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  • NATALIE

    Reality ain't exactly my forte
    Neither is anything else for that matter.
    Saturday, June 30, 2007
    This is why i'm hot
    Supposed to rest at home;
    but went out in the end.
    today is 30th june.
    the last day of the GSS.
    the last day of the 5% GST.
    As wef on 1st july,
    which is tmr.
    It will rise to 7%.
    So i see thousands of people at orchard, everywhere!
    OMFG!?
    hahah.
    we went to Vivocity.
    OOH!
    My favourite place.
    Bought an orange bag from f21.
    i love it soo much.
    liked this dress from f21,
    but didn't buy,
    as it was expensive,
    $73 i think.
    it's totally not worth the buy.
    Well,
    Samm's at work again.
    guess i'm alr used to it.
    Ohh.
    i'm looking forward to next monday.
    when i can finally go school and meet my friends.
    and we'll talk about everything during our att.
    hahah.
    i have so much to tell!
    i'm gonner be a gossip girl.
    hahah.
    Who cares anyway?
    Tmr's claudear's Teenage icon heats.
    And i really like to be there.
    It's at Tampines mall.
    Anyone have a clue where it is??
    OMG!
    i sound like a stupid country bumpkin.
    i hope some pretty kind soul will lead me the way.


    8:44 pm

    Friday, June 29, 2007
    Will you??

    A list of things that will make Eunice happy, if you/she...

    1. Bring her to cafe del mar in the night to relax.

    2. Bring her to fly a kite.

    3. Bring her to sit on a roller coaster.

    4. Bring her to sit on a Viking ship.

    5. Sing 'Everything' by Michael Buble to her.

    6. Count the stars with her.

    7. Get her out of Singapore.

    8. Sudddenly carry her from behind.

    9. Can be there when she's crying her eyes out.

    10. There to give her a squeeze/big hug.

    11. See a rainbow with her.

    12. Message her out of the blue.

    13. Buy her grape yoghurt ice blended with pearls.

    14. Call her to chat.

    15. Message her just to say goodnight.

    16. Buy her a rose.

    17. Watch Disney shows with her.

    18. Bring her to Sentosa for fun.

    19. Bring her to the zoo.

    20. Bring her to milk the cow.

    21. Can talk to her non-stop for a day.

    22. Can find her a swing.

    23. Are willing to watch the sunrise with her.

    24. Can also watch the sunset with her.

    25. Bring her to Disneylands.

    26. Can make her laugh so hard until she gets a tummyache&she's rolling on the floor&until she's crying.

    27. Bring her to Wild Wild Wet.

    28. Bring her to the Crocodile farm

    29. Bring her to have breakfast with the Orang Utans.

    30. Bring her to Jurong Bird Park.

    31. Can quarrel with me non-stop, just for fun.

    32. Can make her feel comfortable around you.

    33. Watch chick flicks with her the whole day.

    34. Bring her to the fish farm.

    35. Dream of her.

    36. Run down Orchard Road just for fun.

    37. Can do crazy&fun stuff with her and not care what other people think

    38. Doesn't need to take a bus or mrt.

    39. Would watch Mr. Men and Little Miss shows with her.

    40. Watch Spongebobsquarepants with her.

    41. Know what she is thinking.

    42. Remember her even when you're brushing your teeth.

    43. Wake up 4am in the morning just to message her so that she'll receive a message when she wakes up.

    44. She receives many many many messages when she wakes up.

    45. Can become a toddler once again and be pushed in the pram

    46. Knows that you'll be with her against all odds.

    47. Knows that you love her whole-heartedly.

    48. Gets alot alot of birthday presents.

    49. Gets plenty plenty of christmas presents.

    50. Gets super duper alot of Valentine's day gifts.

    51. Doesn't have a bad day.

    52. Can be her Candyman.

    53. Love her truly, madly and deeply.

    54. You are devoted to her.

    55. Knows there's an everlasting love out there.

    56. Meets good people.

    57. Have a good life.

    58. Knows you'll be there for her.

    59. Knows everyone around her is happy.

    60. Knows she's still breathing.

    61. Walk her to the bus stop.

    62. Send her home.

    63. Bring her to eat steamboat.

    64. Bring her to eat crabs.

    65. Read her a book to sleep.

    66. Talk to her until she sleeps.

    67. Is always on your mind.

    68. Know that she's happy that you are in her life.

    69. Are willing to wait for her.

    70. Knows that it is a wonderful world when you're here with her.

    71. Wrote a song just for her.

    72. Can only smile with you around.

    73. Stare her in the eye and tell her that you love her.

    74. Write her a note.

    75. Send her a letter.

    76. Learns wakeboarding

    77. Lead a simple life.

    78. Can be there for you

    79. Lives till 74

    80. Can play hopscotch at the quadrangle again.

    81. Eats the red bowl stall noodle.

    82. Eats the primary set from MGS.

    83. Eats the laksa from MGS.

    84. Eats the 10cent fishcake with alot of chilli.

    85. Eats the jelly icecream.

    86. Bring her to eat durian.

    87. Get her many helium balloons of different shapes and sizes.

    88. Get her a banana muffin.

    89. Buy her famous amos cookies

    90. Blow bubbles with her.

    91. Has colourful nails

    92. Hears Canon in D.

    93. Takes alot of photos.

    94. Bring her to see a platypus.

    95. Bring her to see a kangaroo.

    96. Bring her to see a Koala Bear.

    97. Bring her to see a panda.

    98. Gets water guns to shoot around.

    99. Gets a super soaker.

    100. Buy her a coconut.

    101. Goes to school just to play.

    102. Doesn't have to wake up so early in the morning.

    103. Has sleepovers.

    104. Gets real high.

    105. Bring her to Seoul Garden.

    106. Will get her a new camera.

    107. Eats her maggie mee cold from a spoon after much blowing.

    108. Get her Tomyam Maggie Mee.

    109. Could see cartoon characters come alive.

    110. Could make all insects in the world disappear.

    111. Could stop time, turn back time and advance into the future.

    112. Could teleport.

    113. Could fly her in a helicopter.

    114. Could have a fairytale love life.

    115. Has perfect skin.

    116. Whip up a good meal and not wash the dishes after that.

    117. Bakes cookies/brownies/cupcakes/doughnuts for her loved ones.

    118. Can be invincible.

    119. Could fly.

    120. Could get that Samsung television.

    121. Will jump with her on a trampoline.

    122. Can do well for her exams without much effort in studying.

    123. Take 93942374192318 crazy-fun-emo photos with her.

    124. Play the guitar with her.

    125. Will bake cookies/brownies/cupcakes/doughnuts with her.

    126. Buy her Happy Meals.

    127. Bring her to visit Charlie and his chocolate factory.

    128. Buy her purple&blue&pink&yellow&green&orange&red candyfloss.

    129. Love her for who she is.

    130. Can fufill this list for her.

    131. Hears from Pals of seven.
    And this list can go on forever. Is it too much to ask? haha.


    8:30 pm

    Everything will change somehow...
    Done with the rehab centre.
    Next is polyclinic!
    OMFG!?
    I'm so damn nervous la.
    Although xin min said it was boring,
    as there had nothing to do.
    But, i think it's really boring staying at the same place,
    with the same ppl,
    for five days!
    hahah.
    Although these days had been exhausting for me,
    i still enjoyed myself and i've learnt alot of things from the elders.
    THANK YOU ST LUKE'S.
    You were really nice people.
    indeed.
    All i need now is rest.
    sighs*
    Of all days,
    he has to work today, tomorrow and sunday.
    Life's like that, eunice
    life's like that.
    we won't be able to get what we want.
    only what we don't want.
    sighs*
    i envy all those couples who are crazily in love with each other,
    can't get enough of each other.
    Must see each other everyday,
    bla bla bla.
    i've been through all that.
    and trust me,
    it doesn't last.
    Don't know why,
    but somehow,
    it stops.
    Still in love,
    but you just don't feel the ecstatic feeling anymore.
    Everything will change.
    He change.
    I change.
    Everyone will.
    It will happen somehow.
    And it happened to me,
    when i needed him most.


    6:41 pm

    Thursday, June 28, 2007
    Say ooh la la!
    Say "Ooh la la!"
    Just started my att at Yishun eldercare centre.
    It started off well,
    helped the elderly do their exercises and all.
    After lunch,
    we had game activities with the elderly.
    And it was fun, fun, fun!
    woots*
    And to my dear jasmine,
    i didn't forget you.
    hahah.
    You're not forgotten by me!
    I can't wait for our att to be over so we can meet in school.
    I miss you all too!
    sighs*
    my att is gonner be boring
    at jurong polyclinic.
    sighs*
    Must come and find me there.
    hahah.
    No more sharifah, shalini or marina.
    sobs*
    Only rui zhi and me.
    how great is that.
    sighs*
    On my way to yishun this morning,
    don't know why,
    i started to miss amelia and the rest.
    i really felt like crying at that moment.
    you know how emo am i??
    hahah.
    well,
    we'll meet on July 1st right??
    for claudear's finals.
    woots*
    And yes, we'll be there with pom poms in our hands.


    8:51 pm

    Wednesday, June 27, 2007
    When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
    I always needed time on my own
    I never thought i'd, need you there when i cried
    And the days feel like years when i'm alone
    And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
    -
    When you walk away i count the steps that you take
    Do you see how much i need you right now
    -
    When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
    When you're gone the face i came to know is missing too
    When you're gone the words i need to hear
    to always get me through the day
    And make it ok
    I miss you
    -
    I've never felt this way before
    Everything that i do reminds me of you
    And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
    And they smell just like you, i love the things that you do
    -
    When you walk away i count the steps that you take
    Do you see how much i need you right now
    -
    When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
    When you're gone the face i came to know is missing too
    When you're gone the words i need to hear
    to always get me through the day
    And make it ok
    I miss you
    -
    We were made for each other
    Out here forever
    I know we were
    Yeah yeah
    -
    All i ever wanted was for you to know
    Everything i do i give my heart and soul
    I can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me
    -
    When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
    When you're gone the face i came to know is missing too
    When you're gone the words that i need to hear
    will always get me through the day
    And make it ok
    I miss you
    -
















    4:06 pm

    Tuesday, June 26, 2007
    blah blah blah..
    woots*
    finally done with St Luke's.
    however,
    i kinda miss the ppl there.
    especially the elderly patients.
    they are sick,
    yet they can joke around and live on with life.
    they are so cheeky too;
    i really am starting to miss them.
    this whole thing has totally
    given me a different perspective of the elderly.
    somehow,
    i'd feel like working in the geriatric section.
    but my heart is telling me to go to the pediatric section.
    *which is the babies/children section.
    sighs*
    i'm in a dilemma.
    just two days of attachment at st luke's
    is already draining my cells out.
    many more polyclinics to go.
    sighs*
    how i wish i can simply have a break at the beach,
    and relax my body cells.
    hahah.
    i miss sam.
    sighs*
    i miss all of my friends too;
    claudia,
    amalina,
    amelia,
    vanessa,
    suhashini,
    christy,
    jacintha,
    omar,
    zachariah,
    kai jun,
    aidil,
    kah siong,
    nicholas,
    zhong hwee,
    daniel,
    zhong ang,
    naresh,
    YOU GUYS ARE MISSED!
    do u miss me too??
    Ohh,
    if i missed out some names,
    so sorry about that.
    i have short-term memory.
    Ohh well,
    when is my housewarming party/bbq party coming up??
    simply no time at all!
    everyone's simply busy with their own things.
    sighs*
    i'm being neglected again.
    so long fugger;


    5:50 pm

    Monday, June 25, 2007
    whatever, whatever, whatever.
    I really don't have the mood for this right now,
    but i just have to let you know what i'm going through.
    Just a simple day,
    simple dinner with you,
    is good enough.
    Must we add extra things to spice it up or what??
    Why must every good thing end up like that?
    I love spending time with you.
    But, sometimes,
    you just can be so out of control.
    Like just now,
    you were so tired as usual.
    What about me??
    Do you even care?
    It's only you, you and you!
    NOONE ELSE!
    Then, you reluctantly got me a cab,
    and didn't even sit with me!
    WHAT THE HELL?!
    ARE YOU MY BOYFRIEND??
    OMFG!?
    And now,
    you're sorry.
    Sorry for hurting my heart.
    Will that heal my heart??
    Just by a simple sorry?
    NO WAY!
    Somehow,
    i just hate the word "whatever"
    You're just no longer the boy i used to know.
    So simple.

    10:04 pm

    Sunday, June 24, 2007
    All i need is you..
    YIKES!
    Tmr is MONDAY!!
    Ohh my gawd!?
    So fast?!
    I want my holiday..
    sighs*
    Wanna go star cruise!
    Wanna do so many things mann.
    Just so little damn time!
    Ugh!
    f***ing ***hole.
    How i wish i can just pause the time now,
    and enjoy the life i'm in.
    Wait, the life i'm in right now isn't perfect.
    sighs*
    I'd rather the life in bukit view.
    no worries, just plain fun, fun, and more fun.
    Ooohh!
    especially the cheering com.
    i loove them mann!
    the atmosphere is filled with anxiety.
    colourful jerseys, pom poms, banners, everything!!
    sighs*
    i really miss those times.
    No betrayal nor hatred,
    simply love and care all around me.
    It's no sleep tonight again.
    My attachment at St Luke's is tmr.
    Those tossing and turning around in bed won't help either.
    All i want is someone to talk to,
    who can comfort me,
    who can confide in me.
    That's all.
    Is that just so hard??
    Can you be that someone??
    sighs*
    You're busy working,
    i understand.
    you're neglecting our relationship,
    i understand.
    not much communication between us,
    i understand.
    Everything,
    i'll just try to understand,
    for like you said.
    I haven't gone through that kind of experience that you're going through.
    Why can't i just have you all for myself??
    WHY?
    it's so f***ing ridiculous!
    Dammit!
    Why must i go through all these pain??
    i simply want to give up right now.
    if only i can..


    9:32 pm

    Saturday, June 23, 2007
    Guess who's back??

    I'm back!!
    hahah.
    Did anyone miss me??
    Well, feeling so damn tired after this trip.
    But, i bought lotsa stuff!!
    Especially shoes, shoes and more shoes!!
    YAY!
    Well, i'm so worried about monday..
    I'm gonner start my attachment alr!!
    OMFG!!
    I'm just so scared.
    Well, sam wanna accompany me there.
    But, my nervousness just won't subside at all.
    Well,
    I just have to pray and ask God for courage.
    I'm so happy that my baby tagged my blog.
    I thought he would be damn busy to do that.
    Well,
    Ohh yeahh.
    He must have been bored at home,
    so he tagged me.
    Well,
    i really miss him so much.
    I hope i can see him tonight.
    Hmmm...
    i'll be going to see my mom tmr.
    And will be going to Bugis and shop.
    Great.
    I still want that Fred Perry bag.
    Sigh.
    If only i was Paris Hilton,
    I'd buy everything in the world!
    Hahah.
    Gotter start to unpack my stuff now,
    and take a hot, steamy bath too!!
    Ooohh!!

    11:08 pm

    Wednesday, June 20, 2007
    KL, here i come!!
    Really looking forward to tomorrow.
    Well,
    although i would have to wake up like 5am in the morning,
    i do not mind at all.
    For i can always take a nap in the bus.
    hahah.
    I hope this trip would be a fun and exciting one.
    Hopefully, my bro won't be always in a "business" mood.
    hahah.
    Ohh yeahh.
    We also bought many titbits for tomorrow.
    YUMMY!!
    I've already started packing my stuff and all.
    So i do not need to rush everything and all.
    hahah.
    Hope sammie will come over later and accompany me
    through the night.
    For, there will be NO SLEEP TONIGHT!
    YEAHH!
    Haven't been spending much time with him lately,
    as i'm busy with the moving and all,
    and he's busy with his work.
    Phone calls and msn doesn't work for me.
    I'd prefer visual. hahah.
    No audio.
    I just don't know why.
    Talking to him on the phone's fine to me,
    but somehow,
    i'd prefer seeing him.
    Hug him and tell him how my day went without him.
    hahah.
    I think all girls would rather see their boyfriends than to
    talk to them over the phone right??
    hahah.
    Sigh, i really can't bear to leave my poor baby alone right here.
    I miss him.
    hahah.
    He wants me to go Sim Lim with him,
    as he wants to buy a lappy.
    And i will be in Kl.
    Sigh.
    I'm sorry baby.
    I really don't want to do this.
    I thought you were coming along with me.
    Well, i didn't expect this.
    How about sunday??
    hahah.
    I'd be back by then.
    hee hees.
    Love ya simply so much!!





    10:00 pm

    Tuesday, June 19, 2007
    New beginning+new environment=new start of life??
    Woots!
    Finally moved to Signature Park.
    Although it's a little smaller than Blossomvale.
    But i'm lovin my own room!
    Phew!
    Just finished packing my room.
    And i found that i had MANY MANY THINGS!!
    hahah.
    Does that mean no more shopping for me?
    Ohh noooo!!
    Well, he's been sweet to me lately.
    Don't know why.
    Maybe becos of the argument we had last night.
    And he told me what he had been doing the last few months behind my back.
    Well, it wasn't anything bad or something.
    I just accepted it.
    I guess he's guilty now,
    and he wants to treat me better just to make himself feel better.
    hahah.
    Who knows??
    Well, he won't be going to kl with me anymore,
    as sun's coming along.
    Well, i really don't know
    whether i should be happy or sad.
    Now, i really can't bear to leave him all alone in Singapore.
    Poor baby boy.
    Well, he might be coming over later.
    And i hope he won't be surprised by the outrageous mess in the house.
    hahah.
    Ohh yess!
    Sorry ppl!
    If this private blog thingy has been a hindrance for you guys.
    I didn't expected this.
    hahah.
    Sorry!
    But i think it's cool.
    hee hees. As, i'm having a private blog.
    And it's only for authorized ppl.
    hahah.
    TOO BADD!
    Ohh yeahh.
    Gotter start packing,
    Will be leaving in like one day time.
    Ugh!
    So damn fast!
    Better start packing now Eunice!

    8:50 pm

    Monday, June 18, 2007
    kids=trouble
    Ugh.
    Stupid thing woke me up at 10am.
    Went back to sleep.
    Had mc nuggets for brunch.
    Started packing again.
    Supposed to meet sam for breakfast.
    But, i donn't want to wake up that poor boy.
    I know he's tired.
    And i want him to have rest,
    So he will have all the energy for me.
    hahah.
    Been recieving calls from sam's sister, jasmine.
    she's a cutiepie.
    but, sometimes she simply wants all the attention in the world.
    and i really can't give her my all.
    For i will never be able to satisfy her.
    She will want this and that,
    and if i don't give her.
    She will throw her tantrums and cry.
    Ugh.
    I'm really afraid my kid will be like her.
    It seems like most kids these days are like that.
    Oh my gawd!
    I better change my nationality.
    hahah.
    I'd rather be an american.
    Or perhaps canadian or something.
    Okayy, don't say that i'm being crappy or what as i myself am a singaporean.
    But, don't you think singaporean kids now are already facing stress??
    Ballet classes, guitar classes, swimming lessons, etc
    Why do parents want their kids to be geniuses??
    And to learn everything??
    What if their kids are not meant to be?
    And you scold them for being stupid??
    You are the one who gave birth to them, mind you.
    It's your genes that they have.
    Somehow, i think kids should lead a stress-free life.
    Please! They are only kids!
    Let them have their own childhood.
    I see the children in thailand,
    they were playing soccer by the roadside.
    They are having all the fun in the world.
    Singaporean parents will say "don't play near the roadside"
    "it's dangerous" and stuff like that.
    But, as long as your kid knows the safety measures and all.
    Danger can be fun and thrilling too.
    After much thinking,
    i don't ever want to have kids in my entire life.
    They can be as adorable as ever,
    and as crazy as ever.
    They can really blow your minds off!!
    Ugh!
    Wonder why does sam even want to have kids??
    Omg!
    NO WAY!!


    4:18 pm

    Sunday, June 17, 2007
    what goes around comes around
    WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.
    sweet revenge is what they say.
    you treat me this way,
    someday, i'll treat you that way too.
    it's not childish,
    it's hatred.
    it's revenge.
    -
    i've had yet another long day.
    packing, packing, packing,
    i'm gonner miss blossomvale.
    there are simply many happy memories here.
    and sad too.
    well, i'll just take this as a new start,
    with a new environment,
    maybe my life will be so much better.
    somehow,
    i am starting to miss school.
    i miss ms helen.
    i miss skipping lectures.
    i miss dressing up.
    i miss my friends.
    my attachment's coming soon,
    i'm feeling ecstatic and melancholic.
    rui zhi's nice,
    but, we can't communicate well.
    i don't speak mandarin!
    and she's only good at mandarin,
    as she's a 'cheena'
    well,
    maybe God wants me to like them,
    as i think i have some kind of displacement with them.
    well,
    everything happen for a reason.
    and i know,
    God will make a way.

    4:04 pm

    Saturday, June 16, 2007
    nostalgia

    i'm so tired.
    just so damn tired.
    don't know why.
    i really miss my baby boy.
    i just can't spend another day without seeing him.
    he's my source of energy.
    he's simply my everything.
    you may call me stupid,
    you may call me naive.
    but he's the only one who i can talk to,
    he's the only one who understands what i am going through.
    he's just the one.
    friends may be there for me,
    but i can't possibly rely on them,
    and just pour out all of my problems?
    they have their own problems too.
    well, we've gone through so much together.
    it's the memories that are still living in me.
    those happy memories we had.
    all these seem to just fade away,
    and never happen again.
    5th march is still existing,
    but we can never make it happen again,
    no matter what.
    i love spending late nights with you,
    no matter how dark and quiet it can be,
    for you will be there.
    now,
    all these have become my own desired thoughts.
    when will these times come back again??

    9:27 pm

    Friday, June 15, 2007
    mixed emotions

    the feeling's unexplainable,
    ecstatic, yet melancholic.
    i wish you were here.
    with me.
    just thinking about our future.
    staring into space.
    these three days that i've spent with you were GREAT.
    although it might seem pathetic,
    but i really enjoyed myself.
    johore, sentosa, vivocity,
    everything is great just being with you.
    like the one hour queue at the taxi stand last night,
    it was atrocious, yet romantic as you were with me.
    thanks baby for taking the days off for me.
    i love it.
    ohh yes,
    i would be going to kl on the 23rd,
    hoping that my baby could come too,
    yet, i would also want sun to come with us.
    well, i don't know.
    feel like going to aleenta again.
    just to take a break from here.
    no problems,
    no worries,
    no responsibilities,
    it's just a perfect place for me.
    i bet jasmine would wanna go too.
    well, i thought we weren't going anymore,
    as my bro suggested us to unpack our stuff and everything,
    so i was crushed as i wanted to go SHOPPING!
    and now,
    when he said that he had already bought tickets for us,
    i was surprised.
    well, i'm glad that i can go,
    plus if my baby could go,
    that would be even better wouldn't it??
    i would be moving in about two days time.
    monday yeahh?
    well, i love it here.
    the atmosphere and being surrounded with rich people,
    makes me feel rich too! hahah.
    well, signature park aint that bad either.
    but it's surrounded by normal families,
    unlike blossomvale,
    there are japanese,
    koreans,
    americans,
    pakistans,
    irans, etc
    all around the world has come to blossomvale! hahah.
    who cares anyway??
    i'm planning to have a housewarming party.
    not sure when yet.
    hopefully i can have it before my attachment starts yeahh??
    ohh yess!
    it would be a bbq party of course,
    just beside the swimming pool.

    6:00 pm

    Thursday, June 14, 2007
    i simply love spending time with you
    Wheee!!
    had all the funn in the world todayy!!
    yeahh!
    went to sentosa wid sam, jasmine and her bf
    had a tough time finding the carpark,
    then we headed to koufu to eat,
    went swimming,
    went to vivo wid hunn,
    ate Carl's Jr,
    shopped around,
    bought dar a wallet,
    he loved it very much!
    yeahh!
    although we waited one hour for the taxi stand,
    all in all,
    i still had a GREAT time with hunn!
    i'd give all the love in the world.

    11:23 pm

    Tuesday, June 12, 2007

    Feeling so fucking depressed now,
    don't know why,
    sam just left the house about an hour ago,
    and i fell asleep,
    why? why won't people treat me the way i did??
    i treat you this way,
    hoping that one day,
    you'll treat me the way i want you to treat me,
    but it seems like it will never happen.
    i tell you my problems,
    but do you tell me yours??
    i know i can't help much,
    but just a listening ear for you to pour your heart out.
    Anyway, i don't give a shit anymore,
    i miss them,
    but somehow,
    it seems like they are enjoying their new lives right now.
    so i should just take a step back.
    I have nothing much to say.
    It seems like they are in a totally different world as i am.
    Like my mom used to say,
    i'll meet more friends as i reach the next stage in life,
    friends are everywhere.
    it all depends on you.
    i'd be going to jb with sam, jasmine and her boyfriend tomorrow.
    i'm so esctatic about it.
    i just wanna spend time alone with him.
    he's the only one who understands how i feel.
    thank you baby,
    i love you.

    8:24 pm

    Monday, June 11, 2007
    Say ooh la la!
    Wheee!
    Had so much funn today!
    Hidayah, march and fiona really missed out so much!
    Jas, March and Zara came over to my house this afternoon.
    Zara was late, so we watched 200 ponuds of beauty.
    it was a nice show, but i just don't think the ending is touching enough to make me cry, but Jas and Zara were like saying
    "i cried when i saw the ending!"
    hahah, you emo people!!
    jas even brought her dog, mei mei over!
    and she's damn adorable!!
    i love her cute ears!
    and that scooby! he's a stupid perv!
    keeps smelling mei mei's ass!! OMFG?!
    Well, march went home after that, and the fun part comes.
    the rest of us went swimming downstairs my house.
    we had fun playing 'monkey' and all.
    as jas couldn't bear with her darling mei mei, she brought her down as well, hahah, and we had to always keep an eye on her.
    well, wanted to go west mall for dinner after all the fun,
    but who knows, it started to pour, and it dampened our hearts,
    we ordered pizza hut instead.
    yupp, as hungry ghosts, we finished the food in about 15 minutes!!
    hahah, well, i'm looking forward to wednesday, as i'll be going to johore!
    YIPPEE!
    I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!

    10:57 pm

    Sunday, June 10, 2007
    Memories of you
    -
    In the light of the sun
    Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
    O dear you look so lost
    Eyes are red and tears are shed this world you must have crossed
    you said You don’t know me,
    and you don't even care
    I think I'll start a new life I think I'll start it over
    No one knows my name
    I think I'll go to Boston
    I think that I'm just tired
    I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
    I think I need a sun rise
    I'm tired of the sun set
    Here it's nice in the summer
    Some snow would be nice
    -
    When you're dreaming with a broken heart
    The waking up is the hardest part
    When you're dreaming with a broken heart
    The giving up is the hardest part
    Wondering, could you stay my love?
    Will you wake up by my side?
    Now do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
    Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
    Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
    Do I have to fall asleep with roses, with roses in my hand?
    -
    How i wish i can run away from problems.
    How i wish God could give me supernatural powers where i can teleport wherever.
    How i wish i have the power to read minds.
    Then maybe i'll know what to do.
    Or maybe having a time machine would be good.
    So that i can pause the times i spent with you.
    And it will be forever.








    5:35 pm

    Saturday, June 09, 2007
    baby, i'm just too lost in you.

    I love spending time with you.
    I love having supper late in the night with you.
    I love walking around the shopping centre with you.
    I love kissing you when we're going up/down the escalator.
    I love watching movies with you at home at my house.
    I love watching the way you play with scooby.
    I love the way scooby wags its tail when he sees you.
    I love listening to your burps.
    I love listening about your fantasies about bikes.
    I love watching the sunrise and sunset with you.
    I love the way you carry me.
    I love the way you tease and tickle me.
    I love counting stars with you.
    I love the way you hug me.
    I love having fun with you.
    I love winning all the prizes at the themeparks with you.
    -
    What about you??
    Do you feel the same way too?
    Or is it just me?
    -
    I often see flowers from a passing car
    That are gone before I can tell what they are.
    I want to get out of the train and go back
    To see what they were beside the track.
    I name all the flowers I am sure they weren't;
    Not fireweed loving where woods have burnt--
    Not bluebells gracing a tunnel mouth--
    Not lupine living on sand and drouth.
    Was something brushed across my mind
    That no one on earth will ever find?
    Heaven gives it glimpses only to those
    Not in position to look too close.
    -
    I just hope eveything will be fine.

    5:14 pm

    Friday, June 08, 2007
    Bubblegum Alley



    Check this out!! Bubblegum Alley -- a landmark in downtown San Luis Obispo, California, known for its accumulation of used bubble gum since the 1950s on the walls of an 70foot long alley.
    Must be a sight, but I'm not sure if I'd wanna risk someone pushing me against that wall. o_O
    I think this is totally way cool!




    1:35 pm

    blah blah blah..
    i miss sam.
    i really want to see him,
    and i really want to spend time with him,
    i really feel like giving him $1,000000 so that he can be with me.
    hahah.
    well, where am i gonner get that??
    home alone is damn saddening.
    bro at thailand,
    sis at school,
    me at home.
    lalalalala.
    i might go crazy any time..
    hahah.
    well, listening to 98.7fm 'odd one out' thingy.
    makes me wonder is a nice song.
    actually, holiday aint that funn at all,
    i miss school!!
    i wanna go school...
    at least there are stuff to do there.
    there's nothing i can do/eat at home.
    it's a TORTURE to be at home ALONE!
    SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!
    CALL ME OUT PLEASE?!!
    I MIGHT JUST ROT....
    AND DIE....
    i miss my girlfriends!
    i miss going shopping and just hanging out with them...
    i wanna go clubbing with them..
    BOOO!!!

    11:53 am