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This is the first time of my entire life
to be able to look after 18 newborn babies .
& i tell you , that aint no happiness dude ,
yes , they may look as adorable as ever
& their skin as soft as ever .
but once they start crying , they can make you go wild .
This is true enough . It's hectic inside the nursery , really .
But seeing them all cuddled up in your arms just make you want to love them even more .
Awww . Okay , i fed those cute little infants .
I was like , so damn nervous while feeding those little ones . And now , working with them , just makes me wants to have mine . I know , i know , that's crazy .
But seriously , they are sooooo cute !
& it's like , maria & i are like fighting to feed them . :D
Sigh , when can i have my own babyyy ? & feed them ??
When is it my turn ????
ohmygod .

;i just can't get you out of my mind

Labels: babies, future, happiness, love, me, pregnancy

8:38 pm

Sunday, June 08, 2008

stupid cupid •

" You look so dumb right now

Standin' outside my house

Tryin' to apologise

You're so ugly when you cry

Please , just cut it out "

You said i wasn't sad at all

Perhaps , i may look that way

Cos' I've hidden all my emotions inside

Just to prevent any emotional breakdowns

Perhaps , that's why you said how come i wasn't sad at all

Listening to better in time makes me feel better each time

Remembering those last words you told me made me forget you

It seems like you've got the happy memories

& I've got the bad ones

Quarrels

Beatings

Yelling/shouting

Hurt

Perhaps , that's all i can recall out of our 4-yr relationship

Cos' that's what has happened almost everyday

Crazy right ?

That's absurd , I'd say

Ohmygod , i am really tired from all of this

& all I'm asking for is this

You said i am heartless

I'm sorry

I just couldn't hurt you any further by hiding my feelings

I had it planned already

Whenever I'm out with you , it just didn't felt right

Like how it used to be

I'm sorry

Is all i can say to you

Perhaps ,

i like you already

Labels: freedom, heartbreak matters, me, shit

6:15 pm

Saturday, June 07, 2008

love conquers all •

edited :

had retail therapy todayy :D

she's a happy girl

tho' she's like coughing&sneezing all the way through

she's a happy happy girl

think i don't have enough sleep that's whyy

ohwell , i guess I've slept like more than 12 hours

ever since i got back from ECP

& i think it aint enough

cos i still feel so sleepy right now

okayy , we (my brother , sister & i) headed to VIVO just now

& i got a black blouse from forever 21

two knickers from topshop

a black blouse from river island

& a white tee from NUM

* i basically paid for everything ,

except the NUM shirt which cost 70 BUCKAROOS

okayy , I'm broke right now

no more shopping till next month :/

attachment's here , bummer

You've been on my mind lately

I really don't know how to put it

Can you give me a sign ?

Because i feel the same way too

Whenever you get close to me

my heart skips a beat

& I just get all tongue-tied

I have to put up a brave front too

It's a pity that we got posted to different places

Maybe it's just fate

Where ever i go

I'll see you again somewhere in school somehow

Is that fate or just plain coincidence ?

Labels: crush, happiness, love, me

10:51 am

Friday, June 06, 2008

sticky chewy ~~chocolate~~ •

Thanks Claudia for the sweet post :D
I'm fine already
Love ya babe ! <33

Thursday , 5th June 2008
An impromptu decision was made
After our common tests ,
we (Jasmine , Edwin & i) headed off to the BBQ
which wasn't exactly planned for us
we merely wanted to join in the crowd as we had no places in mind to go in fact , it was the last day of our common tests hence ,
when we got there , oh gosh were we surprised myself ...
to see many many more people who were uninvited
obviously we felt at ease ,
but somehow a little awkward but sooner ,
we warmed our hearts & began making jokes at people
It was much loved :D
Soon , Edwin & Jasmine left as they didn't intended to stay longer Hence , leaving me alone with the rest of the unknowns
Okay , we went night cycling , played UNO , Charades , blahblah ...
It was overall , a fun time ,
I'd say & boy , it was tiring ,
going cycling in the night and 5am in the dawn oh goodness ,
we had nothing to do , really so we decided to go cycling in the morning & regretted
Our legs especially our thighs were aching like mad
oh gawd .
Although I'm all drained out ,
but all i can say is ,
i had a super-duper great time with you guys
& THANKS A MILLION FOR LETTING US STAY ! :D

Labels: crush, friends, love, me, party

9:01 pm

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

all in love is fair •

Perhaps , our time's up .
Move along .

Tests after each tests .
Couldn't sleep last night , insomnia i guess .
Had too much on my mind .
Thoughts about you , about him , any regrets ??
I really hope not .
All my friends are so nice to me in school .
Asking me whether am i okay , thanks peeps :D
I know you guys are worried , but I'm fine , really .
Life still goes on without/with him .
I appreciate it .
Perhaps , i would be better in time to heal .
It's tough i know .
Jasmine suggested me to go for a haircut .
Yeah , that may work for that pal of yours , but definitely not me .
In fact , i might feel even worse , seeing my hair on the floor .
Weird , it feels weird to be single , really .
I kinda have mixed emotions right now .
& i doubt you'll probably understand how i feel right now .
Perhaps claudear will . :D
I used to think i couldn't live without you .
But perhaps , I've changed , i dont know .
Why is it , whenever I'm close you ,
my heart pumps an extra 998579859845874358 beats ??
I just aint used to this feeling .
I'm thinking of switching to wordpress or livejournal , any suggestions ??

;goodbye

Labels: boyfriend, crush, freedom, friends, happiness, love, me

5:26 pm