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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Friday, November 30, 2007
boredom has taken its place •
What a miserable noon it is. slept at 4am last night, busy playing dinerdash. as sam wanted to study, so i accompanied him. i hope he would do well in his exams. he's now with his usual bunch of friends, speechless i'll be meeting him for dinner at town. i hope everything turns our fine. i really don't wish to quarrel with him, in fact i abhor it. but, it's just uncontrollable. i don't know how to explain it. it's just, unpreventable. unless, i'm not myself, then maybe i can prevent it. just found out that ame & nassa would be having their hols frm the 14th. and it so happens that i'll be starting my attachment on the 17th. i'm gonna call my girlfriends out, no matter what. i hope claudear gets well soon, take care my dear! Thursday, November 29, 2007
shopping cures depression •
 (Taken during nsl lesson, quite long ago.) From left: March, me, Karthini Below: Jasmine, Hidayah & Sharifah. Ms Suhanah was going through bgm or something, we had nothing to do. & when there isn't anything to do, we would be a friggin' CAM SLUT. Cam whore is too typical, everyone's usin it, so i shall call it a slut. Or bitch. whatever. he's workin again, ohwell, i know he tried his best already. i wish him luck for tmr's exam, it's his last paper. & i hope that his problems could go away asap. leaving him carefree as ever. ohkay, i went shopping today with the girls. & hell yeah, i bought tonnes of stuff mann. i'm so gonna get scolding from him again. i bought a bag, two blouses, leggings. i'm lookin for sunglasses, & i still like the one i saw at sentosa. how am i gonna get it mann. it's damn sad can, i think i'm gonna sell my brown bag. i don't want it anymore, anybody want it? it's in 4/5 condition, still new. ohwell, i shall take a photo of it then. um, i still wanna shop shop shop! wanted to find claudear today at wisma, but then she was sick so she didn't come. anyway, i went inside to have a look. quite cool. but nothing much for a girl like me, hahahah. most of it were for males. hahah. tough wallets are famous tho, that's wad my friend says. hahha. perhaps i should go buy one for sam. but he likes it leather. so troublesome, must be leather some more. hahah. atas wadd? high class is okay, low class not okay. i don't think i'm gettin a psp anymore, too expensive. i think of getting a DS-lite, should i ppl? COMMENTS ARE WELCOME! Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Taurus + Pisces = L.O.V.E •
Finally, one more paper to go, & i'm done with it. just one more, girl. facebook's definitely addictive luh, it's like my daily routine luh. ohwell, having lunch tmr after my test with my mentor at H. village. & i think we'll prolly get down to business, & start shopping at town. i asked sam to take leave so that we can go sentosa, go shopping, blahblahblah. *before he EVER leaves for ns. i got this from a friend of mine, & omg, it's so true can! Taurus-The tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! Um, somehow, i was surprised, as i don't really believe this stuff. & yet, some what they said was true. So, i went to check on Sam's too. & this was what i found. Pisces -The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. Ohmygod, it's so friggin true can! I love these stuff mann. Does it mean all Taurus ppl are like that?? How can it be? Then we would be identical twins alr luh. okay, i'm exaggerating. Um, i just can't believe that's how everyone's personality is different. just by seeing what kind of horoscope you are. & i hate the fact that i'm a Taurus. Cos, my dad's a Taurus too. & i DO NOT want to be like him. Ugh. God, can i be a Virgo or a Pisces instead? Sunday, November 25, 2007
baby love •
I hate it when some anonymous person comes & tag bullshit. If you wanna leave a tag, you gotta give some lovin'. Say it with love is what i meant, not say it with fuck. Since you dare to say shit things, why not leave your name & email too? & seriously, i doubt you know me, so why even bother to come to my blog & tag? Don't waste your friggin' time on me. I know it's a pleasure & an honour, but no thanks dude. God knows whether you're female/male. whatever. That's why, i so wanna get a PRIVATE blog, where only ALLOWED ppl can read my blog. But, for the convenience of my beloved ones, i've decided to go public. Ain't i sweet? Uh, disgusting. Whatever, common tests commence tomorrow, & i'm even here bloggin' away. Guys keep flirting with me on facebook, & they think it's goin' somewhere, but nope. SORRY GUYS, I'M TAKEN! It's annoying to delete those flirt alerts you know? I'm a heartbreaker wadd. hahahah. He's been such a sweetie these days, & it's making me damn f. guilty. I'm sorry honey. I know i always hurt your feelings, & i don't want to. I just want your attention sometimes. I don't understand why things ALWAYS come out unexpectedly. I wanted to make you feel better, but end up getting scolded for doing that. It just isn't fair, i had good intentions, mind you. I don't know why. Perhaps, now that i'm in this course, i've become more hygienic in sense that i always finish using the hand soap. I mean, i like my hands to be clean wad, i think our hands are, like the dirtiest part of our body. We touch things and all, hence i wanna wash my hands more often. Is that a crime? Why am i being scolded for that? How much can a hand soap be?? 4 dollars? This is so infuriating can. Poor baby, always working in the late hours, & he's always sleeping. Worse thing is that when he's awake i'm asleep, when i'm awake, he's asleep. How are we gonna communicate?? I'm starting my test at 9am tmr, & i'm gonna wake up at 7.30am. Please tell me that you're fetching me to school, love. Saturday, November 24, 2007
i'm sorry love •
Today WAS a perfect day, till i RUINED everything. I shouldn't have, we were purely having fun. Not until, this thing happened. It hurts badly, & all you can say is "sorry". I know, i freaked out. I just fear of pain, & you tried all ways to make me calm, but failed. I really do not know how to explain this. But, i know it will heal soon, & after you kissed it, somehow, it eased the pain. Why must you go? Can't you stay? What must i do to make you stay? Facebook's my only chance for me to get in touch with my primary school friends. & boy, i even saw ppl whom i never even thought they existed till i saw their photos. hahahah. I know, that's crucially mean. whatever. almost done with my fon revision, & i'm next to aap. this seriously sucks big time. ohwell, i just watched THE NANNY DIARIES, & it's so nice. i loorve chick flicks, dude. we took random photos instead of studying. we did cranky stuff instead of the house chores. just simply doing these stuff together with you, shows me how life with you in the future would be. & i predict it's even more exciting than this. Life seems odd without you guys, but somehow, i feel rather calm. As it seems, that there isn't any difference. For we're the ones being turned down. Friday, November 23, 2007
do you want me? •
I think i'm going crazy soon. I've never went shopping for gaazillion years can. I miss the holidays, & it's in 2weeks time! ZOMG. I just started revising fon, & it's killing me! Where are all the parties, girl? I wanna swap lives with that dude over there. I want to go for parties, shopping sprees, blahblahblah. facebook's my one & only entertainment now can. I seriously wonder, will it work? How long would it be? Is this serious or just a random play? I'm don't want to think of the unexpected outcomes, for fear of a broken heart. "Seven men she gave her life, for one good man she was his wife, beneath the ice by Snow white falls, there lies the fairest of them all." She is so benevolent, she is so kind. Ugh, just four tests to come, & i can partay all night long. Ohwell, this Sunday is SOMEBODY's birthday, & i know who she's spending it with. hahahah. I miss her so. We used to gossip in class NON-STOP about all sorts of things. I just enjoy being all-laid back in middle school. No use thinking about the past. Just live life the way you want it to be. What do i want for Christmas? A PSP Slim (light pink) Be appreciative, ask for one thing. heh. PS: Please vote me as 'flirtable' in facebook, & i'll give u a lollipop. Mind you get a toothache, please. Thursday, November 22, 2007
girls, girls, girls... •
Ugh, i seriously need retail therapy now. I'm running out of clothes to wear, i bet you've never heard me say this before. Anyway, i'm still saying it. My sis ain't washing the clothes, like everyday, hence the situation i'm in. Common tests are in a week's time, & i'm prepared to fail. Topic of the day: Sun-tanning. I know it's a bad-for-your-skin kinda thing, but i think being tan is beauty. I don't know, (to each of her own). My mother used to say that tan ppl are normally RICH PPL, as they get to go ard the world like Australia or New Zealand to get a tan, (especially ang mohs).*faints On the other hand, there are a few who stays in Africa & get an awful kind of tan, (i ain't saying that). But, i don't like being fair, it's so typical. I like being different, you know. EXTRA-ORDINARY is what i am. My bff is working out there, like hell. All the best girlfriend! Take care of your health, don't get sick! There are certain things i can't wait to get rid off. 4 more tests to go, & i'm free. 2 weeks of attachment at NUH. November to quickly pass, so that i can start using my NEW DIARY. blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah heh, i know it's a kiasu thing, to get a 2008 diary so fast. but, i was just at kinokuniya's & i happened to see one. It's pink, HOT PINK ohkay. DON'T GO ON SAYING I'M A SISSY. Girls like pink wadd, what's wrong with that. Pink is a girl's thing you know. I'm so looking forward to that Vietnam trip, & i'm so gonna buy more clothes for that trip. Although, it aint no fashion show you know, but girls like to be pretty right?? LOOK GOOD, FEEL GOOD. That's my slogan, heh. Goodnight World, the Queen is off to bed. Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i miss you. •
 Life's like that.That's what people always say. Filled with ups & downs. Some yet might be happier than others, as they 'faked' it. It ain't that easy being a faker, i know that. Perhaps, being happy when you're actually sad, makes you feel better. Then, go ahead with it, nobody's gonna stop you. I personally, think that we should be true to each other. If that means, being happy makes everyone happy, i am speechless. Since that's the way you want it, go ahead. I know you're lonely, you need somebody to love & care for. One day, you'll find the PERFECT one. I can foresee that, as you have alot of patience. & i admire that. Today was pretty much, boring. Everyone headed home after school, only a few of us stayed in school. Redcamp was pretty much interesting, & i really wanna join ambassador. Oh well, what's not meant to be yours isn't mean to be. No promises by Shane Warde seem to be on my mind lately. You kept giving me promises, like you really meant it. & break it, like you don't. I loorve facebook like totally, it distracts me when i'm bothered. Dancesports had been such a joy, we've learned cha cha, and now starting on jive. God knows whaddehell is that. Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i love it! •
 Time passes really fast, when you don't even notice it;& it's Tuesday already. I'm so looking forward to Wednesday; as it's gonna be a short day, plus i have my IS module, & it sure is gonna be tonnes of fun. We haven't been spending much time either, he's either coming over to my house to sleep, or we'll basically have a pathetic dinner at home. I really miss those times at Foster's, anyplace with you is romantic, i know my dear. & that you're tired, of course, I've already compromised so much for you, haven't you seen? When was the last time we even went out together? Not shopping, how about a movie? It was prolly zillion or billion years ago. ZOMG. Have i ever complained? No, as i know you, too would want that, but it's just not at that time being, am i right? I'm seriously trying to be understandable here, not wanting to always quarrel with you over minor things you know? Who says Pisces and Taurus cannot get along? We're doing perfectly fine aren't we, and so is Claudia and i. I do believe in horoscope, but not too much of that either. I believe that with God, The Almighty is watching over us, we will be safe in his arms. I found this pair of shoes online, & it's LOVELY! It's $19 by the way, & I'm getting it, muahahah! I know, i know, i have tonnes and tonnes of shoes alr, but a girl can never have enough of shoes huh?? it's definitely tempting me luh. Uhhh. Should i get it???? Perhaps, i should go for heels instead, I'm a big girl now. :D This is the picture though...  Monday, November 19, 2007
if only... •
 Ugh, fucking exams are in a week's time.Damn stressed right now luh; facebook's been a goodie; i've found my LONG-LOST primary school buddies. & now their like, UN-recognizable. Many things on my mind right now, i just don't know how to deal with it. I miss that feeling. If only i could turn back time... things won't be like how they are right now. Anyhow, my brudder's back from Thailand, unfortunately; but he bought me NINA RICCI-LOVE IN PARIS perfume. & I loorve it. THANKS A MIL. I seriously hate Singapore buses luh, always goddamm full, and always late. Do you know how many INNOCENT students were late just because you drive too slow?? THANK GOODNESS, they have express buses now. Although, i haven't taken one exactly before, but i heard it was a fast edition, as it passes the expressways. Ahem, i want to get a psp, like seriously. Every time, i see ppl playing with it and all, it just tempts me badly. Temptations are such a bad thing, but it's good on the other hand, it lures you to it. hahahah. Ohh well, my school's offering us to go to Vietnam during the March holidays, to build an orphanage there for the kids. & i'm thinking of signing it up with my friends. Apparently, somebody who is UNWELCOME is going too, drats & double drats. Sam's been a sweetie, guess Claudia's right, Pisces ppl are romantic, benevolent, generous, faithful, etc. But, they can be violent when they are angry. hahahah. He's having his exam week too, maybe we can go shopping on weds?? THANKS LOVE. Sunday, November 18, 2007
what's the world coming to, mann? •
 Somehow, I'm already used to it.Still talk about being different huh? YOU GUYS ARE STILL THE SAME OLD BRAND NEW YOU. Typical. We made an effort in asking you all out, yet we are being rejected time after time. Obviously, times have changed already luh. Somehow, some people have REPLACED US in your heart. Whatever. I don't give a shit. SEEK TO UNDERSTAND THAN BE UNDERSTOOD. I know we've done my part already, so whenever we have plans to go out, we won't bother you guys anymore. I had so much fun with MY GIRLFRIENDS today. We soaked the sun, played Frisbee, volleyball, etc. Everything was perfect. Xin min then had to leave for her cousin's wedding, so that leaves Claudia & i, we had our very own chat session at VIVOCITY, (the balcony outside) I actually missed the old times, when PALS OF SEVEN were STILL TOGETHER...  It was a rare chance for us to be so free to go out together luh.Now, we can't even meet all of us on one pathetic day. There would be some who have last minute plans and what crap. Aiyuh, what's all this about.. 'MAKE NEW FRIENDS, KEEP THE OLD, ONE IS SILVER, ONE IS GOLD'? BULLSHIT?! To me, it totally makes sense luh. Not, make new friends, throw the old right? What's worse is that, we know about you more than them luh. I can't believe we were so easily replaced luh. I've got nothing else to say already. Emotionless, that's what they say. I don't give a shit. Friday, November 16, 2007
yo momma! •
 Yo momma so fat, i took a picture of her 10 years ago, and I'm still printing it. hahahah! she must be wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fat! i love this yo momma shit! i can't wait to watch more of it! today's been rather relaxing though, doing SAWI project. the word limit is only 800 words, so no biggie at all! CITS was even tougher luh, i think it was 1200 words. ZOMG! Anyhow, i got to see samm todayy, he was so sweet to come by & see me. though i was irritated that he needed to go for work. that's sufficient baby, just a kiss & a hug from you, & I'm all smiles. sentosa outing tomorrow with my girlfriends! WOOTS! but then, don't know xin min can go anot, oh well. I'm so gonna have all the fun in the world, before my brudder comes back, & nag me to study for my freaking exams. I'm so used to going into xiaxue's blog and see her blog. it's no doubt interesting, & the fact that she earns a few cents when ever someone views her blog annoys me. hahahah! how i wish i can get that kind of treatment too, but I'm a nobody. and i wish to stay that way. i mean, nobody's perfect huh? that is simply so true, i mean even a pretty girl might have her IMPERFECTIONS like, maybe hairy armpits?? hahahah! alright, maybe...she snorts when she laugh out loud?? ZOMG! maybe that really makes the world fair and square. 'SOME HAVE SOME DON'T HAVE' wadd?? am i right Claudia?? hahahah! xiaxue was teaching how to put FAKE EYELASHES on, come on luh. fake eyelashes are simply SO FAKE luh, au natural is the best, ladayy! FYI, my bro will be back on Monday, so if you guys wanna ask me out, quickly ask me out before he comes back! You know you love me XOXO QUEEN NATALIE Thursday, November 15, 2007
all because of you baby •
 yo momma so fat,when she walked past the television, i missed five episodes. hahaha! that cracked me up sometime back. i got reminded of it today, and it made me laugh again. today was a pretty long day at school, revision's coming soon, and yet, my mind's filled with shopping, parties, manicures, boyfriend, girlfriends, etc. doubt I'll be going to Kenneth's birthday partay, i seriously need to start studying!! although the inspiration and motivation aren't there, there's still a bit of determination. see I'm such a good girl, hahahaha. Natalie's ADLS(activities of daily living) -MSN -check out my frnds blogs -friendster -facebook -hotmail -MEL -blog -(you tube) watch 10th Kingdom i can tell you this, facebook is SERIOUSLY ADDICTIVE! it has tons and tons of cool stuff in there, definitely better than friendster, hahahah. I'm so looking forward to the Sentosa outing on Saturday, it's been a long time since I've been there. i hope there won't be these kind of things anymore between us. we trust each other don't we? and i really miss the old times. Wednesday, November 14, 2007
you are my baby love •
 'Once bitten, twice shy'now, i could understand how exactly that feels & it sucks big time nostalgia is feeling my whole mind guilt keeps getting through i don't know how can i ever make it up to him i know, it takes two hands to clap but still, that isn't going to make me feel better at all i don't want to find something to make me feel better i want to feel this way so that i won't let history repeat itself again i know I'm silly baby, but it's all because of you i do not want this thing to ever happen again I'm sorry love - Ohhkay, i slept at 1am last night & woke up at 7.30am this morning my IS module was at 8am i freaked out my sister (woke up late as usual) called the cab so that we could share the prices thanks to the ever so nice heavy rain there wasn't any cab after freaking out till 7.55am i decided to take a bus instead & what's worse when jasmine was waiting for me as her shoes were with me i felt super guilty because she didn't had any proper footwear for that few minutes as i had woken up late i hate being late luh the feeling sucks totally & being drenched in rain isn't that appealing either i rather Singapore to go about without any rain, or perhaps a drought might be a good idea at least we still could go to school *rolls eyes yeah yeah, who would even go out during a drought i mean, a drought is much better than a flood luh but on the other hand, i would rather be freezed to death than to be heated to death hahahaha whatever~ ever-so-freaking-exams are in two weeks time which is fourteen days & equals to 336 hours equals to 20160 minutes which is 1209600 seconds ohmygod I'm scaring myself, i better stop counting that's like, so damn fast luh the holidays don't even come that fast Tuesday, November 13, 2007
sayang, boleh minta maaf? •
 Perhaps it will all go away.Perhaps, it would be better after a fight like this. Perhaps, it would end just like that. I do not want to know the outcome. I do not want to know the answers. I would rather close my eyes and pretend nothing had happened. I'm afraid, i'm very afraid. I can't do this, after 4 years, i just can't force myself to do this. It happened too fast, knowing that each of us are hot-tempered, yet we cannot do anything to stop this. I'm tired baby, i'm really tired. I do not want to repeat history again honey. I just wish we could go back time, when we were innocent and madly in love. If only i could feel that kind of love again. I know, you will say that this will happen again. But, i know people change. 'Love doesn't walk away, people do'. One day, you might find a better girl. Someone who won't quarrel with you almost everyday. Someone who will smoke with you everyday. Someone who is totally OPPOSITE me. I know it's entirely my fault, i apologize for that. It just seems so out of control. I hope i can change, and get rid of that bad habit. Will you give me another change baby? Boleh maaf kan ku? Saya minta maaf. I know i've hurt you deeply, many times. Perhaps, i don't deserve you at all. Perhaps... Monday, November 12, 2007
monday fuck •
 Don't you just hate Mondays?When the Monday blues are here? Boy, i just abhor Mondays. It's such a bummer. :/ I left the house early, after many attempts of plaiting my hair, i gave up. Soon, the bus came & as usual it was FULL OF FREAKING HUMANS! & guess what, the freaking bus driver didn't even bothered to stop. He just drove pass my bus stop, making me feel like an idiot. Never mind, i can always wait for the next bus right? & the buses came with humans all loaded inside. how i wished i could put a bomb in there, & kill all the freaking humans who were squeezing in there.*rolls eyes It was already 8.50am, & i was still at the bus stop. how great, i was late already. feeling desperate, i decided to take a taxi, & guess what. i couldn't find any taxi in sight.*wows Singapore is ACCESSIBLE huh? KISS MY ASS dude. No bus, no taxi. what you want me to take? aeroplane? Ugh, in the end i had to take 2 buses to reach ngee ann. Waste my munny only. i'm fucking screwed by these buses already, i feel like complaining about them. causing innocent ones to miss their lectures, how considerate. i hope tomorrow would be a better day. i hope.... how can this day get any worse when it's already at its worst end. i pray that some kind soul would get his license & fetch me to school everyday in HIS CAR!! Keep on dreaming girl, you gotta wait another year. Sunday, November 11, 2007
a day at nassa's •
 Yes, I'm a happy girl too, Amelia.(Fyi, copied you from your blog.) like, finally i got to meet up with muh girlfriends; & have our bitchy sessions again. when's the next session? ohh yuh, next Saturday at sentosa. I'm definitely looking forward to that. okayy, claudear, Ame, christy & i were at nassa's till 10pm. we watched movies in Eugene's room. final destination 3 AGAIN(cos Missy Claudia didn't catch it.) captivity(some interesting show Eugene intro-ed to us, as Elisha kuthbert was starring in it.)*rolls eyes vanessa said my blog is so FULL OF WORDS. so i shall say a fewer words then. tomorrow's Monday, & i have cmbio early in the morn. how interesting.*yawns Saturday, November 10, 2007
life is boring without you •
 I just loorve her hair including her tattoo.fyi, i might consider getting a tattoo. Naive? Gullible? Perhaps, i should start smoking or take drugs, to prove that i'm not what you think i am. Why do people like to judge people by their appearances? I think it's stupeed. Whatev. idontgiveashit anymore. my baby love, oooh boy, you're my everything that i could ever dream of. i think that song's mtv is just what a girl's perfect dream is. & it's just so perfect. Ahhh... okay, i spent the whole day at home. didn't go to rui hao's church, as i felt sick and wanted to stay at home. i feel bad, for being sidetracked from church. i can't help it. i feel guilty, i really want to go to church. i'm sorry rui hao. i know there were some surprises made.. i would prolly go next week kay? you got me trippin, stumblin' sinkin' tumblin' clumsy cos i've fallen in love.. i loorve that song. it's been a long time since i've rested at home, although it gets boring at times, and it makes me look forward to Monday. when will desperate housewives season 4 be released? when will gossip girl return again? i am distracting myself by reading It girl everyday. it's such a wonder to see a nobody become the famous girl in school. It's like from zero to hero. I got this from the net. Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you. i think it sounds so true. I have another one. True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see a imperfect person perfectly. yes, that is love. Friday, November 09, 2007
indeed it was a good one •
 we headed off to changi to do our SAWI project;took many many photos. & headed to tampines to catch a movie; we wanted to catch Superbad, but, unfortunately it wasn't released yet. So we watched Stardust instead. It was bloody nice, i tell you. It's a fantasy. Uhh, i just can't possibly tell you guys the nice part, so go watch it. No regrets. Movies i wanna catch this year: 1) Superbad 2) Bratz (I loorve chick flicks, durh?) I think we, humans simply waste too much time waiting. Waiting, waiting, waiting for stupeed things. One example: We have to queue/wait to buy things. We have to wait for the traffic. We have to wait to get a taxi. We have to wait if we want to use the bathroom in public places. We have to wait, wait, wait. Ugh. It really turns me way off dude. Don't say I'm impatient. I have my limits. I think i should live in another country. Singapore is known as 'kiasu' country filled with 'kiasu' people. & Singaporeans really go live up to their name. Whatever the government say, we do. whatthehell? Don't we have our own minds to think? i wanna stay in a free country, where everyone were allowed to show their comments. If they don't like the idea, they will come out with a petition, to go against it. No one in Singapore would stand up for each other? THIS IS AN EXAMPLE! Example: i left my bag in the food court, while i went to buy food. Some people sitting nearby saw a man taking my wallet, yet they didn't stop or even yell at the man, they just looked and stare.. when i come back and discovered that my wallet was gone, they pretended that they didn't see anything!! What shit is this? Is this fair?? This show that they are cowards mann. They just don't want to get THEMSELVES in trouble. (rolls eyes) I can't stand this. If i were them, i would AT LEAST tell the poor victim that some guy stole her wallet right?? & also describe the man to her luh. I hope somebody would make the people in Singapore a better person. To stand up for each another in the same country. I sound so patriotic. Ohmygod this is so not me, ugh. Whatever girl, mind your own business. Thursday, November 08, 2007
happy deepavali to all! •
 I hate the feeling of loneliness.Especially when i reach home, & i see nobody. I just hate it. Damn the loneliness. Anyhow, i had a busy day today. Rushing from house to house. First to Sue's & then to karthini's. I had fun though. Got to catch up with claudear, amalyna, xin min and Mr Tan. :D I LOORVE them lots. Acting bitchy is so fun luh. Like totally~ Sharifah was such a sweetie, she did henna for us. & it's gorgeous mann THANK YOU! All in all, i never had such a WONDERFUL deepavali in my life. I'm sorry sweetie. I never ever had that in my mind. It never did cross my mind either. Thanks for your love & concern, and your trust for me. That no one had ever gave, except my mom. Ohh yuh, going to Changi museum tomorrow. :D For our SAWI project thingy. I hope it would be enriching. Don't you just loorve history?? I DO! & FANTASTIC FOUR IS SO NICE! I know, i'm slow luh, -.- who ask that stone man to be so freaky, so i didn't want to watch as i would get so turned off by it. how i wish i have Jessica alba's body, i don't want her face, just her body is enough. DREAM ON LUH! I'm fat. Ugh.... I want to go shopping!! It's been weeks since i've shopped. & it will turn into months, years, decades....blah blah blah How true huh? So i better start my retail therapy. Wednesday, November 07, 2007
it's the eve of deepavali, & i'm at home •
 School's been a bore these days.We had practised glucose taking yesterday, & we had to prick our fingers to check our glucose rate. (THIS IS MAINLY FOR DIABETES PATIENTS!) or other patients with other diseases. We had to practice on ourselves before we could do on patients right?? So edwin helped me, as he claimed that he had the profession. Well, it went perfectly fine, i didn't scream. I helped him too. :D Ohh yuh, today's dance lesson was so fun can! March & i kept laughing at Wati's dancing, as she overdid it. I know, that's mean of me. I seriously cannot help it, as they were dancing beside us. Ohh well, i shall keep my comments to myself then. No more blabbering anymore okay? It's Deepavali tomorrow. First to Suhashini's & then to Karthini's. I'm gonner get fat luh. I need those slimming pills, jasmine. Do they come in powder form??hahahaha. Sam thinks i shouldn't spend money on those. Uhhh....but...i seriously want to get slimmer?? Can you give me another alternative sweetheart? Actually, i like Thursdays in school. As we would have SUPER-LONG breaks, & we always use it to chat & gossip. Sigh, & now our Thursdays are gone.. I bet all of my friends would abhor Thursdays to the core luh. As they would have to go home SUPER DUPER late. Sighs, i know i will feel that way too, if i stay at bedok.hahaha. Tuesday, November 06, 2007
with you... •
 I loorve this week dude.As it's DEEPAVALI week! Thursday(which is like, the longest day ever) is finally free. Ohh well, i have Sports & Wellness tomorrow! Let's dance to the music. :D I'm supposed to go out with him tomorrow, as he had to attend some Mcd thingy in Sp today, so i don't think i'll be able to meet Claudia & the rest tomorrow night. I thought it was some girls outing or something? I don't know luh, i bet sam also don't like me to go clubbing. :/ I'll just be a good girl & stay at home. Um, i've seriously got to plan my schedule well. My friends & were planning to go to Malaysia for this diving trip. Sounds cool? Plus there will be some theory, swimming & diving lessons too. Ain't that great? Aiyah, although there will be only the 3 of us. Kinda pathetic huh? I don't think the rest are interested in it luh, (how boring) I even wanted to go for the 'Ghost Hunt' luh :/ They said i was crazy. If school's all about books, won't the students go crazy? Even the teachers will go bonkers luh. That's why the school have come out with all these LAME stuff. To entertain us wadd. DURHH?! Monday, November 05, 2007
don't worry, be happy •
 So much about puking and throwing up,i puked at least 6 times ytd. i had food poisoning, ALL THANKS to kfc! DO NOT EVER ORDER KFC! EAT THE FREAKING-CHICKENS THERE! DON'T EVER CALL DELIVERY, UNLESS YOU WANT TO PUKE CONTINUOUSLY. I simply am sick of chicken now can! The sight of it makes me want to puke even more. Don't even want to think about the taste. Uh, thought i couldn't go to school today. As Sam wanted me to rest at home, & he would find me after school. But, i cannot afford to miss AAP tutorial! Imagine going for AAP class & yet, i'm still blur. What's worse, when i never even make it for class? Totally blur + blur = blur kuku Ohkayy, i know that's kinda lame. But, THANKS everyone for your sweetness & concern, i'm fine from all that puking already. I can jump, kick, run & whatsoever. Ohh yuh, special thanks to my sweetie, he specially came over at 2.30am from work, just to see me & ensured that i was ok. Although he was horrified when he saw me puking a whole lot of shit. OOPS! I'm sorry about that hunns, i'll spare you the next time kayy? anyhow, i don't dare to eat anymore, so i can eat lesser & won't grow fat. Ohh well, i seriously hope to always puke out what i eat, like those girls i see in Hollywood. That's their way of being slim and sexy. Talking about it, Gossip girl isn't much of fun these days. Don't know why, nobody uploaded the latest episode, & i've been waiting patiently. XOXO, Natalie Sunday, November 04, 2007
chicken-paranoia •
 I loorve her hair dude.If only i didn't snip off muh long hair off. Kudos to those itchy hands of mine. I was so into getting VB's hairstyle, & didn't even cared about the consequences. Uh, and now, i'm having regrets. Anyhow, what's done has alr been done, so what else can i do but to wait for my hair to grow back. Uh, how interesting that can be. it's raining cats & dogs right now, let's hope it will stop by midnight. facebook's been addictive, but it's kinda slow you know. aiyuh, friendster's fine alr, and now there's facebook. i rly do not have the time to redo everything again. skool's stressing me out, i mean, which skool doesn't stress students out. i don't even wish to talk about it. lectures, projects, exams, attachments, blahblahblah. these are the things that are filling my mind each day. monday's just in an hour's time. i feel so sick, as if my stomach wants to throw everything out. it always happens when i eat kfc. Uh, the oily chicken makes me wanna puke. Puh-leeze, no more chickens for me. the sight of it makes me faint i think i'm so gonna have nightmares about chickens what the hell? chicken-paranoia?? |