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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Thursday, January 31, 2008
sayang , aku minta maaf •
I'm sorry .but i had a fun time with you , though i was in much pain . you beared it all . no matter what i did , you took it all in your stride . i was in agony , you weren't . i threw my tantrums , you blamed it all on you . where did you get the patience and perserverance ? why can't i be like you ? why is it always me ? i can't help it . it just controls my feelings and all . i didn't meant to put it out on you , knowing you had a long day . i should have kept it all inside . the ending was the most miserable part . i hated it . it's hard to say goodbye. and all the guilt would just rush through my blood . making me apologize a million times . the swimming pool talk was good , except for some spoiling moments . so was the dinner at the unscrupulous place . i feel really bad right now , if only i could turn back time , and cherished you more . instead of bickering with you , i could have loved you more . if i had the chance to , i'll hold you tighter with my arms around you , not letting you go . i miss those times at blossomvale . the playground . the pool . everywhere had memories of you . good ones especially . right here , all i can think of is the negative ones . thinking about the time when you were here with me . when we walked scooby down . everything just flashes back in my memory . if only , history could repeat itself . i would be glad . sayang , aku minta maaf . Wednesday, January 30, 2008
simple post that says i love you •
Simple post -had dinner with him at Int'l Plaza , as he had a interview . and then we headed to his grandparents' house . stayed there for awhile and headed home . just this basic stuff that he do , makes me contented . as long as he's with me , by my side . although he has got a new job already , he still haven't quit mac yet . i don't know why , is he so reluctant to quit it . ohwell , gonner see him on fridayy , i hope . babyy : i really wish that we can stop bickering over minor stuff . claudia : i'm sorry bout the online bloggy thing . i'm so busy at school , when i'm free , i'll take some pictures kayy ? i really want to go shopping againn . i love the feeling of freedom purchasing without any worries . hah . who doesn't anyway ? i have an urge to go Sentosa and relax under the sun . who wannna go ?? everyone's really busy luh . i hate the life in s'pore can , but come to think of it , life in other places are somewhat similar too . :/ i'm a happy girl ! i have SUPER-GREAT GIRLFRIENDS ! and MY BOYFRIENDS ROCKS ! natalie loves you :) Tuesday, January 29, 2008
emotional post - •
emotional post -down and out , whatever they say . he promised . to be there . for the plans and all . and now he says no . i really do not understand u at all . sometimes , when i feel down , i needed u there . but you're not . so i just think that maybe tomorrow would be a better day . i thought u wanted to quit mac ? what 5weeks probation ? and now , you're back at it ? were u lying to me all this time ? and when i hanged up the phone , did u even bother to call me back ? i don't want to quarrel in front of my brother . but u force me to it . u make me so hurt , disappointed . just everything that i can think of right now . why ? does it pleases u to see me in this state ? u said i don't love u anymore , if i don't , would i be crying when i'm typing this ? why can't u look at things on my side and not think about yourself all the time . i know u love money , but i love happiness . all i want is u to be with me . at least once a week , is that just so hard ? how about once a month ? once in 2months ? or once a year ?? perhaps , we've changed . things just don't seem easy these days . everything's hard for each another . there's no easy way out . perhaps we're both stressed out . or perhaps , a change of heart . boy , i love u so ... •
happy birthdayy amelia !what u want for your pressie ?? i had a great time with my girlfriends and everyone ! i love the gossiping part , ha ha . i'm such a bitch . whatever . i'm a bitch that's why u love me . that's what i always say . damn tired already luh . wanna hurry blog then go and sleep . tomorrow's lecture starts at 10am . ohmygod . i've nothing much to say already . i miss him so , but gotta wait , as he's busy at work . PS: manicure on 5th february , ladies ! fyi , i just cut my nails short . goddammit . it's fugly now . it takes time to heal as well as grow . goodnight world , nat's gonner sleep . Sunday, January 27, 2008
shopping spree with love •
27 dresses was perfect indeed ; it inspires me to be a wedding planner luh . it's worth it . making ladies feel good on their important day , and that they can rely everything on you . and when it comes to you , people will do the same to you . spent almost 150 bucks on CNY clothes , most of it were accessories , shoes and bags . heh . but still , i saved a 100 bucks kay . surprise surprise . i'd normally spent the whole 300 in one go . oh well , my babyy was there to stop me , hah . thanks hunn , i hope u still enjoyed yourself , except the fact that u had to hold my shopping bags . you even said you wanted me to shop freely , that's suh-weet luh . i love u more than ever . MY BOYFRIEND ROCKS ! (i bet someone's grinning now) i bought pants , a bag , rings , shoes , a pouch , boxers , blahblahblah . too bad , i aint that type who take picture of my stuff and post it in here . that's so lame , and no nosey-posey people i hope . like to put their nose in everything . hmmm , my practical's on tuesday . and boy , i need to mug mug mug . Saturday, January 26, 2008
random post for u my dear •
"i've just watched his wildest dreams come true , and none of them involving you ."today was simply bored-ness finally done with SAWI . *PHEW so i can go shopping tomorrow ! i need some rewards in life right , my dear . heels again babyy ?? kor's been such an ass , whatever . i don't owe you my life . hmmm , prolly start my nr soon . next week is so busy . i have sawi on mon , practical on tues , fon on thurs , and nr on fri . ohmygod . my life is screwed up already . FYI , my attachments are out . 25th february to 14th march . for the first time , i'm with xin min . ohwell , cos of the yep vietnam thing wad . but , i'm no longer going . as my friend backed out , leaving me behind . plus , i didn't really had the intention to go , as sam is going to NS soon . aiyuh , my brains are going to crack soon . march's seriously quitting nursing , i guess she's really serious about it . i'm going to lose another friend . *into oblivion by funeral for a friend plays* friends come and go in this life . or . new friends = silver . old friends = gold . whatever . sayang , aku minta maaf •
i've finally got the FIVE literature articles ! now , i've to start reading them . ohmygod . it'll really drain my cells out can ? sighh , why must this always happen ? isn't there any prevention to this huh ? aiyuh , i just hope that everything would be okay . okayy , in short , we went to heeren to have dinner at billy bombers . jalan jalan abit , then went to Wisma Atria as we wanted to shop at Topshop. ooohh , i just love Topshop . anw , i spent $68 , and they gave me a eco-bag . it doesn't look nice at all , it says Topshop shopper on it . after that , we had a break at Starbucks and headed over to his . i'd really didn't expect it to be this ending , honey . why does it seems like i enjoy doing it to you babyy ? remember our promise kayy ? for i will never ever forget it . Thursday, January 24, 2008
happy-wonderfool-loveless-time ! •
it's been a long time . sorry , have been busy with school . all the lameshit mock tests and all . just a waste of time . and it freaking starts at 6pm ! i end at 6.30 ! by the time i reach home , 7pm . -.- whatthefuckinghell is this !? ohwell , i am so happy that sam has got a new job . *grinns and he's gonna freaking quit macdonalds ! whoohoo ! that taiwan/cheena bitch cannot find him anymore . whatever luh you . go back to cheena cann ! YOU DON'T BELONG HERE !! chill mann , no use getting all cranked up for nothing . went to sam's grandparents' house just now . and boy , were they so happy that we were coming , as we didn't see them for quite a long time . ha ha ha . so cute ! and they were so nice luh . ohmygod , they are the loveliest couple ever . and their house is damn nice can ?! The Linear . i hope sam and i can be like them , bai tou dao lao . ha ha ha . "white head till old ". that's the simple translation from chinese to english . (: YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME, XOXO NAT Tuesday, January 22, 2008
boo u whore •
i've decided .to let things go their way . to let nature takes it's course . i don't want to be the bad girl here . i have nothing to hide . she's the one in wrong . what's worse is , sam & i are doing perfectly fine . it'll be good , if u add some interest in our lives . no worries , we won't blacklist u . we'll just remember this girl trying to break us up but failed . perhaps i should thank her , for doing this . as it would be a test for the both of us . i know we've been through alot , teachers , friends , parents , what else . and i'm proud to say , we've passed . so give up , u whore . no one will even appreciate it . sad to say , i'm down with the flu bug again . he's been a sweetie , calling to check on me and all . thanks hunn , that's when i really needed u there , u were here for me . meet me tmr yea ? we'll have the time of our life , and we'll go celebrate jasmine's b'day . i dont know what to get for her . perhaps a barbie doll ? but she's got tonnes of it cann . hah hah . i'm so gonna learn malay , so we can talk intimately here , without anyone knowing . and that whore . boo u whore . Monday, January 21, 2008
fuck off bitch ! •
fuck off bitch !trying to get close to him ? whatthehell ?! fat hope . maybe this is a punishment from God . whatever . but please , God should send someone prettier , sexier than me cann ? ughh . i don't give a fuck , u wanna play , i shall play with u . want his number ? over my fucking dead body . i will get him to change his cell number if u ever get hold of it . back off bitch , he's taken ! do u understand ? whatthefuck , so thick-skinned ! the worst thing is , he doesn't even remember who the fuck are u . hah . such a pity , no worries , i'd tell him that you're a cheena bitch , and he'll get it . such a shame . whatevah . want to get near him , come and get a piece of me first . u dare to get his number from my friends , why not try getting it from me huh ?? no guts at all . don't harass my friends can ?? stupidd bitch . look into the mirror cann ?! fugly bitch ! forget •
Forget his nameForget his face Forget his kiss His warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember he has someone new Forget him when they played your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget how close you once were Remember he has chosen her Forget how you memorized his walk Forget the way he used to talk Forget the things he used to say Remember he has gone away Forget his laugh forget his grin Forget the dimples on his chin Forget the way he held you tight Remember he's with her tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved , it's past Forget he said he'd leave you never Remember he's gone forever -i got this from a friend of mine , & it all makes sense right now . Sunday, January 20, 2008
no , we'll get stronger each day baby . •
"Achieve your dreams , live life as if you're going to die tomorrow" .guess who i heard this from ? samm . he inspired me , that we shouldn't just dream about our dreams , but do something about it . oh well , today was finally the last dayy of openhouse , there were many many humans , i tell u . ohmygod , non-stop can ?? but, that's good luh . then i went to meet samm at his house , had dinner at Bukit Panjang Plaza and he headed off to work , while i went home . that's how our life revolve around each another . ha ha . my darn computer , dunno why no connection , so i can't go online and all . by the way , i'm usin my sis's fujitsu to blog , for awhile only . -.- supposed to meet claudia they all , but many couldn't make it , so i guess it was cancelled . everyone's busy with their lives , i can't say or do anythin . everything's changed . it's just so different right now . and we gotta get used to it . that sounds like fucktard . ughh , stress sucks big time luh . it aint motivating me at all . my bro's comin home soon , that means stayin at home to study for exams . fuck . i hate this . babyy , i'll try to understand u kayy . i'm really sorry . guess everyone will change when times go by . but at least their feelings won't change right ?? i'll be waiting for u at 7am . do give me a buzz honey . Friday, January 18, 2008
cry •
These are a few things that are in my mind right now ...Boyfriend . Girlfriends . Project . Exams . Attachment . Holiday . PS: just looking at you , makes my heart cringe . Thursday, January 17, 2008
happily never after •
 babyy , i know that we have our own lives right now . we're busy . so we should just spend as much time we have . this isn't like the past , when we could just go out shopping almost everyday . now's different . better . worse . it depends how we see it . todayy was friggin boring . openhouse and all . turned out the least how i expected it . i thought it would be something huge . but it i was disappointed . ohwell , feeling damn tired . thanks to his blabberings last night. aiyuh , who asked him to sleep so early hor . i hate the feeling when i have so many things to say . and you're not there to hear me out . you know ? i just have to say it all out here . hoping that you'll see it . i feel so damn stress luh , projects , exams , whatevah . Lord , please give me strength to carry on . i miss my girlfriends so badlyy . heard amalina lost her cell . ohmygod , i'd cry if that ever happens to me . ohwell , girl , things like this can always be replaced by a new one . so don't worry too much kayy . cheer up ! Wednesday, January 16, 2008
i want to be a minah one day . •
Soon , i will learn malay , & i'll blog everything in malay .cha cha was fun yet tiring . maybe we'll sign up for aerobics in year2 . let's slim down together . (: today's class was brief . it ended at 11 . so i went home , thinking about meeting babyy later at 2 . and i received a call from dr red . there's anatomy peer tutoring at 5 . i didn't fail my anatomy okayy . i got a D . ha ha . whatever . i'm already at home , resting my laurels , and he expects me to go back to school ? over my dead body . plus , it's baby's off day , so how can i just go lidat ? tsk . life's cool when my bro's in other country . relaxed and all . no curfew . no reprimanding . no stress . by the way , i learnt a new sentence . "kau ada banyak bulu" . go figure out yourself . i just love malay language , easy and fun . i've decided . to be a minah one dayy . Tuesday, January 15, 2008
i miss you , mom •
I don't know why i just feel so blah .my bro's in cheena so i should celebrate . aiyuh , what's with me . since he's gone , sam's here . take turns huh ? if he ever finds out , i'm dead shit . he's the one always drinking and smoking , set a bad example luh , and i'll follow . isn't that what you wanted ? skipped nsl todayy, just to accompany babyy . i'm a bitch that loves you . self-praise -> international disgrace . woah , i miss that phrase . sighh , i used to say that when my mom was around . all she had was confidence in herself . which many women lacked . i miss her , i really do . she can see it easily in my eyes , when i'm troubled . when i don't dare to look into her eyes , she knows i'm hiding something from her . now that she's gone , i doubt there's anyone else who could do that . thanks babyy , for trusting me . that's all i needed . she said, No happily never after, that just ain’t for me, because finally I know I deserve better after all, I’ll never let another teardrop fall. Monday, January 14, 2008
WHAT THE HELL ??? •
 QUESTION OF THE DAY WHEN A GUY WANTS TO EJACULATE SEMEN OUT , WILL HE PASS URINE AT THE SAME TIME ?? I WAS LEARNING MALE REPRODUCTIVE SYSTEM IN CLASS TODAYY . AND I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF . (IMAGINING , IN THE PROCESS OF SEX , & ALL OF A SUDDEN HE PEES.) WHATTHEHELL ?? I THINK IT WOULD BE AWFULLY EMBARRASSING . PERHAPS , THE GUY WOULD BE FEELING TOO AROUSED TO EVEN THINK ABOUT GOING TO THE BATHROOM . HA HA . THE ACTUAL ANSWER IS NO . AS THE PROSTATE GLAND WOULD AUTOMATICALLY CLOSE , WHEN HE'S EJACULATING SEMEN OUT . SO THERE WON'T BE ANY LEAKING OF URINE OR ANYTING . SO GUYS , NO WORRIES , NO EMBARRASSING MOMENT FOR YOU . INTERESTING HUH ?? THIS IS WHAT NURSES LEARN . NURSING AINT ALL ABOUT CLEANING POO OKAYY ! CAN'T STAND WHAT OTHERS THINK . THINK OUT OF THE BOX CAN ?? NURSES ARE SMARTER THAN THE FREAKING DOCTORS !! WE LEARN MORE , WE DO THE STUFF , THEY SIGN . WHATEVAH SHIT . -_- APOLOGIES TO MY BABYY , DIDN'T EXPECTED YOU TO THINK THAT WAYY . I WASN'T FIERCE OR WHAT . I WASN'T EVEN REPRIMANDING YOU . I WAS HURT . IF THIS IS GOING TO CONTINUE , I DELETE THIS WHOLE THING OKAYY ? THIS AINT A BIG DEAL TO ME . YOU'RE THE ONE WHO IS A BIG DEAL TO ME . Sunday, January 13, 2008
never be lonely •
STRESS?? MAYBE. MAYBE NOT.WEEKENDS ARE ALWAYS SO DAMN SHORT. BUSY WRITING NOTES FOR AAP & CMBIO. :/ IT'S FRIGGIN' BORING CAN. I'VE NOT SEEN HIM FOR ONLY 3DAYS, & IT SEEMS LIKE 3YEARS. JUST 3DAYS APART CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO US; BUT WHY DOES IT SEEMS LIKE I DO NOT KNOW YOU AT ALL. YOU SAID I'VE CHANGED. WHAT ABOUT YOU? BIKES, MACDONALDS, BICYCLES IS WHAT YOU TELL ME. CLOTHES, SHOES, SHOPPING IS WHAT I TELL YOU. I TRY TO LISTEN, EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT UNDERSTAND. BUT, PLEASE LISTEN TO MINE TOO. I TRIED TO KNOW YOU BETTER, BUT I NEED TIME. I CAN'T JUST ACCEPT SO MUCH INFORMATION FROM YOU. YOU'VE GOT TO BE PATIENT HONEY. THINGS ARE DIFFERENT RIGHT NOW; UNLIKE THE PAST, WHEN WE USED TO SPEND EVERYDAY TOGETHER. ANYWAY, I'M GLAD THAT I GOT TO SEE YOU JUST NOW. THOUGH IT WAS ONLY FOR A FEW HOURS, IT MEANS ALOT TO ME, AS I'VE SEEN THE LOVELY THINGS YOU DID FOR ME. (: THANK YOU BABYY, THANK YOU SO MUCH. JUST THESE SIMPLE THINGS, MEAN ALOT TO ME. "people in love get everything wrong, at least they are not lonely." they'll never be lonely. Saturday, January 12, 2008
LOVE •
YESTERDAY WAS ABSOLUTELY-CRAZINESS-FUN !MET 5N3 FOR SUPPER LAST NIGHT , JALAN KAYU , SOME MALAY STALL THAT IS IDENTICAL TO AL AMEEN'S . (DUNNO WHY WE DIDN'T GO TO AL AMEEN INSTEAD .) OH WELL , IT WAS MUCH FUN AND LOVE . I JUST LOVE BEING WITH THEM , I CAN GO CRAZY AS EVER . AND NO ONE'S STOPPING ME . FROM JALAN KAYU , WE WENT TO CHANGI VILLAGE TO SEE THE "BAPOKS" . *GRINNS* THEY WORE BIKINIS , AND WERE WALKING AROUND THE CAR PARK . WE WERE STUNNED . AFTER HANGING THERE FOR AWHILE , WE THEN HEADED TO THE BEACH AT CHANGI . AND THEN WENT TO EAST COAST PARK . IT WAS PROLLY AROUND 4-5AM , THEN WE HEADED HOME . IT'S BEEN THREE DAYS . I DIDN'T WANT THIS TO CARRY ON . I'M SORRY . I REALLY MISS YOU , I REALLY DO . , "THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU" Thursday, January 10, 2008
blahblahblah •
 that's Mr.Scoobs.he just had a haircut , obviously . if not i wouldn't post his super-adorable picture here, but mine. *grinns* ohwell, i've got my new cell already ! shall i bold the letters ? okay then . im craving for french , but nobody wishes to accompany me . that's sadddd . perhaps my nails aint long enough . whatever . im not gonner paint it bright red evah againn . not black . maybe dark reddd . or maroon . ughhhh . so troublesome . french's still da best . (: some random guy called syamsay added me on friendster . dunno who the hell is he . anyway , friendster's for making new friends wad . fell down just now , when i was picking up sam's call . :/ dunno why i get excited for what . now my back & my ass hurts . havent told my bruddderr about tomorrow night's gathering . & i hope he'll say "yes" , and no curfew or whatsoevahh pleasseeee . (: facebook's such an ass , please stop sending me emails if someone had voted me flirtable . i've received 40over emails already . i know im flirtable , but i think youve crossed the line . Tuesday, January 08, 2008
my angel of happiness •
i think it was the summer time when i laid eyes on you i didn't even know your name some how we'd end up in the same room never crossed my mind i never saw you like that i should've listened to my best friend she knew we'd be a perfect match - it's a typical love story we started out as friends we met way back when this is just a typical love story the boy you never wanted just steals your heart i never saw it comin' till I fell so hard - i always made up some excuse sayin' that you weren't my type didn't wanna face the truth didn't wanna cross that line till one day i saw you out of the corner of my eye you were flirting with some girl and i said i thought i would die - Certain things just won't come your way, we have to earn it by putting effort in it. i just hate being so pessimistic; but sometimes, i feel lonely, i really do. he's there for me, in fact all the time; but he's there for me, emotionally. physically, he's not there; i really do not know how to put it. you were my "guardian angel" The angel of happiness. and you promised me this. "you'll never be alone". Sunday, January 06, 2008
fuck u •
Life's never a bed of roses. not even for Queen Elizabeth. whatevah can ?! i don't want to care anymore ! getting fucked up isn't the solution. i know he's testing us. whatsoever. i really don't want to give a fuck. so what if this happens. there are other alternatives wad. so much for a new year with a better life. screw you ! do u know how much i hate u ? i was always on your side, and this is how u treat me ? he's going soon, do u even know that ? i really do not want to do this. but it seems that i'm left with no other choice. i'm sorry. Saturday, January 05, 2008
cheena fuck •
It's a Saturday. & i'm at home doing nothing. I don't know. He's working at 11pm as usual, and i guess everyone's preparing for school on Monday or just slacking at home. I feel pretty lazy these days. And thinking about the fact that my exams are starting on February 18 just turns me right off. Frankly speaking, i'm still in a holiday mood. I can't help it. He's going to NS soon, and i really am going to miss him. 2 years is all it takes, that's what i say. But it seems so fucking long. It seems like i'm having a long distance relationship. and wow, am i ecstatic about that. nassa is back in s'pore, so happy for her. it feels weird not having her around during new year's eve. her loudhailer voice and everything. i mean, it's good that she's back from cheena. & i hope she's got good videos to show us. she said she saw cow dung and wad shit. the more i see, the more i'll hate that fucking country, ain't that sweet? go cheena, go cheena, go go go go cheena-fucking-hell!?! i just can't stand their fucking-irritating accent luh. thank God that i'm not from cheena, though my great grandparents were from there, but i still don't care. I'M MADE IN SINGAPORE OK? NOT CHINA GOODS! and goodness, why are they so proud to be a china-ian?? if i were them, i'll kill myself and hope i can reincarnate into an american or singaporean. Oh yeah, sam & i went to heeren just now for dinner, we were planning to eat at The Village but found out that they were closed, think they're moving to Scotts or something. pretty weird huh, so we just went to lemongrass to have some thai food, and boy, were the food there delicious?! i love the tom yam soup, the green curry, the chicken wrapped in pandan leaves, and the honey-coated chicken. yum yum! i'd give it 4 out of 5 apples for it, and the service there is good too! plus white rice is FREE-FLOW! for those people who eat so much, this is for you. Friday, January 04, 2008
all in love is fair •
Sometimes, i wonder, what is love anyway? Uhhh, HELLOO?!? ARE U NUTS??!? i'm in a 5-year relationship with someone now, & i'm asking this STUPID question. Ohwell, just out of curiosity, there are many answers to that small question. Love is stupid, blahblahblahblah. Ok, let's talk serious. Love is commitment. Love is reliability. Love is trustworthiness. Love is knowledge. Love is sex. Love is everything. Perhaps, some would think differently, i know, everyone have their own mindsets. But, basically, this is about all. Being with the one whom is fun to be with, gives you a sense of security, makes you laugh all the time, buys things for you, et cetera. And finding true love is hard to find. Love isn't just finding someone to live with, it's finding someone you can't live without. I think that's so goddamm true can. Maybe what Dr Thomas said this noon inspired me. But, i just can't figure out why are there so many differences between us. Although there maybe some similarities, but we're always quarrelling over our differences, trying to change the other party to become more like me. And he's doing the same right thing as me. Hence, we'll start quarrelling. Fuck, why must it be so goddam hard to be with the one you love most. And yet, why is it so easy to be with the one you hate most? What the hell is this happening.Ok, enough of this shit. He got into an accident yesterday. Thank God, he wasn't injured majorly. Only sprained his ankle. I really can't stand him being like this. Perhaps, i just have to wait till he can get his motorbike license. Hurry turn 18 baby, so we can go clubbing together. come what may. i'll still be by your side; holding your hands; saying "baby i love you" xoxoxoxoxo natalie Thursday, January 03, 2008
school lies •
thursday's finally over; ohmygod. i'm so lookin forward to the weekends can. jasmine & hidayah went off early, leaving me, march, edwin & rui hao. pathetic can. -.- i mean; i miss the holidays where i could sleep till 2pm. i want chalet, shoppin trips, manicure sessions with my girlfriends so badly can. imagine, we used to see each other everyday; & now we're like meeting twice or thrice a month?? whatthehell?! i seriously abhor the life i have right now. if only i could turn back time. i would. it's friday tomorrow, like finally. & i was lookin forward to the 2hour lecture & head to his house. but i just remembered about the talk by Dr Thomas Sim, "Following your heart without losing your mind". apparently, he's a psychiatrist. so he'll prolly know these things of love, & since i had nothin to do, why not give it a go? Wednesday, January 02, 2008
apologetic •
2008's here. frankly speaking, it doesn't even seem like a new year. it still seems like the usual old thing. School. Exams. whatever shit. March didn't come to school today, just when i was looking forward to the cha cha lessons. i had to partner of all, shalini. i regretted it. i should have skipped dancesport too with March. she was so blur, and she was making me even blur-er. and she claims that i'm the blur one. ohmygod. i just took it in my stride, and hoped for the whole 2 hours to pass. what the hell. it's like the worst nightmare ever. march, i myself do not know the steps clearly. i guess, we better ask the rest to teach us. ha ha ha ha. i'm sorry Claudia. i really am. |