miss wearing an identical color with you when we're out , i miss going shopping with you & you carrying all of my bags , i miss the feeling of you carrying me , i miss pushing you in the NTUC trolley in the carpark , i miss playing ping pong with you , i miss you pushing me on a swing , i miss you kissing my forehead , i miss you giving me the sense of security when i needed it , i miss your sense of humour , i miss your silly jokes , i miss the way you used to jump when you see me in school , i miss the way you call me 'wifey' , i miss they way you treated me like a queen , i miss those times when you kept on giving me sweets everyday to make me fat so other guys won't want me , i miss those times when i recieved a rose a day , i miss those times when you used to make sandwiches for my breakfast , i miss those times when we used to go to town after school , i miss those times in bukit view condo , i miss those times in yu li yuan , i miss those times in blossomvale , i miss those times in bangkok , i miss you . PS: i had a great time today with mia , altho claudia didnt come , i hope you're alright my dear ! manicure was fun , so was the searching of polaroids and perfumes . hahahahah . love ya girlfriend ! and happyy birthdayy zoe ! (: Monday, February 04, 2008
ILOVEYOUBABYY! •
amelia my dear : u should change to wordpress instead , if i were u , butterlfy aint cool .i bet it's damn malu-ating for u . so i shall help u kayy ! butter-fly is boring . butterlfy is interesting . hahahahahah . is that better ?? meeting my ladees tmr after skool , and sadly , vanessa can't make it . got somebody pay for her expenses wad , what the hell , just like somebody i know . hahahhahaha . hmmm , i got a bruise on my right arm , damn ugly luh . perhaps , i have to wear long-sleeved to cny visiting . ohmygod . today was a bad day , the stupid practical againn , it's making me so emotional luh . just this little things that make up the majority . gotta study for anatomy practical tmr , fuck , why are these things happening before cny ? can't i spend my cny in a better and more carefree way ? he's sleeping again , god knows why , he just loves to sleep . i think 88% of his life is spent on sleeping . and the other 12% on me . -.- can i go ahead and bang my head on the wall ? hah . hmmmm , ohmygod , i haven't got any new tops for cny yet ! idontcare , i shall get it tmr ! no worries (: i pray for the very day , that my com is fixed , so i can charge my ipod , & watch porn . hahahahahahah . am i that sort of person ? judge me . or thalamus . or hypothalamus . whatever . too much anatomy spoils your brain . see what i mean ? i'm all alone in this lonely room now . everyone's gone . it's so empty . this is the perfect atmosphere of a loving home . fuck . see why i hate going home . i hate facing the four walls . it's stupid . it's lonely . ok , change of topic please ? i'm getting bored . hmmm , i hope to meet my friends on the 2nd or 3rd day of cny . (: happy cheena new year to all the cheenas out there !! ahem , including myself . i'm surrounded with so many people around me , and yet i'm feeling lonely . -.- why is it that , whenever i talk to u , we've got nothing to say ? natalie loves you (: Sunday, February 03, 2008
it's not over •
i'm sorry , but i need your trust to carry on .i've hurt you one time too many . i knew it would be my biggest mistake to let you go . i would never know how life would be holding you close to me . i would swear it again for you . you said i had one too many guy friends . i'm sorry . both of us need the trust to carry on in life . whenever i see u working so hard , it makes me so sad . i just sit down and think , why is life so hard for my my love ? i'm sure that somehow , one day , things would get better . eventually . it's been five years , and it doesn't seem long enough hunns . if people whom met for one year , can get married . we should have babies already . what the hell . *plays it's not over by secondhand serenade* apparently , i cannot find the lyrics for that . why is it over ? we're falling apart . you're breaking my heart . don't tell me we could never be together . we could be forever . it's not over . my heart belongs to only you , my love (: style never goes out of fashion •
funny mehh ?? hah hah . it was just a random sentence .was watching steven lim's stupid videos at claudear's . i was totally grossed out from his armpit hair , his horrible singing and his fugly face ! eew ! go check it out & be grossed out if u want , www.stevenlim.net.com ughh , can't stand his singing , his stripping , his fugly face . still say he's the most handsome man on earth . *pukes* i'd rather kiss the floor than admit it . sad to say , no more reunion dinner at Tung Lok , goodbye to wearing that prom dress . apparently , M said she wanted to save moneyy , so guess what ?! we're having reunion dinner at Turf City ! *rolls eye* at least we're saving money here ! heck care about the ambience . there goes my prom dress . *disappointed* now , i guess i shall wear shorts and slippers . for reunion dinner . hah . aint that sooo 'formal' ? god knows why , sarcasm is always in my mouth . as i said , once a meanie , always a meanie . am i right , claudia ?? hahahahha . meanie rocks ! PS: i had a fun time with you my love :) Friday, February 01, 2008
this is for you my love (: •
my love (:i know you're working your guts out right now somewhere . so i shall be the understanding girlfriend and wait for you to come back . is that sweet enough ?i know my phonecalls have become from sweetness to irritance . but i'm just worried about you hunn . it's already 11.36 pm and you're still in the office . i hope you're not alone , or worse still with that 40-year-old lady . school's been pretty tiring these days . practical test have been such a bother . i do not wish to retake , i'd rather go on a petition to drive that LWC out ! FYI , LWC = Lam Woan Ching . if you don't know who she is , she's one old hag who is friggin rude to her students . of cos wad , she comes from ITE , what do you expect . and guess what , she's still a virgin , i hope , MISS LAM = not married = VIRGIN ! okayy , some descriptions of her , she resembles Huang Bi Ren but UGLIER VERSION in her skinny clothes and all . imagine that old hag talking and nagging away . whatever . managed to finish my literature review . (: i have my weekends for my babyy ! ohh , would be having reunion dinner/M's birthday dinner at Tung Lok Restaurant . and my brother asked me dress formally as it would be classy . oh please , since when do i not know the dress code huh ? i shall wear my prom dress there , hah , and everyone would think i'm getting married. what the hell ?! just that the groom had ran away . hah . runaway groom . can't wait for my lappy to be reapired so that i can charge my ipod , i can play SIMS, i can listen to my itunes, i can see all my photos, i can upload photos, blahblahblah . i'm using sam's Compaq by the way, and it doesn't have a single photo of me in it . so i shall upload tonnes of my pretty pictures in it . (: if i can one wish come true , i'll wish for everlasting money and forever , long & graceful hair. Amen. XOXO NAT |