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Reality ain't exactly my forte Neither is anything else for that matter. Friday, August 31, 2007
Don't give a hoot about this anymore. •
 Finally, the weekends have come.Exhausted Tired Drained All the words that can practically explain my feelings. There's even homework to do. *faints nursing diagnosis and whatsoever. I suddenly have an urge to club. hahah. Dunno why i'm feeling this. We come as 'student nurses' to do our attachment. Hoping to get more experience in nursing. But, if we get bullied by the nurses, bathing the patients, cleaning their poop. Are we maids??? We are students, mind you. We come here to learn, not to clean the patients' poop!! I seriously do not mind doing it actually. But, you all literally leave the dirty job to us! It's the reputation and the impression that YOU leave. Selfish Uncaring Whatsoever. I can't believe that this is happening. I never experienced this in my life. Normally, by noon time, all of the patients would be bathed. But, many patients are calling the call bell asking, "when can i bathe?" I was fucking shocked luh. This shows that the nurses expect us to bathe them, clean their poop, etc. We come to learn, not be maids for youu. I'm so fucking pissed. Alexandra Hospital nurses are fucking lazy. In times when i'm freaking busy running here and there, to help the patients, I can see the nurses sitting down, taking pictures of themselves!! WTF??!! I'm like so busy, you still can find time to take photos?? They are shit mann. Ohhkay, enough of the assholes. Didnt get to go out with the girls to bvss. Sorry girls, i have no choice. :/ Well, we're still having our stayover! :D Chips, boys, movies, twister, gossip etc. These are a few of my favoutite things. Thursday, August 30, 2007
I'm drained out, seriously. •
 It's Thursdayy alr.Didn't blog for four dayys. :/ Imagine working frm 7am to 3pm. And you gotta wake up at 5.30 in the morning. Do i even have the time or even the energy to blog? I cant even be bothered. I didn't even touch the com. I'm girl-dressed-in-white-looking-like-a-zombie now. I'm so freaking tired. I hate afternoon shifts. Tho i can wake up later at 11.30 I dont want to end work at 9pm. :/ I hate working at night. When all the patients are alr sleeping, and i have to just roam about in the hospital aimlessly. *drats The only happy thing is... I've made two new friends, haziqah & masliana. They are really nice peeps yo! They keep me entertained during my shifts in the ward. :D Amazingly, their English is fluently good. As they were from educated schools like CHIJ Katong Convent & Crescent Girls School. Luckily, i had Methodist Girls School's background. As they said my accent was fluent too. :D Yuhh, it will stay in me forever. That's what mom said. Well, as i said. My bro's at Thailand, my sis's at Malaysia. And, poor me, all alone in Singapore. :/ Thankfully, i've got sam. :D He accompanied me last night, till i fell asleep. Then he headed home. Aww, he's such a sweetie. :D I really cant wait for pay day, man. It's damn tempting luh. I've a list of what to buy alr. Hopefully, I can use the moolah to buy clothes. I miss all of my friends... It's like 3 weeks + 1 month holidayy. What the hell?? I better schedule, and meet them during the last week of hols. Sunday, August 26, 2007
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 It's Sundayy,time has passed so fast. And i have to go fer my attachment tmr. :/ That's "Sakura Kaze" and us. Without the guys luh. hahah. It was fun yesterdayy, although we were damn tired. Plus the ever-long journey from Changi to Jurong east. It's a once in awhile thang. So i dont care. Well, didnt do much todayy. Sam was sick, so he went to the doc's. He didn't want me to accompany him, so i basically stayed at home, staring into space. I went out fer dinner with my brudder to Sunset Way, and had western food fer dinner. And it was freaking expensive, man. It costed a bomb! $101.80 just for 1plate of steak, 1plate of pork loin, 1plate of clams, and drinks. *UGH!! Should have eaten chinese food instead. hahah. It's still the cheapest tho. :D Well, i just hope sam will get better. And resume our swimming plans. It has been delayed fer like many days alr. hahah. I just wish i didn't cut my hair last time. Stupid brain. Why was i even thinking of it? Now, i have to wait like...2 or 3 years.. just to have it as long as before. WTF?? I hate myself fer doing that. Ohhkayy, i have to go pack my bag fer tmr. Take a bath and sleep. Goodnight World. :D All i want is you.. •
 It's Saturdayy, :/And she's gone. Somehow, i feel lonely. Now i know what it is like without her. I miss her playing com in her room, I miss the sound of "Audition" coming from her room. I miss her soo much. And now, it's only my brother & i. Soon, he'll be leaving for Thailand. And guess it's yours truly left alone. :/ I hate this feeling. Maybe that is why i hate going home. It's damn saddening to be the only one in the house. It's lonely and quiet. No love, No atmosphere, No nothing. Anyhow, it's only 1more dayy left. Before my attachment at Alexandra's commence. :/ Ughhh! I still want late mornings in bed. I still want more shopping sprees. I still want to catch more movies. Well, claudia had her tongue pierced; and it kinda make me wanna get a navel piercing. hahah. Do it when you're young tho. :X I have to write my nursing objectives, and i dunno wadd to write. :/ Die luh. It's graded eh. Luckily, there's Xin min to accompany me on Monday & Tuesdayy. :D 3weeks should be nothing i guess. I hope nobody passes away there when i'm on duty. I DO NOT want to do Mortem Duty/Last Office. :/ Anyhow, i got to see samm todayy. :D When i went to buy Macdonalds just now. Tho i was freaking tired, i still got to see him. :) Poor baby, i bet he's even more tired than me. Anyhow, i had fun todayy with my ladies. :D It was fun, fun and funner. hahah. Friday, August 24, 2007
It's friday i'm in love •
 It's friday i'm in love again.Supposed to go swimming todayy, but then, the rain spoiled everything. So samm & i headed to far east instead. We then had lunch. :D Met muh sis and headed off to shopping ard town. Wheelock place, The Heeren, The Pacific Plaza, we went. And i ONLY bought a bangle from Ripcurl, and a handphone cushion from Action City. Kinda pathetic for me tho. :/ Well, wanted to get the Cheap Monday black skinnies at Queens Couture for $83 bucks. As it was having a sale. But $83 for a pair of black jeans?? Izzit worth my moolah? hahah. I really dunno leh. Felt damn sian, cos i couldnt spend money. I had the money, but just didnt have anything for me to buy. It seemed like everything is what i alr have. hahah. Bags, Shoes, Flip-flops, etc. I've bought everything new alr. And i couldnt get a new one so soon yeahh? Well, going to the Japanese school tmr, with my ladees. :D Carn wait at all. Kor bought escargot from NTUC. :X Looove it sooo much, man. I gotter thank my baby for accompanying me todayy. He says i deprived him from his sleep. :/ What could i sayy?? THANKS ANW. :D LOVE YA. Ohhh yuh, mei's leaving for M'sia tmr alr. :/ I really am gonner miss her. I will miss disturbing her. hahah. I'm such a meanie. Have fun mei! But not tooo much! hahah. Thursday, August 23, 2007
I just love spending time with you. •
 It's Thursday i'm in love.We went to Cineleisure to catch "Licensed To Wed". It was indeed a good show. :D I'd give 4 out of 5 apples, Ohhkay, that Simpsons movie wasnt that good at all. I'd give 2 apples for it. :/ I just pity Bart for having such a lousy father. :X Ohhkay, enough of The Simpsons. Sam even wanted to catch another movie after. The Rush Hour 3. :D But i was so tired, and it was freaking cold in the theatre. :/ So after the moovie, we shopped ard. :D And i've got my bracelet from Diva. Oooohh! I just love Diva. Thanks again baby. :D I loove it soo much. I'm so gonner flaunt it. hahah. Just kidding peeps! :D After that, we bought Famous Amos cookies. And headed off to Wisma Atria. After much thinking, we decided to head home. And who knows? The minute we got into the cabbie, the both of us fell asleep. hahah. :X Poor boy, i bet he's strained out. He's meeting me tmr at 12pm to swim at my house. :D He intends to get a tan as he's super white. hahah. So we're gonner be suicidal, by swimming at 12pm sharp in the noon. I know it's ridiculous, and i'll be as black as Simon luh. hahah. By the way, Simon is Simon Webbe from Blue. hahah. It's a phrase my friends made, when we were still in high school. :D I know it's a little bit racist. But it brings the good memories back. hahah. It reminds me of Jia Yi saying that. And all of us will laugh. :D I miss high school, man. :/ But, i'm glad that they are not forgotten. :D They never be and never will be forgotten in my life. It's been 6 years and we're still as bestest bestfriends. They will forever be my bffs. :D Pals of eight rocks. Tho we had lotsa misunderstandings and quarrels, everything would turn out fine by the end of the day. :D Well, i would like to invite you guys to my house again. Plus swimming. hahah. :X Mia and nassa must swim. hahah. If not, it will be only clauz and i in the pool again. :D I miss writing postcards to youu girls. Maybe i'll write and give it to youu girls on Saturday yeahh?? Aww, arent i such a sweetie?? hahah. I really miss youu girls soo much, man. Ohhkay, it's time for me to sleep. Goodnight World. :D Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Love is PERFECT. •
 it's partay time!put on your make up and hit the town. supposed to be in town by now. but, thank to that stupid wahing machine. i have to leave at 3 plus. *ugh i have so many things to do. i wanna do manicure&pedicure, buy tonnes of stuff. havianas gold slippers, New Urban Male pink/black tote bag. blah blah blah. i'm goner screw a hole in your pocket. damn boring luh. i wanna go town badly. i miss samm. i wanna go to his school. i've never been to his school before. wonder how it looks like tho. :D well, fucking boring luh. where's my life? now that ive ended my exams, where am i heading next? well, mei and i are so lame. -_- we are making this blog for the both of us. as a way of communication. hahah. well, she's leaving soon. so why not do something meaningful together? i will definitely miss her when she's gone. :( well, i just carn find a suitable blogskin for myself. the ones i liked just wasnt the style i liked. it's all because of you, that i've become like that. Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Say ooh la la! •
 1more dayy!ooohh! i simply cant wait nomore the anxiety that is within me is bursting out stupid washing machine couldnt work; and all of my clothes aint washed yet. so i doubt i'll be able to dress nicely tmr. but still, i'll do my best. :) woah, it totally feels as if a whole lotta weight off me now, i have lesser burden now. hees. :) i feel damn good. well, it's gonner be the very first time, for me going out with my siblings immediatey after my exams. normally, it would be my friends. well, they have their own plans. so do i. :) ohkay, back to the books girl. have all the fun in the world tmr. :) Monday, August 20, 2007
i love my hair.. •
 2more dayys!i knw this is lame. but, imagine this scenario. being cooped up in ur room the whole dayy, facing books, books, and more books. you'll go bonkers anytime. fyi, i havent reached that stage yet. hahah. i'm confirmed gonner fail my aap. tho i went fer that aap class, dr myat wasnt there. it was ms jay. and i've got some clues fer tmr's aap, i guess. dunno whether will come out ornot. well, she's nice; she kept helping me during my practical. which i ought to thank her. cut my hair today, thanks to baby. he wanted to cut 'mohawk' so he insisted me to cut too. and even made an appointment for two. well, i had to go. so snipped snapped went my hair, and the hairdresser was like saying 'you have to cut your sides,' 'if not the behind and the front wont be proportionte.' for her kindness, i obliged. whoknows?? it became so freaking short! well, samm kept dis-agreeing with me. he said i looked good in it. well, just have to wait another year. frankly speaking, come to think of it. i'm more of a 'language' person, i can memorise WORDS. not diagrams and pictures from the aap book! that's wadd ms janice wee said. and i totally agree 100% with her. love da song 'a bay bay' tho' it doesnt sound like a song exactly, it sounds more like a rap. hahah. Sunday, August 19, 2007
i miss taking bus rides with you baby. •
 3 more days.one pathetic day has passed. meeting dr myat tmr at 9am some more, damn early luh. dont want to wake up so early. do i have a choice? my aap sucks big time. i need him to help me pass, hopefully tho. :) well, have been studying since morning. my brain cells aint working no more. samm's at work again. i miss him. he's so cute, wanted me to study badly; that he wanted to give up his resting time, just to accompany me and study. but, unfortunately; i didn't wake him up. so he didn't accompanied me either. i didn't want him to, i want him to rest. just 3 more pathetic days and i can enjoy the time of my life. i've got to endure. think i'll prolly fail my aap. it's damn difficult luh. how?? die luh. wanted to have sushi for dinner actually. but it was alr 7pm by then, so we ordered kfc instead. *ugh dont know why, but i just hate chicken. now my tummy feels damn odd. i feel like puking everything out. stupid. my sister was watching the simpsons just now. and i think homer's damn stupid. he's stupidity really turns me off, wonder how marge even get turned on by him. *ugh disgusting fella. he's not even a good daddy. he's immature and stupid. plain crap. but overall, i'd give 4 apples out of five for the movie. for it's stupidity and humour. that's all. hahah. you peeps should watch it and see how stupid homer can be. Saturday, August 18, 2007
thank you baby, for making me the happiest girl again. •
 baby was the sweetest today. he bought me a bracelet from GUESS; and got one for himself too. i kinda liked his, cos i looked pun-kish in it. hahah. well, total was $85 bucks. well, we went to taka to eat lunch after school. it was nice and sweet. it's been such a long time since we went out together. i love it. :) well, 4 more days people!! i really can't take it no more! i need hellp. today's exam went well, i had confidence tho. :) 18th August 2007 rock muh sock! i just love the number 18. hees. :) you should know why. okayy, this is my schedule. 22nd- shopping wid my sista 23rd- shopping&dinner wid samm 24th- shopping&dinner wid samm 25th- jap market wid muh ladees 26th- rest 27th- attachment starts *ugh wonder why are ang mohs so rich?? i was at GUESS just now, and this ang moh guy was waiting for this asian girl to get dressed. she's like "baby, is this nice?" then he said "no, it doesn't suits you. i have to wear sunglases when i see you." "but the salesgirl said i looked hot in it." "she's a salesgirl, what do you expect?" and she kept holding onto her boobs and jumping in the dress. so as to make the ang moh guy laugh. OMFG!? she looked f****ing ugly in it luh! it was a pink and flowery dress for goodness sake! they bought lotsa stuff from there. so i'm kinda envious. but somehow, those GUESS bags ain't me luh, they are so auntie luh. wait till i look older then i will consider buying it. but i think their standard really dropped. *sigh everything's dropping it's standard. even SIA (Singapore International Airlines.) i've seen really short girls wearing a SIA uniform, and i'm definitely taller than them luh. when will my dream come true?? Friday, August 17, 2007
i want to be with you forever. •
 i just find this picture so alluringit's so mysterious i want to be like her. 5 more days to freedom. 22nd will be just the day. when i will break free. from hell. 22nd August 2007 on that very day, please call me at 11am sharp; to congratulate me. hahah. for going thru hell. well, sammie's phoneless right now. so i don't think i'll be that busy anymore. to jasmine: are we going out on the 22nd? after our exams?? i'll be very busy after my exams, out with friends, samm, attachment. ohh yuh, sun's gone. now it's peaceful. apparently, they were watching some kind of thai comedy show; which was f***ing noisy and loud. obviously , i didn't sleep well last night. poor mee. i know i shouldn't be doing this. but i really no more motivation in me. thanks to the cramps. blame it on the cramps. yuh yuh, everyone's being a nag; "study arh, must study." fuck luh, i'm alr so damn stressed. i want to work instead. at least i earn moolah, so i can go shopping. samm's got so many vouchers from mdis. so cool luh. i wanna go to mdis too. there's chocolate making, shopping vouchers,etc discounts and all. i'd like the social etiquette one. we shall go together ohkay baby? Thursday, August 16, 2007
i miss you baby •
 6 more days to go; Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i feel good, na na na na na •
 what a day. had my practical retest today. so i headed off to school; at 10 in the morning. went over to samm's after that. had lunch at my house, and now he's having his nap. finished mic studying, finished fon notes, now i'm doing aap. *sigh, when will this miserable thing be over? i feel so dead. no life at all. Amelia's planning for a chalet, i really would like to go too. but my attachment's becoming a hindrance. it's been a long time since we went out together, i miss going out with you baby. as long as i could escape from here, i wouldn't mind. i've been staying at home for the longest time ever, i really want to go out! *ugh! i'm of no difference to a prisoner. except the fact, that i've got to study luh. i'd rather sleep and eat the whole day. including exercising too. hahah. and i'm so not looking forward to my att at AH. i don't want to work night shifts. :( oh mann. 1pm to 9pm? that's way too much! i'd rather 8am to 4pm. hees.:) but i gotta wake up damn early luh. *ugh, this is freaking irritating. and i only get $150 bucks for it! that's cheapo. but it's better than nothing tho, goodwill aye. :) oh yea, jas and i have decided to go shopping after our att; and spend all the money we earned. whahaha. that sounds good. Tuesday, August 14, 2007
life's like shit. •
 Life's a never a bed of roses. today was his off day; thought he could be with me the whole day, maybe plain studying. i had plans. but, everything was ruined. he had a meeting at 12pm to 5pm, and he still had to cover up for his friend. WTH? it's his bloody off day. i was so pissed. now, it's only yours truly. season finale for desperate housewives; i knew gabrielle will go back to carlos. they still loved each other; they are just out to make each another jealous. how sweet. susan and mike make a good couple too. unlike bree and orson; *ugh edie can just go to hell. literally spent the whole fucking day studying. samm's enjoying his day at pasir ris; while i'm rotting in here. even to the extend, have dinner myself. this life really sucks big time, i want my life back. this is really getting boring. when can we be like how we used to be? i miss those innocent times with you. now, it's so different. fuck my life. it's plain crap. maybe by secondhand serenade; really says what i feel. its the song that i can relate to right now. Monday, August 13, 2007
the great escape •
The great escape by boys like girlsPaper bags and plastic hearts All are belongings in shopping carts It's goodbye But we got one more night Let's get drunk and ride around And make peace with an empty town We can make it right Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight Tonight will change our lives It's so good to be by your side But we'll cry We won't give up the fight We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs And they'll think it's just cause we're young And we'll feel so alive Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find They don't mean a thing tonight Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight Sunday, August 12, 2007
it's all about you baby. •
 sunday it is, soon it will be over, my only break, i just can't wait for this to be over, i am de-moralized, that's what my brother says. i need strength, to carry on this neverending journey. i want to be happy. but this whole thing just keeps giving me stress. i am so scared. just scared. woke up at 8 this morning, supposed to see my aunt, but visiting hours only started at 12. as sun hadn't arrived yet and it was still early, we decided to see the dog farms at Lorong Halus, but the stupid 'GPS' thingy was leading my brother all the way to jurong, by that time, it was already 11. so we headed back to changi to fetch sun instead. so we had a wonderfool journey in the car. mei's out 'studying' with her guy friends. i don't believe she's studying at all. i'm just bored luh, no one to disturb in this boring afternoon. skipped lunch, thank god there was ayam brand in the cupboard. quite pathetic, it tasted bad, so i had cheese instead. well, that made my stomach full though. havent seen samm for like....two days. i miss him. i've been busy with my studies, he's been busy with his life. why can't we just be how we used to be in the past. life's like that. we just can't be how we used to be. everything's changed. i just want us to be how we were; loving and all. now, he only eats, sleep and work. nothing else. i don't get the attention i used to get in the past. i just want a hug from him after a long day. i don't want to make life tough for him, but it's just that i don't want to be neglected again. Friday, August 10, 2007
i need you baby. •
 Although it's only 4 modules,but my life can't get any easier. just saw my attachment schedule; and i have to work night shift on most of the days. i guess baby's gotta change his work schedule. i believe everyone has their own talent; but i don't seem to have one. that's fucking shit. i feel outcast-ed. it's like everyone can study, and it goes in their head. but mine just fucking don't. i know different people have their different ways of studying. but, i really am afraid; i do not wanna retake my modules. i feel so stupid. i can't even pass my practical test. that's really stupid. somehow, i think my friends find me annoying. i think I'm an irritant to them. life's tough for me, I'm already trying to cope here. 4 modules shouldn't be too hard, maybe it's fate; if i fail this module, and i won't have to be a nurse then. i hate studying bacteria and crap. I'd rather study on fashion designs and all. that's more interesting to me; that's the one for me. everyone are like me now, not liking their courses, yet they can't do anything about it. i really want to give up. nursing just isn't me. what should i do? i see a rainbow at the end. i know all of this will be over soon, for there's you. you'll be waiting by the rainbow, smiling at me, saying "i'm proud of you baby" Thursday, August 09, 2007
no thanks, i'd rather be on my own. •
 national day it is;somehow, i feel it's kinda patriotic. anw, i shan't say any further. apologies to my ladies, i'm having exams next week; so i guess i can't get outta house. saya minta maaf. dui bu qi. well, it's yet another boring day of my life. but, samm was here with me. although he had to leave by 4, it's satisfying. we went through so much, and 4 years just passed like that. we've done many things together, even went overseas with him. he's already part of me, part of my life. you may call it foolish, you may call it stupid, if that ain't love, then i don't know what love is. i think life in singapore is boring, people going after materialistic stuff, if they aint got money, they work for it, spend their whole life working just to get those stuff, like diamonds, heels, branded bags, etc find a boyfriend. thats the easy way out. hahah, i'm kidding. well, we can't totally depend on guys, yeahh?? girl rules. ate escargot just now, simply delicious. *escargot = snails yummy snails. used to think it was totally gross, but after trying it, simply love it. and plus, it's 'branded food' that's plain crap. now, i've got not much moolah with me, so i should save more moolah for my next shopping spree. yippee~ Wednesday, August 08, 2007
dont doubt my love for you baby. •
 phew! i have tons to update again. well, sweetie's been a real sweetiepie, he fetched me from school yesterday; although we had a major quarrel yesterday, things are fine right now. thanks to jasmine. ohkay, as we had our outing today, jas and i decided to wear slippers to school. thinking that we could get away with it, as march did. however, we were wrong. we had to literally buy socks which cost $2, and wear fugly ugly shoes! What the hell?? i really felt like a freaking PRC(permanent residents of china) as they usually wear socks with pump shoes. UGH! my reputation was ruined. well, about that class outing; we were supposed to eat at seoul garden, but we couldn't book a reservation today; as it's national day eve. so we ate at breeks instead. it was so delicious; i had Australian rib eye steak. after that, we shopped ard at orchard, i didn't buy my havainas.. so i felt damn depressed. instead i had my cell done. and now it's neatly decorated. i think it's nice. and i do not want to know what others think. well, today was a distress day for me. as i could finally go shopping. it felt damn good. baby, ever since this whole thing has happened. it made me a different person, i feel that you've done so much for me; and yet, i keep hurting and hurting you once again. I'm guilty, that's all i have to say. and I'm really sorry, i promise there won't be a next time for this. for i would not want to risk our love like this. only you can make me feel this way, i love you. Monday, August 06, 2007
boy, i love you so •
 I've lots to update about. Yesterday was happening mann. vanessa, amelia, claudear and sue came over to my place. and we slacked all the way. we even cooked dinner! and boy, it was devastating. If you put 5 girls in a kitchen, the entire kitchen will go topsy turvy. we were screaming, dancing and singing while cooking. And goodness! my poor sister had a diarrhoea after that, mine came later in the morning. Well, who's to blame?? we slacked till midnight. at the jacuzzi area there. it was peaceful and quiet. after everyone left, it was almost 1am. after talking on the phone with samm for about 45 minutes, i then headed off to lala land. Ohkay, today obviously wasn't good for me; as i slept at 2am in the morning last night, and had to wake up at 6am this morning. hence, i was so haggard and all. i felt so listless. luckily i only had two classes today, if not i will faint. i hope to see samm later, but i guess i can only see him tmr. I just hope tmr will be a better day, i'm sorry baby for not being able to see you in school, i had my practical. i really wanted to see you so much. i'm sorry. saya minta maaf. the only thing i can look forward to is seeing you again. Ooohh, my havianas too! Should i get white or gold?? Oh mann, this is racking my brains out! It seems like a Cinderella story, when the clock strikes 12, everything will turn back to normal again. if only that moment could last forever, It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry. Saturday, August 04, 2007
you know you love me •
 "when you walk away, i count the steps that you take.""when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you." i am no longer going to his place. he needs rest. so do i. avril lavigne is always making me so emo. especially "innocence" & "when you're gone" somehow, i think her songs are much better now. it's more feminine and nice, hence i can relate to it. craving for mos burger. and thinking of it makes me hungry. my bro's at thailand again; and he's bringing sun back. YIPPEE! i really miss her, she makes the house livelier, as her presence makes my bro happier. uncle scoob's botak right now, and i really hope he'll grow his hair back soon. everyone's treating him so bad just because of his hair. and he feels so damn sad, poor scooby. listening to "four in the morning" right now, i just love gwen. her voice rawks. rihanna's not bad either,"shut up and drive" is nice. my hands are really itching to shop. it's been a long time since i've shopped my heart out. and i hope i've got enough moolah to last me. baby, as long as your heart's with me, i don't mind not seeing you for years, for i hold the key to your heart. don't you ever doubt my love for you. |