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NATALIE
Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Monday, December 31, 2007
pathetic-ness •
it's new year's eve ! & thinkin bout it just makes me feel damn bored can. he's workin again. i don't know, perhaps he's goin to NS next year. aiyuh, next year is like 1more day, 'next year' sounds so long. i feel pathetic. I MISS VANESSA TOH LAY MIN! Sunday, December 30, 2007
imissyou •
it's new year's eve tomorrow ! in a blink of an eye, 2007 just poofed in the air. ohwell, pretty restless these days. supposed to meet claudear & christy for shoppin. but i didn't go, sorry babes ! we'll still meet on monday yea ? amelia better come i tell u ! i am lookin forward to the new year with new things ahead of us. MORE $$$, MORE friends, MORE clothes, MORE shoes ! that's my new year's resolutions. i got a tee, a ring, 2 sims cd, & a cell for x'mas. the cell would prolly come on 7th jan. PS: he's out of town=PARTAY!! Friday, December 28, 2007
nothing like this •
christmas was great. didn't have the time to blog much. but i had a great time with my girls & my boy. (: although many things have happened lately, nothing's gonner stop us. nothing. Sunday, December 23, 2007
guilty as charged •
Ohmygod, just 1more day to Christmas. & i havent done much shopping yet. *die lurh* ohwell, i prolly would be goin shoppin after work tmr. *beams* & gettin baby's pressie wid him. ohwell, i still don't know what i want for Christmas. :/ i wanted a surprise from him, but he couldn't come out with one. guess he's busy with his work. have bad news, my brudder said that we might have a family gathering on the 25th, which collides with my friends party. :/ howhowhow?? i really prefer goin to my friend's party though. i can bet it will be alot more fun can. my aunts & uncles have not seen me in zillionn years. & i hate it when they say this sentence. "OH, LONG TIME NO SEE! HOW'S YOUR BOYFRIEND"? firstly, i'm like the YOUNGEST among all to get a boyfriend. so i had to prove them that my boyfriend is good, & he doesn't make my stomach big. (that's what they're waiting for can.) <-WHAT ARE THEY THINKING?! aiyuh, i don't give a fuck actually. they've seen sam before, & they too think he's a good guy, so i don't wish to intervene into their thinking. & it will get terribly awkward if i see my cousins whom i've haven't seen in gazillion years too. (worst still, we used to be so close before.) awkward awkward awkward. unfortunately, all of my aunts are like the ''gossip AUNTIES''. they will find any topic to gossip about, & usually it's about me & my family. (just because of my mom). they wanted to see how were we surviving without my mother around. how kaypoh can they be?? that they actually make me hate them so much. on the other hand, on a more optimistic side of life. (got this from facebook's bumper stickers). you talk it. [we live it] you're jealous. admit it. MEAN GIRL AS ALWAYS & ALWAYS SHE'LL BE. xoxo natalie Friday, December 21, 2007
shopping cures depression •
It's Friday i'm in love, ended my work at 3pm. & my super-sweet brudder fetched me home in his black-mafia car. supposed to meet baby love after work to have a romantic Japanese lunch at coronation plaza. but what the hell, he stood me up, thank God my brudder came over in time. (: i should be thankful. i'm friggin' bored can. amelia & amalyna's workin, & claudia's in korea, & nassa's MIA. i just can't reach her at her cell or at her crib. such a bummer. :/ & just found out she's taking her driving lesson. that reminds me, i guess i would prolly take it together with him. i'm in a mood for X'mas shopping... sale sale everywhere, ooohh! it just gives me inspiration to shop. i sound like a pathetic shopaholic huh?? i havent' a clue of what to get for him. if only he could say what he wanted. i've always wanted to get him an mp3. as i've lost his's. :/ but what brand? what kind? i was thinking of ipod shuffle, but he wants a screen. or perhaps, an ipod nano/classic. *beams* Thursday, December 20, 2007
christmas list •
 My Christmas List - a new red cell - red psp - black pumps (crocs) - a life - a red VAIO all i want is repetition of the past. the past was good; it was better. Monday, December 17, 2007
empty •
Eunice is tired. Sunday, December 16, 2007
dear god •
should i be a pessimistic or not? nope, I'm MISS BRIGHTSIDE. (: ohkay, I'm nervous about tmr. :/ i just can't recall in my memory that I've been to NUH before. it just seems vague to me. waking up at 6am tmr, when i usually wake up at 2 is pathetic. since i didn't blog ytd, i shall say it now. Sam & i went to VIVOCITY yesterday, as we wanted to catch a movie. plus he wanted to get tees from topman. from what i saw yesterday, the crowd was simply too many to count. so we couldn't catch a movie as most of the tickets were sold out. bummer. :/ so we decided to walk around and shop around. & we ended up buying things. ahahahha. he got his tees from topman. i got a wallet from river island. plus a red umbrella thanks to the heavy rain (ppl who have watched ghost whisperer would understand what i mean.) oh yes, he's got a pair of bracelet & slippers from river island too. i think he's got more things than i do, as i paid for most of his things. he bought me a ring from diva too. (: i had a great time with you honey. thanks for spending these few days with me. since the both of us had to work tmr. he's such a sweetie. accompanying me at home; staying over the night even though the mattress sucked. (: thanks alot dear. &i hope i've helped you in the packing today. i know you're sentimental, but as i said it's uncontrollable. we have to get use to 'changes'. i hope jasmine dearie would recover from her 'hand, foot, & mouth disease'. i pray to God. Friday, December 14, 2007
i've got you •
Ohmygod, it's only 2days left to my attachment. i hope this time would be different. i hope that there won't be any bad luck. i hope things would get better. Claudia's leaving on the 18th. and i really want to send her off. and i have afternoon shift from 1-9pm. oh peeps, I'll be working at NUH in ward 41. so please come and find me dear. i really don't know what's going on between us. is one week just so difficult? all the plans I've made are ruined. blahblahblah i don't wanna give a shit anymore. perhaps, all these are just pretend. i knew it's just too good to be true. I just want you close where you can stay forever Wednesday, December 12, 2007
emotional •
 Somehow, i just love this photo. (photoshopped by ameria) we look emo hurh? it's 12 days to christmas. & it's 5 days to my attachment. oh bummer. bestfriends are friends who would do stupid things with you without any hesitation. •
 That's the CRAZEE us you'll never get to see. The girls 'trying' to be emo. From left : amelia, yours sincerely, amalina. My life-lines (quoted from claudia) vanessa & claudia <3 Bestfriends are friends who would do stupid things together,without any hesitation. i HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THEM. i'M STARTING TO MISS THE OLD TIMES AGAIN. iF ONLY XIN MIN WAS HERE, IT WOULD DEFINITELY BE MUCH MORE FUN! i miss pals of seven. i seriously do. i miss all that. & how i wish i could turn back time. for i think the life i had back then, was much better. aiyuh, no regrets right? more experience wadd. it takes more than one pair of hands to do this. & i know, that we can do it. we can definitely make it to the very end. until, the day we hit 80, we'd still be bffs forever. haven't been spending much time with him either. he's ever-so-busy at work. & i doubt we would be spending Christmas together. he's having late shift on that day. such a bummer. how bout next year honey? IN YOUR DREAMS. Monday, December 10, 2007
they are loved. (: •
 They are loved. (:i had so much fun yesterday can. I'm sure amelia would get to buy her stuff real soon. Ohwell, today was a shopping day for me again. Can you believe it?? NON-STOP SHOPPING FOR 3 DAYS?!?! I love this kinda life mann. Oh yuh, UNBELIEVABLE NEWS!? How much do you need to pay for a navel piercing in Singapore? $50 (Far East Plaza) my brother's girlfriend, M, did her navel piercing in Thailand. and guess what? She only paid $10 BUCKS just for that!!? Phew! I'm so gonna go Thailand next year, during march hols to get one. (: I know, Sam doesn't allow me, i hope i can 'persuade' him to let me. Ohh yuh, i know this is random, but i just can't get it off my mind. Come to think of it, it still makes me laugh out loud. I remembered this conversation we had in VIVOCITY, it was an all girls outing with claudia, amelia & nassa. We headed to BEN & JERRY'S for ice-cream, & also a place to sit&chat Claudia & i went ahead to see what kind of flavours they had. Then this salesgirl came & we asked her.. Claudia & i: Erm, which flavours would you recommend to us? Salesgirl: Hmmmm, are you'all allergic to nuts? Claudia: NO? WE'RE NUTS?!?!! Salesgirl: DUMBFOUNDED. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! I laughed like mad that day. I miss those lame jokes that stays in your head forever. I miss Claudia. I miss Xin min. I miss Amelia. I miss Vanessa. I miss Amalina. I miss Sue. I just miss the Pals of seven badly. PS: when will the 7 of us ever go out together again? :( Sunday, December 09, 2007
al i want for christmas is you... •
Shopping with Ame, Nassa & Shi mei was fun. :D SHOPPING at Bugis was ever so crowded, imagine VIVOCITY. I don't even want to think about it. Ohwell, i didn't bought as much stuff as yesterday. I only bought a bag at $11 a magazine at $2 a calendar from Muji at $9 & don't know how i spent $40. -.- Nvr mind that. I havent seen him for, like 2days. & it seems like 2years. Ohwell, if he doesn't want to see me, i don't give a damn. He's been a workaholic these days, & it kinda freaks me out. I mean, is this going to happen in the future? If we ever get married? Save those thoughts for the future. Just think about what you have now. I really do not know what to do on Christmas. I don't even know what to get for my girlfriends. :/ I seriously can't wait to get my new cell. I just want it so badly. Oh mann, i'm losing the patience. Saturday, December 08, 2007
every girl loves shopping! •
Don't you just love shopping? I do. Ohwell, it's been months since I've been shopping with my family. & I'm glad that I've a big loot today. ;) I've bought two blouses from Max&More; two blouses from forever21; two thongs from topshop; a bag key chain from forever21. we then had a sumptuous dinner at Sushi Tei at VivoCity. (: I must thank my brudder for all these. Although he still owe me $90. & the worst thing is...i don't think he knows anything about it. & i simply hate asking. :/ I'm speechless. Met Nassa, Ame, Renee & Amanda at Far East today. It was nice meeting them. We chatted for awhile, before my brudder came over. :/ My brudder's getting me a new cell for my X'mas present! & I'm super excited! I just want that red cell from Nokia. :) & i do not know what to get for my baby & my girlfriends yet. Maybe i should get him a mp3. But he wants one with a screen, when i offered an ipod shuffle for him. -______- what's wrong with an ipod shuffle? except the fact that it's screen-less? Why can't he be more appreciative that he has a girlfriend willing to get him an ipod shuffle? ahahhaha. (that's lame) Aiyuh, i don't know what to get for him. Or perhaps that polo tee shirt from Check? Or perhaps a job at my mom's office. ahahahha. HELP! I'm running out of ideas already. Friday, December 07, 2007
three wishes •
18 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS DAY! And just a week more to my attachments. Thank God i have Karthini in the same shift as me. If not, it's going to be a lonely attachment again. Just started uploading videos on desperate housewives from youtube. I was feeling bored yesterday, and headed to www.bored.com. And although it's pretty lame, but it kinda entertained me. Christmas, Christmas, Christmas. Everywhere are beautiful lights, and music. (: I just love this season. It's the season of giving. And it doesn't require you to be a Christian to celebrate Christmas. That's why i love Christmas, everyone has a reason to be in this season. I would like to go to Church during Christmas. But, I'm not sure whether Sam would like to anot. He's been pretty busy these days with work. And i hope that he could spend some time with me. I know, now he's such a dearie. He knows that i need him, and he's spending every time he has with me. I miss these times, it really has been such time. And you want three wishes, One to fly the heavens, One to swim like fishes, And then one you're saying for a rainy day. If your lover ever takes her love away. Thursday, December 06, 2007
with you... •
Gossip girl's been wonderful. (: Blair & Nate is just so hot! How i wish we can be like them. So madly in love. Poor Chuck. I know he loves her, but she doesn't. And maybe he being involved in this perked up their relationship. (: I'm so looking forward to the TV series of Gossip girl can. It's like, awesomely awesome! ZOMG! holidays have been EXTRA-GOOD for me to replenish my energy for attachments. from the past experiences, attachments can drain my braincells out. or perhaps my energy cells. whatever hero heroine by boys like girls is what I'm listening to right now. i feel like a hero and you are my heroine. do you know that your love is the sweetest thing? NOTE: miss yr friends yet u can't find the time to tell them u miss them? Let facebook do that little gesture for you. You can hug them, wave at them, spank them, et cetera. (: I'm like promoting facebook, omg. Janice's at her friend's, & i miss disturbing her. :/ Sam's at work as usual. I really don't understand him. Just a week off, is that so hard baby? Shopping trips with you can be ever so fun. I love taking escalators with you, eating Old Chang Kee with you. Everything with you is uber-fun! are u ready for 2008? •
20 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS! And i just can't wait for that very day. Actually, I'd rather look forward to New Year's Day. I just seem to have enough of this year. Death. Sorrows. Jealousy. Betrayal. All these seem to be what i think of when 2007 comes in mind. I hope 2008 would be much happier. Where i can find: Friendship. Love. Happiness. Today is Wednesday, and i guess everybody's busy with their personal life. School. Work. 2weeks may seem very long. But, I'm sure it would end very soon. And soon, a new year would be here. I don't even know whether am i ready for it. Sam would be going to NS next year. April 2008. I guess. He doesn't even know can. I'm like so worried, asking him when is the actual date. I hope he can spend my birthday with me next year before he goes to NS. I'm expecting the worst to come. :/ I just received this mail from Missy Claudear. It's about Satan's wish or something. It says that we, Christians are so busy with our life. That we don't even have time for God. And after reading this, i just feel so guilty. Guilty as charged you may say. But, i feel so bad. I really would like to enter the house of God. Perhaps, there shouldn't be any excuses anymore. Tuesday, December 04, 2007
opposites attract babeh! •
Opposites attract what. One is irritating, & one is calm. & I'm the irritating one. I know my bad points, & i hope to change for the better baby, but it ain't that easy. Ohwell, went out with baby just now to Lido, to catch a movie 'enchanted'. I watched again with him, as he wanted to watch it. I'm such a good girlfriend baby. :) i had fun with you just now hunns. we've bought so many cookies from Mark & Spencer's. & i love them. :D I hope u would feel alot better. Don't feel bad okay, things would be fine soon. & i was actually looking forward to our shopping trip tomorrow. :/ i guess it's all ruined. Monday, December 03, 2007
So close •
So close by Jon Mclaughlin You're in my arms, And all the world is calm. The music playing on for only two, So close together, And when i'm with you, So close to feeling alive. A life goes by, Romantic dreams will stop, So i bid mine goodbye and never knew, So close was waiting, waiting here with you, And now forever i know, All that i wanted to hold you, So close. So close to reaching that famous happy end, Almost believing this was not pretend, And now you're beside me, and look how far we've come, So far we are so close. How could i face the faceless days, If i should lose you now? We're so close, To reaching that famous happy end, And almost believing this was not pretend, Let's go on dreaming for we know we are, So close, So close, And still so far. - I guess the lyrics says it all. I just love it, to those who had watched enchanted would agree with me. ahahahh. It's indeed a nice movie, though it may be cliche, but i still love it. It makes me feel so happily in love. Girls in love, go watch it with your dear ones. :) For i didn't manage to catch with him either. :/ It's OK, be appreciative. Sounds encouraging huh, Supposed to catch a movie with him,but he's gotta work today, unfortunately. My dream of spending quality time with him, goes down the drain. X'mas is round the corner, & i have to work the next day. Attachments. Ohwell, i guess i would be celebrating X'mas with my girlfriends this yr. Sam's got his friends too. :/ I can still meet him after that, he'll be staying over. I hope. Maybe it's just me. Sunday, December 02, 2007
how do i live without you? •
Christmas is here! it's a season to be jolly. :) i am so bored of holidays now. my frnds are like freaking busy with school & work stuff. & sam's done with his work & now he's sleeping all the time. i want somebody to talk to. somebody who would give me his/her attention. just somebody who can stay 24/7 awake. i know that's like IMPOSSIBLE. i'm friggin pissed right now. My sis made my shorts turned from PURE WHITE to PINKY PINK! & it's fugly can. & she intends to BLEACH it, which i seriously don't think it will turn white in colour. Ugh, fuck that mann. idk i am damn bored. i need money so i can go shopping. If only it was the end of the World, the very first thing i would do, is to steal or the LV or Gucci bags. or perhaps, try on all the friggin expensive clothes. i know that's rather lame, but i just want to have a taste of it mann. a taste of luxury is good. the first day of the last month of 2007 •
enchanted was such a nice movie, i like it :) it was a movie that cheered me up. how i wish i could catch it with him, so he could have some lovin'. met up with sue, it's been decades seen deepavali. she's such a fine lady now. how different, ohwell, ppl change wadd. although it was only a short while, i still had fun meeting claudear & sue i just miss the old GOLDEN times. if only, i could turn back time. i wonder what plan God have for me. i'm happy now, i have sam & i have my bffs. why should i complain? Be appreciative, girl. PS:Looking forward to Monday the 3rd! |